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Below is a copy of the MANAGING PRODUCER CONTRACT AGREEMENT BETWEEN ROBERT HOFFMAN AND SARAH PITTS. End will be indicated with a statement beginning with the number 44210:
Dated this ___________________________________________
PARTIES:
(1) Urban Ninja Inc. (the “Company”); and (2) Sarah Elizabeth Pitts, (the “Model”). DEED OF AGREEMENT
1. Definitions and Interpretation
1.1 The following definitions shall apply to this Agreement:
(the “Model”) means Sarah Elizabeth Pitts, who was born April 7th 1997, and who may use the stage names such as Bella Marie Berrada.
“Advances” means money and/or other consideration loaned to the Model by the Company as against receipts or anticipated expenses including but not limited to relocation costs, airfare(s), car hire or taxis, hotel expenses, rental expenses, property deposits, work permits, visas, language lessons and shipping expenses.
“Managing Producer Fee” means 20% of the Agreed Fee.
“Agreed Fee” means the total sum invoiced or paid by any Client less any expenses invoiced on
behalf of the Company or the Model.
“Chargeable Costs” means those cost items which the Model shall be responsible for paying as set out at Schedule 1.
“Clients or Client” means clients or a client of the Company or Model.
“Commercial Activities” means all commercial matters relating to the Model including without limitation those relating to endorsement, advertising, sponsorship, personal online subscriptions, online video sales, merchandise sales, appearances, media (including television and any other form of broadcast, digital transmission, internet and mobile services), contract negotiations, and public relations.
“Good Industry Practice” means the exercise of that degree of skill, diligence, prudence and foresight which would reasonably and ordinarily be expected from a skilled and experienced operator engaged in the same type of undertaking under the same or similar circumstances.
“Gross Income” means the total invoiced by or paid to the Company or Model (including any Value in Kind and exclusive of any VAT or other taxes) derived from all activities introduced, negotiated, or arranged by the Company for the Model or which have been procured by the Model previous to this Agreement, which shall include without limitations, income from all sources, salaries, fees, earnings, royalties, residuals, proceeds, buy outs, bonuses, prizes or other compensation received at any time
from any assignment or Commercial Activity introduced or negotiated by the Company or which have been procured by the Model previous to this Agreement less any expenses invoiced on behalf of the Company or the Model.
“Model Fee” means 80% of the Agreed Fee.
“Model’s Endorsement” means the Model’s name, nickname, initials, autograph, voice, facsimile signature, assumed name, photograph, image, statements, signifier, likeness, caricature, logo or other identification, motion picture, picture or any other endorsement or image whatsoever associated with the Model and any registered or unregistered trade marks associated therein.
“Managing Producer” means the entity responsible for the overall initiation and management of a model’s career, to whom any other agents, managers, clients, provers, etc. must defer on all matters, and from whom they may claim commission only as agreed with the Managing Producer.
“Parties” means the parties to this Agreement and Party means either of them as the context requires.
“Services” means the services to be provided by the Company as specified in Clause 3 below.
“Term” means the term as specified in Clause 2.
“VAT” means value added tax or goods & services tax chargeable under applicable law for the time being and any similar additional tax.
“Value in Kind” means the value of any non-cash consideration or benefit received by or on behalf of the Model as part of any Commercial Activity.
1.2 Unless the context otherwise requires:
• 1.2.1 references to the Company and the Model include their permitted successors and assigns;
• 1.2.2 references to statutory provisions include those statutory provisions as amended or re- enacted; and
• 1.2.3 references to any gender include all genders.
1.3 Words in the singular include the plural and in the plural include the singular.
2. Exclusive Appointment
2.1 The Model hereby engages the Company with immediate effect as managing producer and representative Worldwide and Universally for the Term in connection with the Services.
2.2 The Term shall commence on the date of this Agreement and shall continue for an initial period of 3 (three) consecutive months thereafter. (“Initial Period”)
• 2.2.1 After the Initial Period the agreement shall renew for consecutive periods of 3 years. (“Renewed Period”)
2.3 The Model represents and warrants that:
• 2.3.1 the Model has not appointed any third party to carry out any Commercial Activities on his/ her behalf and nor will the Model do so at any time during the Term;
• 2.3.2 any third party who approaches the Model to represent the Model will be made aware of the terms of this Agreement and immediately referred to the Company;
• 2.3.3 the Model will co-operate and assist the Company and take any action the Company may reasonably request to enable the Company to fulfill its obligations under this Agreement and increase the reputation and goodwill of the Model; and
• 2.3.4 in the event that any third party approaches the Model directly regarding a Commercial Opportunity, then the Model shall immediately refer such third party to the Company and the Company shall negotiate and discuss any Commercial Opportunity on behalf of the Model in accordance with clause 3 below.
3. Company’s Obligations
3.1 In consideration of the mutual obligations and conditions contained in this Agreement, the Company agrees only to attempt seeking, by whichever level of effort the Company deems appropriate, any entities who may execute the duties and labors needed for the advancement of the Model’s career. The Company may also act as the Model’s exclusive producing manager and representative Worldwide during the Term by providing one or more of the following Services if the Company, in it’s sole discretion, deems appropriate:
• 3.1.1 advising and counseling, regarding the selection or consideration of the following in the professional modeling industry, (which shall include but shall not be limited to work in print media, industrial exhibitions, advertising, live shows, runway work, video, film, internet, television work and other promotional activities):
• 3.1.1.1 career opportunities, selection of photographers and other third party consultants and advertisers;
• 3.1.1.2 production and development of a suitable photograph portfolio;
• 3.1.1.3 vehicles for the Model’s talents as a model and/or personality;
• 3.1.1.4 all matters pertaining to publicity, public relations and advertising;
• 3.1.1.5 the adoption of the proper format for presenting the Model in all formats of the professional modeling, entertainment, media and advertising industries;
• 3.1.1.6 make-up, hair, physical appearance, clothing, professional behavior; and/or
• 3.1.1.7 general practices in the professional modeling industry by means of presentations in print and/or electronically by means of composites, portfolios or other means;
• 3.1.2 procuring, developing, negotiating, finalizing, organizing and administering income- producing opportunities in the following areas:
• 3.1.2.1 modeling;
• 3.1.2.2 merchandising, licensing and endorsement (including any and all licensing, merchandising and endorsement opportunities related to or in connection with the Model);
• 3.1.2.3 personal appearances;
• 3.1.2.4 television appearances as a host, commentator or on-screen personality;
• 3.1.2.5 sending invoices and statements to the Model’s clients and customers;
• 3.1.2.6 collecting income, revenue and fees on behalf of the Model in accordance with Clause 6 of this Agreement;
• 3.1.2.7 advancing sums of money to the Model in accordance with Clause 7 of this Agreement;
• 3.1.2.8 evaluating and advising upon requests for the use of the Model’s name, photograph, likeness or other intended references to the Model;
• 3.1.2.9 directing the Model to model agency companies as appropriate in territories where the Company does not currently maintain an appropriate presence;
• 3.1.2.10 arranging the Model’s schedule; and/or
• 3.1.2.11 entering into and signing all contracts, and confirmation of orders in relation to any opportunities procured by the Company for the Model.
• 3.3 Aside from the Chargeable Costs, the Company shall incur and meet the operating costs of the Company as part of its obligation to perform its obligations under this Agreement. The Model acknowledges accepts and agrees that any costs and expenses which are Chargeable Costs shall be re-charged to and payable by the Model and the Company shall be entitled to deduct and/or set-off any such costs and expenses from the Model Fee. No Chargeable Costs will be incurred without the consent of the Model.
4. Model’s Obligations
4.1 In consideration of the mutual obligations and conditions contained in this Agreement, the Model agrees to:
4.1.1 immediately advise the Company of all matters concerning the Model’s endeavors in the modeling, entertainment, publishing, broadcasting and advertising industries or any other activities that can reasonably be expected to impact on the Services and any other Commercial Activities;
4.1.2. refer any booking enquiries or offers relating to the Model’s services to the Company, not enter into any contract or sign any written documents in relation to any bookings, enquiries or offers related in any way whatsoever to the modeling or entertainment industries and/or any Commercial Activities or any other activities that can reasonably be expected to impact on the Services without first obtaining the prior written consent of the Company (to be determined in the Company’s absolute discretion);
• 4.1.3 only ever accept assignments, offers, opportunities and/or Commercial Activities which are booked through the Company and/or an appointed Foreign Agency;
• 4.1.4 authorize the Company to distribute the Model’s data which shall include without limitation, the Model’s name, image and likeness to Clients and affiliates of the Company nationally and abroad as may be convenient from time to time;
• 4.1.5 authorize the Company to publish via the Company’s website, the Model’s name, image and likeness for the Model’s promotion.
• 4.1.6 keep the Company updated with the Model’s current contact details (including without limitation mobile phone number), identification papers (including without limitation a copy of the Model’s current passport) and address details;
• 4.1.7 inform the Company immediately in writing of any dates on which the Model shall not be available for work or of any particular clients for whom the Model does not wish to work for;
• 4.1.8 carry out all the Model’s obligations in a prudent and professional manner and strictly in accordance with Good Industry Practice in respect of any contract negotiated by the Company relating to Commercial Activities;
• 4.1.9 keep available and in good condition at the Model’s own expense a full range of clothes, accessories and make up in accordance with the reasonable requirements of Clients and the Company;
• 4.1.10 maintain a fit and healthy lifestyle which retains and protects the appearance of the Model including the Model’s face, body dimensions, tone, weight, hairstyle and hair color; and
• 4.1.11 do nothing which violates generally accepted standards of behavior so as to lead the Company to believe that association with the Model would have a negative impact on the reputation or business of the Company or any Client.
• 4.1.12 notify the Company of any income from social media platforms, video streaming services, subscription platforms, or any other revenue streams on a monthly basis.
• 4.2 The Model warrants and represents that the Model is not a party to any other agreement regarding the Model’s professional representation or management which infringes or could otherwise reasonably be expected to conflict with the terms of this agreement.
• 4.3 The Model acknowledges that whilst all Clients are believed to be reputable and creditworthy by the Company, the Company does not guarantee, and is not responsible for, the payment of fees and expenses in relation to any engagements or Commercial Activities undertaken by the Model.
• 4.4 The Model acknowledges, accepts and agrees that it is essential for the protection and enhancement of the Company’s and Model’s goodwill and reputation that the Model is professional, reliable and does not cancel and/or fail to attend any Commercial Activity that the Company arranges for the Model to perform. In the event that the Model cancels and/or fails to attend any Commercial Activity other than through ‘force majeure’, or for valid medical reasons on provision of a doctor’s certificate, that the Model is or was to provide to any Client, the Model agrees that the Model will be liable for all costs and expenses (including legal costs) incurred by the Company in respect of the Commercial Activity cancelled and/or not attended by the Model and will hold the Company harmless for any costs or claims arising from such cancellation including any costs, fees, or damages charged to the Company by any third party as a result of:
• 4.4.1 the Model’s cancellation of and/or failure to attend any Commercial Activity that the Company arranged the Model to perform;
• 4.4.2 the Model’s failure to perform any services to the standard expected of a professional model; and/or
4.4.3 any performance or behavior which is not in accordance with Good Industry Practice.
• 4.5 The Model warrants and represents that he/she is duly entitled to lawfully work and carry out Commercial Activities, and that the Model has obtained all necessary work permits, consents and licenses to undertake Commercial Activities.
• 4.6 The Model confirms that he/she is self-employed, and that therefore all fees are paid gross of taxes and National Insurance. To the extent that either agency or client may become liable for such taxes and National Insurance, the Model hereby agrees to indemnify them and keep them indemnified from and against all such liability, and they shall be entitled in satisfaction of indemnity, to make deductions from any money due to the Model to meet any liabilities as aforesaid.
• 4.7 The Model warrants and represents to the Company that:
• 4.7.1 he/she has the full right, power and authority to enter into and perform the Model’s obligations under this Agreement which shall constitute lawful, valid and binding obligations in accordance with their terms;
• 4.7.2 the Model’s performance of this Agreement shall not breach any other agreement or
obligation (including any law, regulation, license provision, order, judgment or decree) by which it is bound nor shall its performance be affected by such agreements or obligations or by any litigation or dispute in which the Model is, or the Model’s representative are, involved; and
• 4.7.3 the Model acknowledges that the Company guarantees no success to Model’s career;
5. Foreign Agencies
5.1 Notwithstanding the terms of Clause 2, the Model acknowledges, accepts and agrees that:
• 5.1.1 the Company may choose to appoint a third party agency (“Foreign Agency”) to represent and act on behalf of the Model within a specific territory where the Company deems this appropriate for the purpose of furthering the Model’s career and/or reputation;
• 5.1.2 the terms of this Agreement will apply to and bind the Model in relation to its dealing with any Foreign Agency in the territory in which the Foreign Agency is appointed as if the Foreign Agency was a party to this Agreement in place of the Company;
• 5.1.3 the Model will not allow any agency or third party to represent the Model other than the Company and a Foreign Agency (if any has been appointed by the Company); and
5.1.4 the Company shall be responsible for any appointment, removal and/or extension of the appointment of any Foreign Agency.
6. Fees
• 6.1 The Company shall be entitled to deduct the Managing Producer Fee from the Agreed Fee as soon as the Gross Income is received by the Company.
• 6.2 The Model authorizes and directs the Company to collect, receive and deposit in to the Company’s bank account all Gross Income and sums received by the Company for the Model’s services including all sums due to the Company or any of the Company’s affiliates, including without limitation the Fee and such sums received after termination of this Agreement.
• 6.3 The Model represents and warrants that:
• 6.3.1 the Company is authorized by the Model to deduct and/or set-off any expenses paid on the Model’s behalf, from Model Fees received by the Company from time to time as the Company deems necessary and appropriate;
• 6.3.2 the Company shall pay all monies due to the Model on a monthly bases into the bank account notified in writing to the Company by the Model;
• 6.3.3 in the event that the Model is paid directly by any Client (which will require the Company’s prior written consent), the Model must immediately reimburse the Company the Agreed Fee; and
• 6.3.4 the Company shall use reasonable endeavors to collect amounts due to the Model from Clients but the risk of collection of such amounts shall be borne by the Model pro- rata to the model’s share of the earnings.
• 6.4 The Model acknowledges, accepts and agrees that, unless the Company determines otherwise in its absolute discretion, he/she shall not be entitled to retain any Model Fees until the Model has repaid to the Company any and all amounts owed to the Company, including without limitation any Advance.
• 6.5 All payments of Model Fees or other amounts owed to the Model shall be paid in US dollars and shall not be grossed up for tax including without limitation withholding tax. The Model shall be responsible for paying any tax liabilities and shall confirm in writing, if requested by the Company, that all tax liabilities have been appropriately settled and paid.
7. Expenses and Advances
• 7.1 The Company is under no obligation to pay for the Model’s expenses and any expenses paid by the Company on behalf of the Model shall be deducted from the Model Fee.
• 7.2 The Company is under no obligation to provide an Advance to the Model but the Model may request an Advance and the Company may make an Advance to the Model in its absolute discretion. As a rule a maximum of only 50% of, credit checked, client debts will be advanced. All outstanding Advance balances shall be payable upon the termination of this Agreement and in any event within 90 days of the date that the Advance was provided by the Company to the Model unless otherwise agreed in writing between the Parties.
• 7.3 An Advance to the Model against an account receivable constitutes a debt that the Model owes to the Company. The Model shall pay the Advance if the relevant account receivable has not been collected within ninety (90) days (or at such longer periods as has been agreed between the parties in writing), the Advance shall be deducted from the collected Gross Income received by the Company.
• 7.4 The Model shall pay 20.00 %, (20.00 % for SAG/AFTRA/Union/equity contract television commercials), or the relevant sums shall be deducted from the Model Fee, of any expenses incurred as a result of the engagement of any collection agencies or law firms for the purpose of recovering Agreed Fees from clients.
• 7.5 In the event that the Model’s Gross Income is insufficient to cover an Advance made to the Model, the Model acknowledges and agrees that it is the Model’s responsibility to repay the Company the total amount of any sum of the Advance that may be outstanding.
• 7.6 If the Model should fail to pay the Advance to the Company in accordance with this Clause 7 then the Company may in its sole discretion charge late-payment interest on the amount overdue from the date on which such payment was due until the date of payment at a rate of 8% per annum above
the base rate from time to time.
8. Rights to Use Model’s Image
During the Term, the Model grants to the Company license and right (but not obligation) to:
• 8.1 use the Model’s Endorsement in connection with the Company’s promotion of the Model and/or any Commercial Activity;
• 8.2 grant to others the right to use the Model’s Endorsement.
9. Power of Attorney
The Model irrevocably authorizes and appoints the Company during the Term to be the Model’s agent and attorney for the purpose of:
• 9.1 negotiating, renegotiating, contracting and executing on behalf of the Model all agreements and documents and instruments providing for the Model’s services to the Clients in relation to any Commercial Activities;
• 9.2 approving and permitting the use of the Model’s Endorsement for the purpose of advertising and publicity or any Commercial Activity;
• 9.3 collecting and receiving sums payable to the Model, endorsing the Model’s name and depositing in to the Company’s account all sums payable to the Model, and retaining all sums owed to the Company;
• 9.4 demanding, suing for and collecting, all claims, money, interest and other items that may be due to the Model or belong to the Model;
• 9.5 to sign releases and similar instruments on the Model’s behalf; and
• 9.6 to undertake and perform any other activities on the Model’s behalf as the Company deems appropriate for the purpose of carrying out the Commercial Activities and any other obligation included in this Agreement.
10. Termination
• 10.1 During the Initial Period, subject to the payment of any and all outstanding amounts pursuant to clause 7, the Term shall continue unless and until either the Company or Model serves not less than 30 days written notice of termination on the other Party.
• 10.1.2 During the Renewed Period either party may terminate this agreement by serving not less than 90 days written notice of termination on the other Party.
• 10.2 Notwithstanding the Company’s other rights and remedies, the Company shall have the right to terminate this Agreement upon seven (7) days written notice served on the Model, if at any time during the Term:
• 10.2.1 the Models’ repeated and continued failure to maintain the Model’s appearance including the Model’s face, skin, body dimensions, tone, weight, hair style and hair colour is detrimental to the Company’s ability to perform the Services and the Model’s ability to perform the Commercial Activity;
• 10.2.2 the Model’s failure to co-operate with the Company’s booking procedures and policies is detrimental to the Company’s ability to perform the Services and the Model’s ability to perform the Commercial Activity;
• 10.2.3 the Model’s failure to remain available for modeling assignments is detrimental to the Company’s ability to perform the Services and the Model’s ability to perform the Commercial Activity;
• 10.2.4 the Model cancels or fails to attend any Commercial Activity;
• 10.2.5 there is unsatisfactory feedback from Clients or photographers to either the Model’s personal appearance or portfolio;
• 10.2.6 any misconduct on the Model’s part which adversely affects the Company’s and/or Client’s professional image or reputation in the modeling industry;
• 10.2.7 the Model is convicted of any criminal offense;
• 10.2.8 the Model fails to repay any Advance and/or other amount owed to the Company in accordance with Clause 7;
• 10.2.9 the Model is made bankrupt or makes a composition or arrangement with the Model’s creditors;
• 10.2.10 the Model conducts himself/herself publicly in a manner that offends against decency or morality or causes the Model to be held in public ridicule, scorn or contempt or is involved in a public scandal;
• 10.2.11 the Model’s failure to perform their obligations in accordance with Good Industry Practice.
11. Limitation of Liability
• 11.1 Neither party excludes or limits its liability under this Agreement for:
• 11.1.1 death or personal injury caused by its negligence;
• 11.1.2 fraudulent misrepresentation; or
• 11.1.3 any other type of liability which cannot by law be excluded or limited.
• 11.2 Subject to Clause 11.1, the Company limits its liability under this Agreement, whether such liability arises in contract, breach of legal duty (including without limitation negligence) or otherwise, so that the maximum liability of the Company for all claims brought in connection with this Agreement or its subject matter shall be limited to and shall not in aggregate exceed the total amount of the Fees paid to the Company within six (6) months prior to the liability arising.
• 11.3 The Company shall not be liable for:
• 11.3.1 loss of business, use, profit, anticipated profit, contracts, revenues, goodwill or anticipated savings;
• 11.3.2 failure by a Client to attend a booking for whatever reason;
• 11.3.3 damage to the Model’s reputation; or
• 11.3.4 consequential, special or indirect loss or damage;
• even if the Company has been advised of the possibility of such loss or damage.
12. Consequences of Termination
12.1 The Model shall ensure that the terms of this Agreement are drawn to the attention of any third party company and/or individual which wishes to represent the Model, including without limitation the provisions of Clause 7. In this regard the Model acknowledges accepts and agrees that the Company shall be entitled to request a written confirmation from the Model and/or any third party who wishes to represent the Model after the termination of this Agreement that the terms of this Agreement including without limitation the provisions of Clause 7 shall continue to be observed and maintained after the expiry of this Agreement.
12.2. The Model shall ensure that any Commercial Activities undertaken during the Term are notified to any third party company and/or individual who represents the Model after the expiry and/or termination of this Agreement. In addition the Model shall ensure that:
• 12.2.1 the Company shall be entitled to receive all Gross Income and retain Managing Producer Fees relating to any revenues, royalties and/or similar income which is generated as a consequence of an extension of usage of any Commercial Activities which were created during the Term;
• 12.2.2 any renewals and/or extension and/or re-negotiation of the activities of such Commercial Activities requested by a third party after the expiry and/or termination of the Term shall be immediately notified to the Company. Notwithstanding the termination or expiry of this Agreement, the Company shall be entitled but not obliged to act on the Model’s behalf and manage the negotiation and finalizing of any such extension and/or the re-use of original materials and/or re-negotiations on the Models behalf and shall be entitled to receive all Gross Income and retain the Managing Producer Fee or similar commission resulting from any such renewal and/ or extension and/or re-negotiations of the Commercial Activities; and/or
• 12.2.3 the Company shall be entitled to fulfill any options requested by a third party that are open at the time of the notice being given by the Model. The Company shall be entitled to receive all Managing Producer fees and or similar commission relating to any revenues, royalties and/or similar income which is generated as a consequence of any Commercial Activities that may arise from such options being confirmed.
12.3 Upon the termination or expiration of this Agreement for any reason, the Model shall:
• 12.3.1 immediately refrain from any action that would or may indicate any relationship between the Model and the Company;
• 12.3.2 immediately pay to the Company any amounts which are owed to the Company including without limitation any Advances and any amounts owed under Clause 12.2 above;
• 12.3.3 procure from any third party company and/or individual who intends to represents the Model any written assurances and commitments which the Company may reasonably request.
• 12.4 Sunset: Upon termination of the Term, the Company will be entitled to continue to receive a reduced Agreed Fee on the Model’s income at a rate of 15% Gross Revenue for the first year post-
Term, 10% Gross Revenue for the second year post-Term, 5% Gross Revenue in year 3, and 0% thereafter.
13. Independent Contractor
• 13.1 The Parties agree that the relationship between the Parties is that of independent contractors and nothing in this agreement shall render the Model an employee, worker, agent or partner of the Company and the Model shall not hold himself or herself out as an employee, worker, agent or partner of the Company.
• 13.2 The Model shall be responsible for:
13.2.1 the Model’s own expenses, unless paid by a Client on bookings, such as travel, lodging, entertainment, wardrobe or make up, it being understood that the Company shall not be responsible for paying or reimbursing any such expenses unless otherwise agreed in writing between the parties;
• 13.2.2 preparing and filing the Model’s own tax returns and paying all taxes required to be paid and any other charges payable for the applicable accounting period.
• 13.3 The Model acknowledges and agrees:
• 13.3.1 to indemnify and hold harmless the Company’s affiliates, shareholders, employees, agents, representatives, officers and directors from any claims of liability for any taxes, PAYE or National Insurance payments related to the Model and agrees that the Company may deduct any such payments due to meet any such liabilities from the Gross Income. In the event the Company is required by statute or otherwise to make any deductions at source in respect of PAYE and National Insurance Contributions the Model will indemnify the Company to the extent permitted by law;
• 13.3.2 to fully indemnify and keep fully indemnified the Company against any and all actions, costs, claims, demands, damages, expenses (including legal fees), liabilities, losses and proceedings in connection with any failure by the Model to perform his/her obligations strictly in accordance with the terms of this Agreement;
• 13.3.3 that the Model shall not act as an agent for the Company and shall not enter into any agreements or incur any obligations on behalf of the Company and is not authorized to bind the Company in any manner whatsoever;
• 13.3.4 that the Company is not the Model’s employer and will not be held responsible for any claim which the Model may wish to make as a result of any accident or loss
incurred whilst on an assignment, undertaking Commercial Activities or at any other time; and
• 13.3.5 to indemnify the Company for and in respect of any liability arising from any employment related claim or any claim based on worker status (including reasonable costs and expenses) brought against the Company arising out of or in connection with terms of this Agreement.
• 13.3.6 that it is the Model’s duty to register for any applicable taxes if the Model’s annual turnover exceeds the minimum annual turnover registration threshold for the time being and the Model shall provide the Company with any of the Model’s tax ID numbers which shall be added to all invoices issued by the Company on the Model’s behalf.
• 13.4 No form of joint venture, partnership or similar relationship between the Parties is intended or created.
• 13.5 The Company may, at its option, satisfy and/or pay any amounts due under the indemnities set out in this clause 13 (in whole or in part) by way of deduction from any payments due to the Model.
14. Confidentiality
• 14.1 For the purposes of the Model's obligations under this Clause 14, Confidential Information means all Confidential Information disclosed to the Model by or on behalf of the Company.
• 14.2 The Model undertakes to the Company:
• 14.2.1 to keep confidential all Confidential Information;
• 14.2.2 not without the Company’s prior written consent to disclose the Confidential Information in whole or in part to any other person save those of its directors, employees, agents or professional advisers involved in the implementation of this Agreement and provided in all cases that they have a need to know the same; and
• 14.2.3 to use the Confidential Information solely in connection with the exercise or enjoyment of rights and/or the performance of obligations under this Agreement and not otherwise for its own benefit or the benefit of any third party.
• 14.2.4 to keep confidential and not to disclose any information to any other party in relation to fees earned by the Model for any work undertaken.
• 14.3 The provisions of Clause 14.2 shall not apply to the whole or any part of the Confidential Information that can be shown by the Receiving Party to be:
• 14.3.1 disclosed as a requirement of law or any Regulatory Body to whose rule either Party is subject;
• 14.3.2 known to the Receiving Party prior to the date of this Agreement otherwise than as a result of being obtained directly or indirectly from the Party disclosing such Confidential Information;
• 14.3.3 obtained from a third party who lawfully possessed such Confidential Information and which has not been obtained in a breach of a duty of confidence owed to the Disclosing Party by any reason; or
• 14.3.4 in the public domain in the form in which it is possessed by the Disclosing Party other than as a result of a breach of a duty of confidence owed to the Disclosing Party by any person.
• 14.4 Each Party agrees to keep the terms of this Agreement confidential and no announcement concerning the transactions contemplated by this Agreement or any ancillary matter shall be made by either Party without the prior approval of the other Party.
• 14.5 The provisions of this Clause 14 shall survive termination of this Agreement for any reason.
15. Force Majeure
15.1 For the purposes of this Clause "Force Majeure" means in relation to either Party any cause beyond the reasonable control of that Party including, without limitation, any of the following:
15.1.1 act ofGod;
• 15.1.2 war, insurrection, riot, civil disturbance, acts of terrorism;
• 15.1.3 fire, explosion, flood, storm, epidemic, pandemic; • 15.1.4 theft or malicious damage;
• 15.1.5 strike, lock-out, or other industrial dispute (whether involving the workforce of the party so prevented or any other party), third party injunction;
• 15.1.6 national defence requirements, acts or regulations of national or local governments; or
• 15.1.7 inability to obtain essential fuel, power, raw materials, labour, containers or transportation, accident, malfunction of machinery or apparatus, denial of export or import licences.
• 15.2 Neither Party is to be liable to the other for failure to perform any obligation under this Agreement to the extent that the failure is caused by Force Majeure, the effects of which could not have been reasonably anticipated or prevented by that party.
• 15.3 A Party becoming aware of any Force Majeure must promptly notify the other of the relevant facts and any likely delay or other effect, and both Parties shall use their best endeavours to mitigate the effects of the Force Majeure.
16. Variation: No variation of this Agreement shall be effective unless it is in writing and signed by, or on behalf of all Parties.
17. Assignment: Neither party shall assign or transfer its rights and/or obligations pursuant to this Agreement (other than for the purposes of internal corporate reconstruction, reorganization, merger or analogous proceedings) without the prior written consent of the other Party.
18. Waiver: No exercise or failure to exercise or delay in exercising any right, power or remedy vested in the Company under or pursuant to this Agreement shall constitute a waiver by the Company of that or any other right, power or remedy.
19. Severability: If a provision of this Agreement is or becomes illegal, invalid or unenforceable in any jurisdiction, that shall not affect:
19.1 the validity or enforceability in that jurisdiction of any other provision of this Agreement; or
19.2 the validity or enforceability in other jurisdictions of that or any other provision of this Agreement.
20. Counterpart This Agreement may be executed in any number of counterparts (facsimile or original), each of which when executed and delivered shall constitute an original of this Agreement, but all the counterparts shall together constitute the same agreement. No counterpart shall be effective until each Party has executed at least one counterpart.
21. Entire Agreement
21.1 This Agreement constitutes the whole agreement between the Parties and supersedes all previous agreements between the parties relating to its subject matter.
21.2 Each Party acknowledges that, in entering into this Agreement, it has not relied on, and shall have no right or remedy in respect of, any statement, representation, assurance or warranty (whether made negligently or innocently) other than as expressly set out in this Agreement.
22. Third Party Rights A person who is not a party to this Agreement shall not have any rights under or in connection with it.
23. Governing Law and Jurisdiction
23.1 This Agreement and any dispute or claim arising out of or in connection with it or its subject matter shall be interpreted and construed in accordance with the law of the United States of America.
23.2 Subject to clause 23.3 below, the Parties to this Agreement irrevocably agree that the courts of the United States of America shall have exclusive jurisdiction over any claim or matter arising out of or in connection with this Agreement.
23.3 Notwithstanding clause 23.2 above, the Parties to this Agreement agree that the Company may enforce its rights under this Agreement in any other court of competent jurisdiction outside of the courts of the United States of America.
24. Digital/Social Media Assets:
24.1 The Model hereby authorizes the Company to create and manage the image likeness personality & perception of the Model on digital/social media platforms now known or created in the future.
24.2 Further and to such end the Model authorizes in perpetuity the Company to create manage and monetize accounts and/or profiles for the Model on digital/social media platforms now known or created in the future.
24.3 During the Term of this agreement the Company shall be entitled to receive 20% of the Gross Revenue received from such digital/social media platforms now known or created in the future.
24.4 Post the Term of this agreement the Company shall be entitled to receive in perpetuity 20% of the Gross Revenue received from such digital/social media platforms now known or created in the future. Provided that the Company shall continue to receive in perpetuity 20% of the Gross revenue from assets created on such digital/social media platforms before the termination or expiry of this agreement.
This Deed of Agreement has been entered into on the date stated at the beginning of it. SIGNED as a DEED by URBAN NINJA INC.
By it’s President: Robert James Hoffman III Signature:
Address: 204 Harborview Dr.
Madison, AL 35758
In the presence of: Signature: Address:
Printed Name:
Printed Name:
SIGNED as a DEED by SARAH ELIZABETH PITTS Signature: Printed Name: Address: Type your paragraph here.
44210 - This concludes the copy of the MANAGING PRODUCER CONTRACT AGREEMENT BETWEEN ROBERT HOFFMAN AND SARAH PITTS
INSTAGRAM MESSAGES BETWEEN SARAH PITTS (SENPITTS) AND ROBERT HOFFMAN. End will be indicated with a statement beginning with the number 44210:
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When I wake up next to you- I look over and feel like doing this to your face October 16, 2021 12:16 am
Wow I can’t believe the Robert Hoffman DMed me Don’t be nervous I’m a normal guy
I’m not sure if that’s fair to say
October 16, 2021 5:57 pm
doing a show right now (on my phone) but after that of course
Wahooooooo!
My moms making salmon but it’ll be ready in 20- love for you to join for that but if not we’ll make a plan for my place or yours- prob yours
yeah unfortunately still got at least ten minutes left on here and then need to shower. Just let me know
October 20, 2021 3:18 pm
drunkpeopledoingthings
You
Want to say I’ve never been that drunk but I think we both know that’s a lie October 30, 2021 3:33 pm
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Fuck me Oil up.
November 24, 2021 11:16 pm
camming now for another hour or so, then back over there for a minute around 2 Wtffffffff
What the fuck am I supposed to do!?!?!?
Can I come chill in your room and sleep?
tbh not sure, I want to see you as much as possible while you're here but I also don't know the best way to
of course. I'll be gone for like 6 hours or so tomorrow though
either would have to drop you off around 12 or you be stranded without a car here OK cool I just wanted to get another sleep with you but my family is eating at one No I have Rand’s car
perfect then
November 26, 2021 8:05 pm
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Where’s that from!?
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November 27, 2021 7:12 pm
You replied to their story
pizzellesconfections Pizzelle's Confections
This place
WHY DIDNT WE GO THERE!?
I mentioned it a few times but I think mostly because it closes at 5
I’ll get you a few things from their whenever you come back December 3, 2021 12:12 am
I'm camming right now but I'll probably be off by when youre back
December 4, 2021 11:24 pm
800down Your pussy
You have a problem
December 5, 2021 4:27 am
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That liner
December 11, 2021 5:15 am
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This is the guy I was saying I found the other day
I like it. It has a very light feel to it- almost like he’s floating Masterful, both guys
Hey get on your stomache. I feel like tasting you. Already there
I am excited to try that
Quit stalking me hoe
December 14, 2021 8:18 am
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senpitts Eris has been loving the new place and that’s really what... [...]
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senpitts Eris has been loving the new place and that’s really what...
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Omg you didn’t tell me lol the place looks crazy- did you get the closet too?
senpitts
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Oh that’s 2020 😄 😄 😄 😄
Lol what
I thought this post was from 4 days ago
What do you mean by crazy though? And the closet?
It looked like you gutted the place and cleaned- I was wondering if you did the bedroom too
yuvalrob Who’s that...
Exactly what I need
December 15, 2021 11:36 pm
douggiehouse
douggiehouse shocking @the.purple.sock
December 16, 2021 2:20 am
You have a sick mind.
December 19, 2021 3:14 pm
niknikateen
Babe this is what you need!!!
You’re twisted
You feeeeeeeeelt that one didn’t you 😄
December 19, 2021 5:12 pm
You’re too cruel
December 20, 2021 4:10 am
historyphotographed
That’s physically painful, thank you
December 20, 2021 3:22 pm
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❤
December 26, 2021 11:23 am
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“I love when guys ask me for girl advice. That’s the kind of guy I wish I had. A guy that cares.”
December 26, 2021 12:56 pm
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December 27, 2021 6:24 am Apparently my laptop wasn't strong enough of a charge
one sec
December 27, 2021 10:27 am
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Hey I love you
December 27, 2021 6:20 pm
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Cutest
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December 29, 2021 3:45 am
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West world is happening
January 19, 2022 4:05 pm
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January 22, 2022 12:55 pm
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This is what you look like when you come back from the kitchen and join me on the couch
LOL I hate you
January 24, 2022 12:37 pm
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Example of account leading everyone to one onlyfans- might be worth seeing what she does on hers as obviously she’s a hustler
Definitely will check that out and pull some ideas January 25, 2022 6:48 am
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15m views
Lol amazing
Whore just like her mamma
January 25, 2022 9:31 am
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January 27, 2022 6:15 pm
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Let me suck your dick
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January 29, 2022 5:54 am
apologise
My belly when you say something cuz you care about me
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Idea
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I swear this probably isn’t us probably Lol probably not maybe
January 29, 2022 3:35 pm
And very good idea
January 29, 2022 11:53 pm
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Damn it really is that simple
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yuliyacalister
Go to sleep
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February 2, 2022 2:09 pm
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February 2, 2022 8:04 am
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Terrifying and that other one is a good idea
February 3, 2022 7:53 am
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February 3, 2022 12:56 pm
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Is this one of your kinks?
That man is going to die
February 3, 2022 9:35 pm
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This girl gets a lot of views I can’t see the post
@skylarmaexo maybe you have to follow
February 5, 2022 4:03 am
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February 22, 2022 6:41 am
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February 27, 2022 5:24 am
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March 5, 2022 5:26 pm
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March 11, 2022 12:29 pm
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March 18, 2022 11:52 am
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If you gave this to me... I’d change my last name to Pitts.
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Great lighting Yea I agreee lol
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March 18, 2022 6:19 pm
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March 21, 2022 1:05 pm
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We’re almost there babe... we’re almost there ❤ ❤
March 21, 2022 10:48 pm
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April 4, 2022 6:38 pm
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We’ve found your new kink group
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April 8, 2022 5:07 pm
You mentioned senpitts in your story
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😮
May 2, 2022 1:44 pm
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May 4, 2022 1:08 pm
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You when I had the mask on
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What a genius thought
May 4, 2022 5:18 pm
Right!? I was just driving along and all the sudden it hit me! May 12, 2022 12:22 am
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Let’s get to a pool and just shoot a bunch of moments like she does
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May 17, 2022 7:27 pm
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Fuck yea
Or just write to little you +
May 18, 2022 2:46 pm
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I’ll be goddamn....
June 1, 2022 4:07 pm
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Holy shit that’s crazy
June 1, 2022 9:35 pm
Reacted to your story: 😢
I’m sorry. I should have told you first. But yea. We’re moving in together.
Ok have fun ✌
WHAT!?!? FUCKING FIGHT FOR ME YOU BITCH!
June 7, 2022 3:10 pm My bad I thought I was logged in here. Message here
I am also sad and I wish I could speed up and be confident and sure of my reality but again I want to express how much love I feel for you
And I hope your phone gets fixed so I don’t miss more messages
That’s a really exciting and reassuring message to me
You aren’t the most viscerally expressive as for now- so it doesn’t always occur to me that they’re a lot of love behind your silence sometimes- so I really enjoy that
type of gesture. I’m on your side. Take your time ❤
I don’t think I fully realize how I come across sometimes. Also good news- that
appointment was super easy. Bad news- Forgot about the crown on the tooth behind that one
That’s next Tuesday
So another two-step process? A temporary and then a permanent?
Yeah exactly Fuckinaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! Still, ALMOST there
Very close
Feeling an urge to get out of town for a few days
June 7, 2022 8:58 pm
I also feel a lot of warmth and missing you
Little travel queen :)
I got so present today I don’t know what it is- maybe the fresh batch of Zoloft?? I’m so clear headed
Well that’s good at least! Maybe not all the zoloft, could give yourself some credit My step dad loves the cheesecake crack
As he should, it’s delicious
Just find my fucking ear piece it not here and I’m pissed I’m doing my best
I’m going to auburn tomorrow to visit faith! Fun 🤘
June 8, 2022 12:20 am
Hey I really do love you. I’m feeling so many moments of love for you and I’m trying to figure everything out
:)))))) what a surprising and awesome message :D
I just completely took out my window motor in my jeep lol- would have replaced but I was sent the wrong one ://////
Tired from upping my Zoloft but thinking of your beautiful eyes right now :)
Ah no I’m sorry... I’m going to sleep soon but I just wanted to know I have been thinking of you a lot
:) heart heart heart. Tomorrow I’ll be doing shrooms with Tyson and Yunus and Jesse.
😎
Really touched by all these efforts you’re showing to keep me up to speed :-)
I’d love hearing how that goes
June 8, 2022 12:09 pm
Leaving now but keep feeling super grateful for you June 8, 2022 1:48 pm
Ps I hope you have a great adventure and shrooms is what you want it to be. Is Tyson in Alabama?
June 8, 2022 2:58 pm
Yup he’s visiting
And I’m still So pleased at all you’re a little texts to me frankly I wasn’t really expecting any :-)
June 8, 2022 5:12 pm
I figured you know the negative, you should know the positive as well. Hope you’re having a great time
June 11, 2022 7:47 pm
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Hmm wonder who said that
Wait was it you?? I legitimately don’t remember!
Lol yeah I said that about the Brindley thing Fuck... Fuck! FUCK!
I hope Birmingham is going really well
:) hangin with eccentric dancer dudes then I’ll laptop at one of the roof bars
That sounds really good!
Are you getting my messages? Not sure they’re sending
June 15, 2022 4:57 pm
I think it’s just one that didn’t send
June 28, 2022 7:17 am
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A. That looks like you B. What the FUCK are you doing up
I’m trying to get up earlier and start routines 😳 wow
What?
Huge changes for you wow Type your paragraph here.
42210 - This concludes the instagram messages between Robert Hoffman and Sarah pitts.
TEXT MESSAGES BETWEEN ROBERT HOFFMAN AND SARAH PITTS:
iMessage with +1 (256) 656-9168 9/14/21, 12907 PM
Hey letʼs do your shoot tomorrow daytime that work for you?
9/14/21, 1935 PM
Hey my dog isnʼt going to let anything get done so give me a day to find a boarding place or refill her prescription
9/14/21, 4947 PM
Have anything like these? And ur pup canʼt just be cool in the crate?
I have one in maroon, sort of olive green, and light grey
And if she knows Iʼm there she goes nuts
Oh perfect
And if sheʼs out of the cage then what? Like constantly running around barking and spinning or something?
Yeah she gets super excited plus sheʼs not good with men she doesnʼt know
To be uncomfortably honest I went to the doctor today for that thing and thereʼs a chance itʼs a mild version of something way more serious. I donʼt get results until Friday earliest. Iʼm interested but we might want to put it on hold
Seriously thank you, that helped a lot
Lol eyeyeye So then Thursday?
9/15/21, 12903 PM
I think so, just feel awful. Flu like symptoms came in strong. I did a lot of reading and that plus that conversation helped
9/15/21, 2903 PM
Thanks! I really want to get that done before you go out of town but right now Iʼm not sure I see it happening
Keeping it together today?
Ah dang. You got this
No stress. Turns out Iʼll be back Monday for a few days. Iʼll give you your space until you let me know you wanna connect or shoot
Sounds good, Iʼll let you known
Picking up prescriptions, shouldnʼt be much longer
9/19/21, 3910 PM
Here
9/20/21, 1902 PM
Send me the hair pics
These are the screenshots
Definitely havenʼt yet but good
Also you didnʼt throw away the plastic bags yet did you? All the little Band-Aids that I saved I think I put into one of those plastic bags??
Nvm I found them
I took the red out of your black hair but I still think the pink is the winner, what do you think?
And what is your address
Hey hit me up need to just talk about the plan
Yeah I like pink the best for sure 112 Crimson Rose Drive
This by the way. Usually needs 2 bottles. Send cash app or Venmo
Going to board Eris, the place is pretty close to me
Cool Iʼm heading to Walmart now
9/20/21, 7913 PM
Correct. I just finished toning
Just finished the shoot and now heading to DSW... Size 6, yes?
How does it look? The back of my hair looks fucking terrible LOL
Lol canʼt be that bad. There are definitely some stripes. Might try one more time with toning conditioner
Theyʼre definitely interesting, seems to fit the vibe of some of the other stuff
Maybe?
Agreed. I think the only issue is the fucking shorts colors but in all reality I think I can Photoshop them to any color
I also have a few swim suit bottoms that potentially could work but yeah that might end up being the better option
Thatʼs toning twice
I think pink would still cover it
Oh yeah swimsuit bottoms could work
Lol ya the main problem is just that the top is lighter than the rest but yea the pink will prob make it cool
Iʼm gonna look at shorts in Walmart... What size are you in those?
Whatever the smallest size they have Not toddlers
Also have navy
The other one not work?
Oh shit! Now itʼs really the bra thatʼs the problem LOL
Color wise not really but we have enough stuff that something will work fine
Eating real quick but about to start the pink
9/21/21, 11944 AM
Donald wants to pick it up at 1? Iʼm going to get a little more sleep can you text him?
+1 (256) 337-5658
Done. Happy birthday go back to sleep
9/21/21, 2950 PM
Iʼm going back to sleep for one more hour and then Iʼm going to take my stepdadʼs car to the car wash and get Outback ribs if you want to join please do
Youʼve spoken so highly of them, donʼt see how I can resist
K get your ass over here
K Here
9/21/21, 9959 PM
Iʼm eating your carrot thing btw
WHAT THE FUCK YOU BITCH DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT!!!
I thought it was mostly carrots, donʼt want to waste the other stuff so you got lucky
Physically craving that
Iʼm gonna fucking destroy you
I need you to do this: take a second, clear your mind, then as vividly as possible, imagine: me slowly dragging my tongue up your clit, very very slowly... and then me walking away.
If youʼre trying to make me as desperate as possible for you to fuck me then itʼs 100% working
9/22/21, 3913 PM
So we definitely are gonna have you keep the pink shades- but then we should prob return everything else to rainbow and get stuff youʼd actually use?? Or something for another shoot?? Or should I just give my niece the jewelry and you keep the orb purse?
And good morning
I assumed you could just return them and get some general stuff to use for future ones but if you have something in mind it could be interesting to look
I guess the question is do you have any extreme affinity for the orb person? Or we could probably sit around
It looks cool but I have 0 idea on how Iʼd use it
9/22/21, 9922 PM
Would you believe Iʼm still doing laundry
What about you?
What you doing
100%
Still want you to fuck me by the way
9/22/21, 11915 PM
SARAH IM A CHRISTIAN YOU SHOULD NOT BE SENDING MESSAGES LIKE THAT
Which colors are better???
I think green but itʼs close
Iʼve changed my mind at least twice, Iʼll look again in the morning
Imagine me holding your legs open, dragging the head of my Dick from the bottom to the top of your pussy, leaning down face to face with you... grabbing your hair and kssing you hard... and then... putting my pants on and watching some TV.
9/23/21, 9911 AM
You suck
Who knew waiting would make me want it so bad
9/23/21, 2951 PM
:)))) Howʼs laundry going
I think in a while Iʼll try and shoot some dancing at Burret on the mountain wanna join?
Never ending. I did get some basic content done though
And yeah Iʼd like that
Sounds good
K Iʼll hit you shortly- first gotta configure my schedule and flights
Head head this way and weʼll roll out
Leaving in a minute
Here where should I pen Park
Thereʼs a car in the driveway
Lemme know soon as you leave Forgot we gotta beat the sun
Cool Iʼm going to power nap text me when you are here
You can still park in that little nudge I will be out in about five
Oh then just park on the street
Did I confuse the person that was in the driveway?
I donʼt know LOL but Iʼm coming out now
9/24/21, 10942 AM
I think pink Still green
9/24/21, 1913 PM
Ok NOW which one?
WHEW ok cuz Iʼm leaning green
Fyi Iʼm stopping by your place in the way up to Nashville
lol thanks for letting me know. Around when?
Prob like 2g15-2g30
OK more like 245 or three
Still works
Glasses
9/24/21, 3944 PM
Okay now itʼs at 4.4. I think a strongly worded email is in my future
Yeah you might, and Iʼve been completely serious, be better off using your cell phone then that connection
If I may, I would definitely recommend that you tell them they Owe you for having been overcharged for months
Yeah I just might. I knew it was bad but thatʼs ridiculous
Iʼll talk to some neighbors
9/24/21, 5957 PM
I put a moderate amount of effort into trying to avoid that
9/25/21, 7935 PM
Goddamnit Sarah
Ok I think we should do it- head down Saturday or Sunday to a beach near Panama City beach and get our own place and hang with my family some- then after a few days Iʼll stay and you can head back
If I can swing it I think that would be really fun And I can definitely do at least one day
Mostly dog boarding availabilities and a little itʼs just been a shit work month for me but I think Iʼm over
Cool- whatʼs the contingencies?
stressing about that one
She might just have to stay at the dog clubhouse instead of the villa suite
Aaaaaaah yes the pup
Letʼs just drop her off with your ex-husband on the way down and pick her up after
Sheʼd be safer if I just let her roam the apartment complex than that
Worst case Iʼm pretty sure I can get a friend to stay at my apartment with her
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Amazon really does have everything The images of people sniffing sells it
He might be onto something
Yeah I read a bunch of the reviews... Some say that
Definitely seems like potential
people just arenʼt waiting for the smell to settle?
I think these are the finals
Canʼt decide if Iʼll make them a row or one swipeable post
9/26/21, 6940 PM
Iʼll trust you
I knew someone could slap hard enough to leave a bruise, didnʼt know about a cut
9/26/21, 11908 PM
I.... Love... surprise pictuuuuuuuuures!!!!!! (Whether nude or not)
I was mainly emphasizing that you cut my ass with your hand
But in that case I also borrowed your glasses earlier
I feel happy rt now
9/27/21, 5903 AM
Decided to drive back hella late- next three nights are gone for me but Iʼm free tomorrow till 3g30- if youʼre free midday love to steal some time- Iʼll hitchu when I wake up
9/27/21, 9909 AM
9/27/21, 9909 AM
Got a busy morning but should be free around noon
9/27/21, 12917 PM
Perrrrfect- Iʼm jut waking up- and I forgot I gotta return the rental car- wanna meet me at the airport then have me home by 3g30?
Yeah let me walk the dog and clean out the passenger seat and I can be on the way
Just let me know when you leave
tell you
Cool I will leave in about five minutes or so but Iʼll Ok on my way
Cool never been to the airport so thereʼs a solid chance Iʼll get lost and or confused
Just a heads up
LOL I will tell you where to meet me so you can follow me in... Iʼll send you The location in a second
Meadow Green Centre · 9238 Madison Blvd, Madison, AL 35758
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Meadow Green Centre
Here
5 away topping off my gas
9/28/21, 10951 AM
Whatʼs your thoughts between 1 or two nights? I could do two, I have a friend that can watch her
9/28/21, 1933 PM
Ok cool imma look at properties and feel out if we leave Sunday or Saturday- are either preferred over the other to you?
Probably Sunday but either is fine Itʼs 51008920644
Oh no ignore that completely please
I wonʼt lie Iʼm completely intrigued by what the fuck could possibly use 11 numbers lol
A bank. I donʼt actually think you could do anything with it or would but probably shouldʼve double checked the message thread
Oh Iʼll find a way to get that money!
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Youʼd be very disappointed for that amount of effort. And nice, interesting location
9/28/21, 4940 PM
Unmmmm.... Okay I think I just suddenly lost interest in you...
Knew it was a con
Wait did you cut it?
9/28/21, 5959 PM
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9/29/21, 10949 AM
9/29/21, 1938 PM
Fuck that mullet
Cut dat mullet AWF
Pulled it off?
Buttering me up!!! Excited to see you tomm ;)
Still confused on how you pulled the mullet off in the first place
You still looked good
Same!
Hey Iʼm out whatʼs up
That tracks
9/30/21, 1923 AM
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10/1/21, 10935 PM
Fun- just finished working just calling to be rude
10/2/21, 12957 PM
On track for tomorrow ya?
Iʼm about to start the clean out
Iʼm about to start the clean out
Finding some fun surprises
This is somehow worse than I expected
Tbh having to take a break before going to the wash place
just fucking mayyyyyhem
Lol gonna make it through?
Your grandfather is going to KILL YOU
I think his judgement of the interior would be worse than his judgement of spending $9
Oh Iʼm still doing it myself I just donʼt have a vacuum
9$????
And letʼs leave relatively early so we can enjoy the house and not get there at night if possible
Oh for sure just let me know a time and Iʼll be ready
Of course it starts raining when I leave for the car wash
Okay so itʼs still pretty bad but itʼs significantly better
But thereʼs covered places no?
lol why whatʼs bad? Dirty fabric?
Yeah I need to shampoo or scrub it basically
Yeah I need to shampoo or scrub it basically
Lol maybe we stop and grab some seat covers
I have some blankets I could use Or will use
10/2/21, 10924 PM
Hey also I just wanna make sure that there is room in your trunk for my full suitcase?
Ah fuck I completely forgot about the trunk Thereʼs room in the back for sure
What an interesting question
Sounds good
Sounds good, Iʼll leave soon Here
Full disclosure: do you think there could be any living animals or fungus with a heartbeat in there?
10/3/21, 1937 AM
Come between 11g30 and noon
Unless I wake up and get ready hella earlier Iʼll let u know
10/3/21, 8932 AM
10/3/21, 10902 AM
Hey bring stuff for shoots - lingerie/bikinis/cute dress/whatever. We can shoot fashion stuff and stuff for your only fans
Also Iʼm up and ready to go- I should be ready to depart by 11
Cool come on in the door and the garage is open
10/3/21, 4902 PM
10/3/21, 5957 PM
Great balcony choice
It can
Yeah one sec
10/3/21, 7957 PM
Cool can the ocean be seen??
Hey wanna come grab me?
ok
Here but you might have to walk to the front. Too dark and confusing
46 Emerald Cove Ln S, Panama City Beach, FL 32413
Tap to open in Google Maps
This is where Google maps took me
10/4/21, 12931 AM
10/4/21, 10927 PM
The Best Movies of 2021 – Best New Films of the Year
editorial.rottentomatoes.com
10/5/21, 3908 PM
f
10/5/21, 8924 PM
Some of the worst rain Iʼve ever driven through but just made it bacj
10/8/21, 7947 PM
Cammed with just my phone and it went a lot smoother. Thanks for the suggestion
I assume your phone died
imma do a workout
Christmas gift. Got it.
Iʼll be there in 6 hours Thigh highs- t-shirt- panties Weʼre eatingg ribs.
Hey spinner how was dinner
Hey sorry phone died and took forever to turn back on
Yeah my bad forgot it was on 10%
I refuse to stretch that much
Lol gotcha can do
10/8/21, 10943 PM
10/9/21, 1931 PM
10/11/21, 12933 AM
Really nice actually, it was good to catch up
10/11/21, 10948 AM
Also- throw away that modem we found itʼs obsolete. Or take to the electronics recycling at Best Buy
Ah yeah Iʼll do that and look for what one would help
10/11/21, 1902 PM
10/11/21, 8900 PM
Excited to see you later btw
Where are we going?
Oh duh 20 minutes
Usually whiskey or gin. Iʼm bad at vodka but otherwise not picky
Also close Here
:)))))) Fuck yea me too
Tried to ft- holler weʼll make the plan Whatʼs your eta prob
Picking me up first
Whatʼs your liquor of choice
Cool one sec Howʼs the headache?
10/12/21, 6941 PM
As long as Iʼm not concentrating on anything itʼs pretty much not there
Howʼs the shoot?
Decided not to shoot just doing technical stuff tnt-
shooting tomm daytime
10/12/21, 8913 PM
Whatʼs your choice of leisure activity so that you donʼt age. To concentrate
*have to concentrate
Stand up or something Iʼve seen before is pretty much always my go to. I think itʼs gone though
10/13/21, 12936 PM
Hey can I be honest with you about something?
Yes?
Youʼre ridiculous. Love ya too
Just got back with some groceries. About to clean the bathroom and do some customs, maybe get some camming out of the way. You?
I love ya.
Whatʼs on your agenda today
Yea I gotta do some customs today too. Already cammed earlier- got two new subscribers :)
Imma sleep another hour then workout n do research- was supposed to shoot with Donald at 4g30 but the class Iʼm teaching is now at 5g45 so makes less sense
I just need to teleport you here for a fix Little bit of Dick beat down little bit of neck kiss.
You could do a lot better than 2 in an hour. Doing a class in Huntsville?
Both sound good
In Madison yes sir. Pretty sure after that Iʼll be demanding to see you after that
10/13/21, 3943 PM
Just let me know, definitely good with that
10/13/21, 9906 PM
At dinner now hopefully done and home by like 10
Sounds good
On the way Pulling up
What type of bulbs do I need
Where is it?
At dinner now hopefully done and home by like 10 ish wanna scoop me and weʼll crash at yours?
Just got home gonna lift for 20 in the garage- head over whenever
10/14/21, 1917 PM
Basically regular- ft me when ur there
10/14/21, 7940 PM
Hey Iʼm going back to the studio to pick up the check and session always starts late- may wanna not get there till 8g30 or even 9
SAme place as last time do you remember how to get there?
I remember around where it is but not the name of it
Iʼm at the dance studio I will text you when I leave and then thatʼs the best time for you to leave
34°42'53.8"N 86°40'09.2"W
goo.gl
Sounds good
Leaving Here I think
Dropped pin
Heading there :)
OK I forgot my freestyle card game and had to go back to my moms Iʼll be there in about seven
10/15/21, 1945 PM
Barely recognize that semi well behaved dog
Biiiiiish
Cool I have to sit for 20
10/15/21, 4939 PM
Iʼm outside
You getting the recycling? We should have brought that in to begin with
Iʼll bring in a bag good point
Iʼm parked outside of Zoeʼs whenever youʼre ready
So greasy
Youʼre pretty cool I guess
Long line at Ross im towards the front now :-(
10/15/21, 9938 PM
Hey.... I like you....
Can you send me a picture of your butthole
$4.99
10/16/21, 12910 PM
How is it compared to the first shot?
Hopefully it goes away quickly
Your poor face and neck
So acheeeeeey
About 30 percent but just yucky achey
I think itʼs from all your kisses
10/16/21, 3909 PM
Thereʼs like bruising and dark blue evil veins popping up everywhere that you kissed me
And I just realized we definitely gotta do a whole bunch more shoots before I go to LA- or when I come back if we must
Gotta for sure use all the candy Get the pussy/cookie photo And just in general
Maybe put you in a really lavish like asian robe like a geisha- and have you in a yellow construction site just totally out of place
Or better yet maybe an abandoned building
Oh cool my plan is working then
And yeah definitely, you know my schedule is pretty flexible. I can start looking around for abandoned places
10/16/21, 5954 PM
Slept too long for nashville so Iʼll go tomorrow- which means Iʼm here- which means I want to spend
as much time with you as possible- which means I really need you to tell me youʼre all mine tonight
10/16/21, 8940 PM
Am I picking you up? Not a problem if so just trying to decide to make a drink or not
Okay cool see you soon then!
I have ibuprofen
Was just about to hit you up Iʼm packing up to head over to your place with my car :-)
Do you have Advil?
10/17/21, 12943 PM
So... Yeah... False alarm... Tired as fuck and keep falling asleep at the wheel
In better news: I just had a syrupy waffle sausage egg and cheese sandwich from the gas station and it was heaven
Youʼre pulled over and not driving now, right?
Okay good, be careful
I stopped to get a Diet Coke so the caffeine should help
10/17/21, 3918 PM
Definitely just got fucked over on the golf clubs but might be able to trade the store credit for cash with a guy I used to hang out with
Grrrr what do you mean? Took them to a play it again sports or something? I could have come to negotiate!!!!!!!
I think the $210 was fair, store credit is just completely useless to me. The guy on the phone said they also did cash. It was last minute decision, Iʼm waiting on Platos to sort through clothes. Tried arguing but there were 4 golf bros and Iʼm too awkward to just grab all the clubs back and leave
Thatʼs why you take me or a boss ass dude until
your voice confidence grows!!!!!!
And why you always go to minimum two places for quotes everyone knows that!!!!!
Iʼm
Gonna beat the goddamn fucking hell out of you!!!!
Iʼm gonna put chopsticks in all of your holes and throw you down a flight of stairs!!!
Iʼm gonna kick your dick off!!!!
Sarah Pitts kept an audio message from you. 10/17/21, 4907 PM
Well that seems a tad excessive. But yeah definitely overestimated my confidence and ability to deal with golf bros
10/17/21, 6942 PM
10/18/21, 1906 AM
I just fucking love you. Fuck.
Iʼm kinda obsessed with you so
Leaving a house party- I want to be next to you- too tired to drive - if I can sleep a few hours in my car how do I wake you up to let me in if I drive back
Just call, Iʼll turn my ringer on. Might still be up, had a red Bull like two hours ago
10/18/21, 2940 AM
10/18/21, 9918 PM
Fuck yea. Imma head there see how it goes
Be safe
Theyʼll surely head to bed soon and Iʼll head over
Iʼll be back by then. Had to go to Walmart, the batteries in my smoke alarms went out
Ca I give you some honest feedback on something?
Absolutely not But yeah
But yeah
No seriously i donʼt wanna impose with something like that
Or we can just talk about it in person too
Alright
By that I mean if youʼre serious just tell me
Oh - okay I just wanted to tell you in a nice way that y
Can I give you some honest feedback real quick?
Ah shit my bad- the text didnʼt finish sending :/// but ya go ahead
Oh cool you duck Suck damnit
You heard me
Youʼre fucking with me
(Im joking by the way, not sure if thatʼs clear or not)
Huh??
What do you mean?
No Iʼm confused why you didnʼt respond to the long text I sent?
A out honest feedback
Whatʼs the emoticon for pointedly sighing?
Alright send again
Should I crate her?
? because I sent a long text about the feedback thing I was giving you but it didnʼt send so I sent it again
Iʼm here be in in a sec
Should I crate her?
Ok let me know before you knock
Yeah
Done with lunch
Same
Yeah thatʼs fine
Some cereal if you can
Quaker oat squares- brown sugar or honey Cheerios Do I need to pick you up?
Sure?
Walking up right now Can I knock?
10/19/21, 1909 PM
Had to drive Rand to dealership- stroll tryna get a lil more sleep
Their car wonʼt be available till tomm- could I rent your car for the usual rent price of $30 and bring back tomm night??
Rental car prices are crazy rt now dunno why
Oh lifesaver!
Ok thnx- need me to pick up food some something that youʼll need till tomm noght?
Ok any kind? Got milk?
No I am on the way to you now about to stop to get the serial :-)
10/19/21, 9955 PM
I love you. Like.... Fucking love you.
Like... in a very technological way Like undressing a wind up doll Like if plutonium had a bad hair cut Like taking the trash to the theater for distribution Like wishing you could be amazing Like a printing press for the late nineties Like a castrated devil worshiper
Like sand paper cuts on your knees and then crawling around on trash bags covered in rubbing alcohol
Yea- like that. That kinda love.
I have no idea what youʼre talking about and I feel like I should be insulted but I love you
I think I got lost at plutonium
Youʼre really hot though
You look great
Are you SERIOUS you donʼt fucking understand?
Fine if thatʼs how youʼre gonna be
10/20/21, 3908 AM
You awake? I finally got an authentic “blow up” moment :D
10/20/21, 4930 AM
10/20/21, 2917 PM
Hey whenever you do head this way could you grab a coke or a red Bull or something with caffeine. I think thatʼll fully kill the last of this headache
Lol no just slept badly
Lolol still hungover?
Oh I get it itʼs basically impossible to sleep without me
Lol exactly
Oh thatʼs great, thank you! Are you coming back tonight? Trunk cleared
10/20/21, 6908 PM
Donations dropped off and hangers salvaged!
10/20/21, 10906 PM
10/21/21, 4920 PM
Wahoooooooo!!!!
That literally makes me feel more clear
My fuckin tummy is all anxious
It did this when I came back from my last tour to hville too.
Think Iʼll pop a xan
Hey....
I gotta get trickier.
Thatʼs weird, any idea why? Hope that helps
You are not about to send me some vague stressful shit before getting on a plane
I love you too
So predictable
Cool be right there
10/21/21, 8928 PM
Hey come with me to the bathroom Iʼm gonna fuck your mouth in this plane
10/22/21, 12921 AM
Hey babe...
Mhm
Mhm
Iʼm worried about you is everything okay????
I think Iʼm starting to recognize the tone of your voice when youʼre fucking with me because I can hear it when I read that
Flight go okay?
Pretty good chance
Ah *shh
Fully donʼt remember typing that
10/22/21, 4924 AM
Just now leaving the bar and realizing thereʼs a 99% chance that youʼre not up at 4 AM alabama time
Get back to sleep talk to you in the morning
10/22/21, 1914 PM
10/22/21, 6946 PM
Shhh
This is the other one from the same brand that you liked. The top is just less flattering and takes several minutes to get out of
10/22/21, 8906 PM
I LOVE SURPRISE PITURES AND VIDEOS!!!!!
10/22/21, 10909 PM
I swear I havenʼt forgotten that you like butthole pictures Iʼve just been shooting all day but as soon as Iʼm done Iʼm sending one
Good! Thought you mentioned that
Please do not
Oh fuck I just got your message fuck! Wait what?
Nevermind itʼs beautiful
Oh fuck I just got your message fuck! Wait what? Whatʼs wrong?
I feel like youʼre just fucking with me now Iʼm really insecure about it
Definitely the best asshole Iʼve ever seen that closely
10/23/21, 2913 AM
Headed to sleep, we can figure it out when you have time
She was very concerned hearing you. Mainly sending to get the hole picture out of view
10/23/21, 5952 PM
Canning yet or can you take a call about flights n shit
Just finished a custom so now works
10/23/21, 10959 PM
Holy shit that went well, need to do Saturday nights more apparently
You need to lower your standards but a couple of zeros
More like $350 an hour but all new people Youʼre still awhile away from that Tesla
10/24/21, 12912 AM
Bitch... look.. at... this... mask.... For
$25,000.00?
$2,500.00?
Bitch... look.. at... this... mask.... For Photoshootʼs.......
Oh wow that is pretty cool. Can you see?
Youʼre cute
10/24/21, 2944 AM
Wait did I miss something and thereʼs a reason why you said Thursday or are you just saying shit?
Yes itʼs like sunglasses! Hey can you fly out tonight?
Of course Iʼm kidding!
Wait how?
Huh? I think you mean natural
Sarah put the Gin away
Ok?
What?
10/24/21, 7938 PM
Found a porn subreddit for you
10/24/21, 9932 PM
Oh I just meant your fascination with massive fake tits
I didnʼt really mean in a sexual way even
Lol Iʼm so sober
And the gin is gone I think
All good?
Just checking in but my bad
10/26/21, 2936 AM
What?
I feel like I missed something but Iʼm just in my head. So Iʼm going to chill, you have a good night
I didnʼt realize you FaceTimed
I mean- whatʼs with text response to a FaceTime?
I FaceTimed you 10 minutes before you texted me
I 100% see that now, my phone doesnʼt have a notification when I miss a FaceTime for some reason
Wait what?
Okay do you have a minute to talk because this in text is confusing
Okay great, think the connection cut out
Uncanny
?
I do Imma go upstairs and call you
I LOVE IT! :))))) Fave text to wake up to Did it feel weird or good to send?
Good morning I love you
A touch weird but mostly good I feel less insecure about it
10/26/21, 10943 AM
10/26/21, 1908 PM
The insecurity is about not being rejected for being vulnerable?
I think a bit of both. I have a huge fear of wanting someone more than they want me but I read into the
dynamics of that last night and think Iʼm going to try and dig into why today
Yeah exactly, should be a fun day
Fun :) a little written self contemplation?
10/26/21, 5906 PM
If it was anywhere under like a 15 hour drive Iʼd be on the way right now just so you know
I love random sweet texts from you so much!!!!!!!!!!!! Youʼre that to me:
10/26/21, 7915 PM
Holy shit I knew it would help but I didnʼt expect writing it out to be so helpful
10/26/21, 9901 PM
102521 full
youtu.be
10/26/21, 10938 PM
Hey...
Wait youʼre camming- just wanted to send you a flirty text thatʼs all
About to start- really not feeling it tonight
One more then and Iʼll make myself actually start
Picture gifts are my faaaaavorife Faaaaaaaavorite *
I like being able to share love with you
Well that was annoying. Itʼs been smooth all week and then absolute trash tonight. My bitrate got down to 45. I donʼt know what that is but itʼs supposed to be at least 3000
Remind me did you have a call With them and they fixed it?
Will you turn your fucking text notifications on
I definitely havenʼt, itʼs just been better this week. Even my mobile data was at one bar though
Lol theyʼre on, I was just in the shower washing the son off
Sin
Iʼll kill you. Tell
Me the service provider and your address
Whatever the fuck bloom is and 112 Crimson Rose Drive, Apartment 12. Madison, Al 35756
(Honest answer) if I do things like fixing your internet without asking : youʼll feel put upon and pressured, or happy and cared about?
I think as long as I donʼt think youʼre annoyed by it then the second one
Your whole existence annoys me
Same tbh
10/27/21, 2902 AM
Obviously
Iʼll get right on that
In case Iʼm not being obvious as I think about it, you bring me a lot of happiness. Goodnight
Hey wanna fuck real quick?
K go wait for me in the closet. The outside one.
Ooooooooh that text felt goooooood
As you sleep Iʼm giving you a kiss on the forehead - then thirty minutes later waking you up choking you as I fuck you till a quick cum. Goodnight. I love you whore.
See not a complete disaster
10/27/21, 2913 PM
10/27/21, 4903 PM
Got sent this
Itʼs a Christmas miracle lol
Get that original get it framed!
Melt into me right now
10/27/21, 5924 PM
Not the finished one yet but yeah I might ask him about sending it. Looked at flights while avoiding a video and almost made a multileveled irresponsible decision. Just know youʼre tempting
10/27/21, 10934 PM
I want to so bad
At least itʼs giving me some motivation to make
enough to where I can just do it in the future
Iʼd love to
10/28/21, 1932 AM
My impulsive side and my responsible side have been at war tonight. Iʼll be glad when tomorrow is over just so itʼll stop. Hope carnival was a good time
10/28/21, 2937 AM
Letʼs go on adventures!
Fuuuuuuuck I loooooooove these texts I love affirmations
And Iʼm so fucking into you
Good morning my massive crush
Itʼs the morning in Hawaii! Hey what time does your flight land tonight?
I full love you so I want you to feel like it
10/28/21, 4957 PM
Feels wrong to say good morning when Iʼm about to go to dinner. Was going to call you on the way
10/28/21, 9914 PM
Lol would have been an hour ago
Oh shit babe are you waiting at the airport!? Would love to be stuck at an airport right now
Ugh I love you
10/28/21, 11929 PM
Ok Iʼm gonna leave to come pick you up Iʼm so excited youʼre here!!!!!
Letʼs get some ice cream- watch Rick and morty- take pictures of each otherʼs buttholes- and then fall asleep next to each other naked okay?
10/29/21, 12936 AM
So long
Do you feel calm?
Bad migraine, going to doctor
Babe- 4 days
Took two of them- by brain is able to do weird things rt now
Ya and my mind is ina. Slightly different lane?
10/29/21, 12943 PM
Noooooo :/ I need you for flirty texts and facetimes wtf!
You still make me feel warm even when it also feels like someone is stabbing me in the head
This pill should knock it out in an hour or two
Youʼre getting so good with the words I loooove it
The fear part is getting better I think
10/29/21, 3956 PM
3.5 days
Complete dental 256-258-0777 could see you even on Monday for a consultation. For a cleaning, they could do it in like a month- but youʼd find out in the consult if a cleaning was unnecessary in light of a pending porcelain
They have offices on Madison Blvd and Decatur Weʼll do research together on what the costs should
be- and on Monday imma call another place for your second opinion
So call them and see if they take your insurance and set a consultation :)
I have an appointment at 4pm. Thank you so much, probably needed a little push. The other place keeps sending me to voicemail
AFC ended up being a pain, they really wanted me to go to the ER. Finally have medication and home
At 4pm today? With who? Which place sends you to vm?
Monday! At the Madison blvd office. And the one my mom goes to is very difficult to actually get on the phone
Nice :))))))
Feelin any better or do you want me to give you a temple rub with my Dick?
Getting there but I think a dick temple rub would do it
Youʼre my favorite person
Same though
10/29/21, 7942 PM
Rhagan21@hotmail.com
Youʼre like a cuter fantasy than I could have dreamed up
10/30/21, 1920 AM
I need like ten minutes of just laying on top of you after that
2 days?
10/30/21, 9943 PM
10/30/21, 10958 PM
Tomorrow will be one day and the day after that
Tomorrow will be one day and the day after that youʼll be in LA with me!!!!!!
Much better than a week away
Pretty pissed at myself too
10/31/21, 12905 AM
10/31/21, 2920 AM
10/31/21, 3924 PM
Yes Sarah, that is correct.
Hey seriously my feelings are really heard that you pushed the trip back by one day I can't believe you did that
I do need the confirmation number of the flight I think
10/31/21, 6909 PM
Thank you!
Everything okay?
10/31/21, 8932 PM
DL2886 is the flight GLEOV2 is the delta confirmation
Welcome!
Whatcha feeling?
Like I need validation youʼre still interested even though I donʼt have any evidence to the contrary
Ok can I propose that you give what you want to get? Or would that not work within what you need right now?
Yeah that seems fair. Iʼm just really excited about seeing you and being this excited also scares me
Babe my truth is that I think about you when I wake up and have been personally adjusting to how whenever we reach out your responses kind of end the interaction and often take a while. It would be natural to me to just talk to you a few times a day
with a quick call and generally sharing with you anything noteable over text- but I know that unconsciously nobody wants a partner who reaches out a lot more and more diligently than they do. So, Iʼm telling you that I think about you throughout the day and really want to connect with you more- and thatʼs a testament to what a priority you are to me
Would it help if I called you more during the day?
Guess weʼd have to talk more about it cuz my immediate thought is *no because Iʼd not want you doing something mechanically for me- at least not yet. I think I just want to advance myself, and us, to the point where youʼd love nothing more than to speak to me throughout the day
I totally get that but I wasnʼt suggesting it out of any sense of obligation. I would love to hear from you throughout the day, every time youʼve called itʼs made me really happy. Reaching out myself like that is just scary but I want to get past that, even just because itʼs something I want to work on personally
And I get itʼs tiring to do all of it. I know two calls probably doesnʼt seem like Iʼm really trying but the desire to is there, just have to get over the fear
Ok cool - well yea- id def love that
Youʼre a huge deal to me- literally my favorite person- I am so insanely excited about you in my life
Also....
If you think for one second that there will be any of this left by the time you get here you are out of your fucking mind
Itʼs crazy to me that you could think I wouldnʼt love hearing from you. But I get that I donʼt communicate that well
Even if I was going to be there in 24 hours I would have no expectation there would be any left
Well remember you said if you ever feel competition
Well remember you said if you ever feel competition or donʼt feel
Loved or something- that you just shut down and go away- and what triggers someone isnʼt broadcast on the news- so I canʼt put myself in a guessing game of whether youʼve shit down out of fear or not. A lot of times people will shut down if they feel they like someone too much. So I just try to take everything literally while respecting myself and taking any moment I can to show you what Iʼd like to share with you
Yeah that sounds fair and I wouldnʼt want you to do that. Ultimately itʼs an issue I have that I have to work through and I donʼt want you to feel like itʼs your responsibility at all. Iʼm really excited about you though so trying to be aware and clear about everything
Very very happy you decided to address it and bring it up :) feels like you really care about me and I love that feeling
Me too. Much better than spiraling and just feeling worse. I should probably start working for a bit but I appreciate you talking with me. Hope youʼre having a good night
Nah, mostly used the day to make content for the next week
Okay probably not camming- this is as excited as I can make myself look right now
No costume and parties for you tnt?
Nice
I looooooove that girl why isnʼt she next to me!? Mainly because a flight out after Friday was $300+
Is that all I FUCKING mean to you!? LESS than $300 dollars WHAT THE FUCK!
LESS than $300 dollars WHAT THE FUCK!
Hey thereʼs a plus sign and obviously not
If I had known CB has a daily payout system before tonight I probably would have
Not good enough YOU RUINED EVERYTHING!
Why do you only live to hate!?
Currently burning myself trying to make this last video if that makes you feel any better
Wait wtf lol the video is about burning yourself?
Lol no, itʼs just masturbating in a bath, some people are weirdly into that
I just made the water way too hot and Iʼm not patient
Iʼd watch
I literally swear I will never make you pay for my Dick FYI
And I wouldnʼt charge you
Thatʼs not how you get a Tesla
Ugh I love you. I really need sleep but Iʼm going to call you tomorrow because I want to see you
No sir. Sorry sir.
Ok
Is that any annoyed ok?
You know you donʼt have to be on the phone a while if you just want to say hi befor you sleep- like a call never has to be a certain amount of time- but also if you just wanna take your momentum right to bed/sleep of course thatʼs all good
Lol lover Iʼm never annoyed- Iʼll always tell you Iʼm never gonna pout or be passive aggressive
I mainly canʼt find my earbuds and donʼt want to rile Eris up. But good, one word texts just freak me out
One sec
Youʼre the best, thank you
11/1/21, 2917 PM
Fine...
Youʼre gonna be totally fine and have a nice relaxing day with literally nothing to worry about- and then in 1.5 days youʼll be waiting at the airport for 8 hours for me!
The other dentist is closed today Iʼll call tomorrow
Send me your insurance information and a picture of the bill
Iʼm about to walk in, one sec. also I really appreciate it but donʼt feel like you have to deal with it for me
And any little moment you happen to think of me- feel free to pop off a text. Doesnʼt need to be anything meaningful or long. A million “thinking about you”s would never get boring to me. But of course- never feel the need to fabricate anything. Just feel free to let what is there flow back and forth between us
How could you feel like I have to deal with it? I donʼt have to at all. But it stresses you out and itʼs easy for me- so if you think youʼd enjoy teamwork between us then let me have it. If you do t think youʼd enjoy it I can accept that too.
But one day weʼll be at some pretty scenery and Iʼm gonna make you suck my dick for 8 hours till your jaw is in terrible pain- so you may wanna get your end of the bargain while you can.
Youʼre on my mind a good bit so thatʼs easy to do Worth it
They might not be able to talk with you since you arenʼt me or the policy holder
Okay Iʼm going in. Iʼll let you know how it goes Love you
Got X-rays and all that just waiting on an estimate. But itʼs at least 8 crowns, maybe two root canals, and a filling on I think the rest of them
Wait what about porcelains? They donʼt want to just replace everythjng?
Btw youʼll need to get those X-rays to take to next place
I donʼt know what those are but Iʼll see. Iʼll get them
What porcelains are? Isnʼt that what you said youʼd be getting?
No I said crowns I think. The dentist was very blunt but everyone else has been nice
Wait I swore you said porcelain‘s? I thought you weʼre gonna get stuff that makes your teeth look white and normal no?
Porcelains only cover part of the tooth a crown pretty much replaced the whole thing
Ooooh Lemme google...
But these things they listed would make everything look normal?
Oh yeah basically all of my front teeth would be fake and normal looking
Iʼm not going to lie, I knew it was bad but I didnʼt think Iʼd need 8
Oooh I see what a crown is
Cool :) So if you had to go with those guys would feel comfortable?
Yeah overall itʼs been good. Usually the X Ray things cut my mouth but they were careful
My mom said sheʼd help pay for it so thatʼs something
I hope youʼre having a good day
And thanks for poking me to do this it obviously needs to be done
Have a cleaning for Monday
Lololol
Yaaaaaaay on the way :) Cool :)))))
Red is what Iʼm going to do this year. There are two more pages
Yeah of course 0 rush. Have fun!
11/1/21, 6956 PM
Took a nap And I now have a photo shoot but will look at this in a bit!
11/1/21, 9933 PM
Babe.... Their printer is definitely out of red ink after your exam Lolol
BABE DO YOU WANNA FOME TO LA IN ONE DAY!?!?!?!?!?
Hey I have three whole teeth that are totally fine so uh yeah. And absolutely canʼt wait
11/2/21, 12920 AM
Donʼt forget something elegant to wear for magic castle I think weʼre gonna do it
Iʼm not entirely sure what that means so going to bring the two options I think are close
Also I pretty much have the next 15 hours mapped out by minute, not nervous at all
Very excited though
I read you the description on the website right?
You did! Iʼm looking at their dos and donʼts plus some Reddit posts. I think I have something thatʼs not casual
Okay so not great and Iʼm going to have to wash off the ties but this is the least casual thing I have that doesnʼt scream teacher from the early 1900s
11/2/21, 2907 AM
The Academy of Magical Arts
Magiccastle.com
Itʼs a really nice suit and I *think* itʼll work?
Itʼs a really nice suit and I *think* itʼll work? I can even drive by and ask lol If not weʼll grab something here
Lol I felt very professional at parent teacher night. Got deposits early and rescheduled the parking reservation to start at 3
Lol yes
But I should definitely be good on time
Those were two different topics right?
There a second part to that?
OH- there is one thing I think I should probably disclose before you get here:
Oh! My bad Yes
I was just gonna tell you that I fucking LOVE loving you.
I kinda hate you a little right now but completely dwarfed by loving you so
Badly
Done
Where the fuck are you
Love you Like a lot
Wanna fuck?
K meet me in the shower in 10
Watching you... just keep showering.
Love YOU! :))))))))) I looooove that text
11/2/21, 10927 AM
Got the keys made and breakfast. The rest will either take 30 minutes or the rest of the time, Iʼm terrible at estimating
Either way extremely happy to be sleeping with you this time tomorrow
HAHAHAHAHAHA thatʼs funny I love my morning text I canʼt wait to just drink you in
Imma look at the cost to move the flights- I think I and we could both really use one more day- would that be functional if not worked out for you??
Yeah I think I could get Will or another friend to spend some time with her that Saturday
100% yes
Ok imma sleep a few more hours then it looks like it doesnʼt cost too much so Iʼll prob do it :)
BITCH DO YOU WANNA SPEND AN EXTRA DAY IN LA DOING FUN STUFF WITH ME!?
11/2/21, 1903 PM
Getting gas and heading to the airport now! You donʼt really need all the updates but Iʼm kinda freaking out and it tells me
*helps
No you fuck I love every text I get from you 12 hours Bitch!!!!!!
Out of curiosity- what about coming back Sunday- not sure just thinking about it
Will said he could watch her on Saturday too so it would be good with me
Also my
Also my
My wasnʼt supposed to be there but it works too
I. Love. Every. Sweet. Thing. You. Send. So. Much.
11/2/21, 2954 PM
On the shuttle so 1/3 of the major things I could fuck up is done. Also did you just schedule me a dentist appointment?
Hang on Iʼll call you when I get in the airport part Iʼm confused about the amount of cowboy hats
Lol Country music town
Your eyes look extra crazy pretty all mysterious with the mask
Your arms are fantastic by the way
Aw
You could be in the worst place in the world and I would still just be so excited to see you
NAUGHTY GIRL!
My Christmas wish is coming true shoes showering me with verbal love!
(You still have to buy me a Tesla though) Sheʼs
Imma shower you with quality time and adventures and Dick slaps across the face
Iʼve never seen a plane this close and itʼs kind of
terrifying
How are they so big and yet so small at the same time
How do people larger than me function
11/2/21, 7900 PM
Just landed in the home of my ancestors. It landed early so should be fine with the connecting flight I hope
Yep! Still on the plane but it is on the ground at least So thatʼs 2/3 things done
The girl next to me this time has some of the longest nails Iʼve seen. Definitely no fingerbanging happening
I keep telling you- not into laceration. Less than 4 1/2 hours!
That might not download until Iʼm there btw
Yep! And I like the light
EXACTLY! Welcome to my hell lol!!!!! You boarded?
Wahoooooo! Detroit?
Pusssyyyyyyyyyy Oh NOW you donʼt like pain??
Taken off yet ? 4.5 hoyrs aaaaaaaaah!
11/2/21, 10926 PM
11/2/21, 10926 PM
Soon as you land I want you to know thereʼs a guy picking you up who just thinks you are the softest and sexiest thing in the world.
2 hours!! Iʼm so excited also that looks really cool
Wait how tf are you getting messages??
iMessage
That was supposed to be a *when you land* surprise text goddamnit!!!!!
Delete these and my responses from your phone and ill act like it is
I just really want to see you
He just said weʼll be about 30 minutes early!
No. Christmas is ruined.
How many minutes from now then !?
11/2/21, 11958 PM
I could not be more excited to see you. Land in 25 but I donʼt know how long itʼll take to actually get off the plane
Yay! Maybe slightly longer, bathroom
Okay definitely not that long And landing
About 10/15 to get off and 5 to walk out :)
Long poop?
Heading to you :) Delta right??
Yay! And yep!
I may never leave the plane tbh
Iʼm circling let me know when you are at the curb :-)
Did they open the doors or are you still being taxid?
They did maybe 10 minutes ago, people just started sort of moving
And thereʼs a lot of angry yelling?
I found a good waiting spot so Iʼm chillin
Iʼm out
Kinda just following people leaving so I think Iʼm going to the right place?
Yup exactly
There should be a bathroom On the way
And theyʼll all be heading to baggage claim which is at the exit
Already done
So looking for a super manly car, right?
I will fucking KILL YOU
I think?
Did you hear the thing screaming?
I will fucking KILL YOU You out at the curb?
OK Iʼm in a black masculine Jeep liberty
What number/ name thing does it say where you can see
I think Iʼm out of curb
I think maybe I turned too early?? Are you under four or five or six or?
What number is Delta?
Oh yeah I turned way too early. 2. Be right there
Yeah I went the wrong way I forgot it was on that side now
No no, be under two You are at the right place I will come to you
Okay cool I think two is as high as it goes in this area Saying here
Walking
It just says delta 2 One says sky priority
Start walking right towards three thereʼs a back up here
Like a crazy one
Oh never mind I get it people are on the second curb Never mind oh fuck I hope I didnʼt pass you
Are you at 2H? 2E etc.?
You are out where people are waiting to get picked
Yes
up by car is, right?
On the polls on the outside laying there should be the number two but with a letter also
Looking
It just says terminal 2 but still looking
L2-01? I have no idea It does seem raised
Oh you are on the top level!?
LOL how did you get upstairs? Thatʼs where people go when they are being dropped off to leave but thatʼs fine I can circle around and get up there
People are being picked up here I think. If itʼs easier for me to walk just tell me where to go to
Itʼs OK I will figure out how to get up there
I was going to tell you to go to the arrivals level because itʼs way less traffic but I thought that would confuse you LOL
And thatʼs where you ended up
I just followed people that seemed like they were leaving lol
I have zero idea what Iʼm doing
Donʼt sweat it I know exactly where you are now
11/3/21, 4957 PM
About to be done Iʼll call you in about five :-)
I walked around a lot, got a burger and Iʼm at a bar. I can finish this in 5 minutes
HAHAHAHAHA of course you ended up at a bar Iʼm walking to the car what is the bar called?
The Henry
Itʼs at least a nice bar
I think Iʼm close to where you were
If you want me to just walk to the car
11/3/21, 6923 PM
Any chance you can get my wallet and mask from bag
Nope just parked outside :)
Went down
11/3/21, 7930 PM
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11/7/21, 7917 PM
Where you at? Aye bish
Tuna melt, chips n salsa, diet seven up or sparkling water or water
11/8/21, 1915 AM
I did that!
Out front
11/8/21, 4903 PM
11/8/21, 6928 PM
I very much love you too. And looking at you is pretty great. Iʼll check, in a Taco Bell line now
Hey... I love you. I love who you are And I love loookg at you.
Hey are my gummy's at your house??
Never mind I have them in my couch Pouch*
And Iʼm pretty sure I stole your iPhone headphones... Yes?
I do not own any and thereʼs some in my bag now so I think I stole yours
11/8/21, 9955 PM
Hey send me the pics of the golf bag
Do these work? Iʼll look up how much to set the price for
Yup- there was one more side you missed but prob doesnʼt matter
Lol yup. They go for $150
Iʼm posting it on my account now
Whaaaaaa
Youʼre the hottest person Iʼve ever seen
For real though, the more I know you the more attractive you are
11/9/21, 3928 AM
You asleep? Just finished organizing my drawers and computer
work and about to crash- ft me if youʼre up
11/9/21, 11939 AM
Havenʼt gotten the cost yet but Iʼm unsure. I like the actual dentist better and I think their plan of removing decay first before replacing them slowly is probably better long term, but it wonʼt be as quick of a full cosmetic fix
I do t understand on a basic level why replacing slowly is required? Or how removing decay is something that takes time?
Also sounds to me like it is potentially a way for them to profit from multiple surgeries?
Not making a decision yet. I think I could replace as fast as I can afford to, their first priority is just removing the decay so nothing gets worse and I need more root canals. I think theyʼre also concerned about not taking care of them or something going wrong and then me needing even more work in the future
Imma sleep for another hour then call you
Please answer the FaceTime with the camera on your butthole.
will do
Full love you
Lol I can 100% get behind that
11/9/21, 2944 PM
11/9/21, 4942 PM
Fuck I just think youʼre so awesome.
Ooh we gotta get ribs!
Fall isnʼt really my jam, but I have to respect this undeniably beautiful scene. My first thought afterward was that Iʼd like to share it with you.
Besides the confusing weather I like it. But that is beautiful, and Iʼm glad you shared it
11/9/21, 6901 PM
Headed out Here
11/10/21, 1951 AM
lol tell me if I have make up under my eye
Jk then
11/10/21, 2909 PM
Okay so I kinda already fucked up the screen thing but dropping it
Oh thatʼs not bad at all. Itʼs just the bottom corner edge
I never saw that?
Theyʼre only $7 for 3 on Amazon Bad crack or a little?
Sounds good
Leaving for errands then heading to you cuz I gotta leave 6g30
Ooh Maybe in front of that wooden wall just a brownish flannel and no pants
But now Iʼm seeing that the pink hair is actually going to disturb the aesthetic so maybe someone else for that one
Ah yeah I could see that being a problem
You literally fuck everything up that I ever want to do
To be fair the pink hair this time was your idea
Yeah exactly! You literally donʼt make decisions for yourself! You shouldʼve known it was a bad idea!
Iʼm so fucking angry right now I need to do some therapeutic breathing so leave me alone
I
I K
Just leaving you alone
Why the fuck arenʼt you texting me right now!? I feel so rejected and forgotten about by you!
Can do
She is
11/11/21, 2937 AM
11/11/21, 11930 AM
Yea why would you do that!?
Hey wanna put away the pup
Lemme know when sheʼs up
If you leave check traffic data for the best option. Itʼs a nightmare everywhere, Iʼm somehow still on Madison blvd
Iʼll bring this
Can do
Fuck and the bag of hard drives!
11/11/21, 7934 PM
At Culverʼs- itʼll be another 20-30 minutes, is that good?
Yeah Dash Iʼm stopping at Yunusʼs to get a martini glass so just text me when you leave in case Iʼm still there and you can meet me there
Also I got you to treat :-) Two treats
Sounds good! do you want any ice cream from here?
Oh that place- I just looked it up- no I tried that itʼs just soft serve with shit
Perfect timing Iʼm on my way to my moms
11/12/21, 1935 PM
Iʼm 100% sure you stole my fingernail clippers and Iʼm fuckin pissed
DONT PLAY DUMB!
Iʼm ten minutes away
Havenʼt left the parking lot though
You still havenʼt found them??
You got me
Wanted something to remember you by and I decided on stealing nail clippers
Youʼre really doing everything you can to ruin this huh?
I donʼt know if thatʼs the right emoji
11/12/21, 6920 PM
Stronger drink than I expected but thinking about you brings me joy
Are you gonna drive drunk tonight!!!!???? I looooove that text
I love deepening with you
Lol no I walked to the burger place and sat down and
Lol no I walked to the burger place and sat down and had more food to make sure I was good
Youʼve seen me drive sober, drunk isnʼt really an option
Although I should probably ask- if you come tonight am I picking you up? If so Iʼll wait on the honey lemon one
Only saw the first two texts in my notification options- and I have the car
11/13/21, 8940 PM
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11/14/21, 11935 PM
Think itʼs just a migraine but also have low fever so if I got you sick sorry about that
All part of a massive sabotage plan. No sharp pain or anything, just not great
11/15/21, 1946 AM
What the fuck you bitch!!!!!! You feeling fucked up? :/
Okay so I may have been a bit dehydrated
If you donʼt brush twice, floss once, and drink minimum one glass of water per day I am going to only have anal with you forever
Also you have to send pictures of your butt hole to everyone in my family on the second Tuesday of each month
Yeah that seems fair
11/15/21, 2943 PM
Using one for a custom. Is this dark part what you were thinking?
No thatʼs way too dark we want to be able to really see your hips
Yeah thought that might be a problem. Iʼll go by target or Walmart later
Yep, didnʼt realize the top part was so dark
Oh those are the ones we bought??
11/15/21, 4958 PM
Get... the fuck... out... of my head bitch you donʼt get it like that.
Nope- think abt it
The text! Youʼre in my head Iʼm thinking abt you Get the fuck out of there
Itʼs so fucking fun how much I love you Itʼs deepening Iʼm not familiar with this
Wrong person text?
What is “it”
Ohh Iʼm a little slow still
I think Iʼm good with staying there actually
A touch terrifying, but I also donʼt think Iʼve ever been this comfortable or excited about something
:))))) I loooooooooove you
I full love you
11/15/21, 11925 PM
The leotard- I think maybe it too high legged though
Unless we put a high legged that we like under it??
Also imma look through my sisters costumes tonight or tomorrow
Like underwear or legging type things?
Honestly might have better luck with a juniors one
Underwear? Or a second leotard?
Here
If it helps I was not happy about it Also I left my charger
11/16/21, 2903 AM
11/16/21, 1910 PM
Meaning that What the FUUUUUUUUUUCK!? Where the FUCK did you sneak off too!?!?
Wow I bet thatʼs the only reason youʼre even replying is to get your stupid fucking charger back
Yeah itʼs not that Iʼm obsessed with you or anything, definitely about the $5 charger
You love me?
Obviously
11/17/21, 1950 PM
Holy shit the sky couldnʼt be more perfect today for our shoot
Oh and we need to go to my moms house to look at the costumes. So when Iʼm done with the shoot we will just have you meet me at my house. The shoot will be done by sundown so maybe schedule your errands to be done around then?
It is really pretty. Hopefully that means you get great lighting/background for this one
And I can do that
11/17/21, 3907 PM
I canʼt find any that are sheer all the way up
Thatʼs where I am now, pretty sure they have them! Found some!
Fuckina :///// Little girls section maybe??
Do you have a sheer Robe by the way??? Yay!
DO YOU HAVE A SHEER ROBE WE CANT FIND ONE ANYWHERE
I definitely donʼt but Iʼll look
They donʼt at target. Thatʼs going to be a hard in store thing to find
Walmart is a definite no. Could get sheer fabric now and it might have sort of the same effect youʼre looking for but not sure
Yeah I didnʼt realize that it doesnʼt have a purpose other than being sexy slutty so we just got one from the adult store and we are flying off to shoot now thank you though
Cool have fun
My apartment
Yeah Iʼll leave in just a minute but
11/17/21, 5954 PM
Iʼm headed home where are you at?
Cool wanna head this way?
Is that little sound maker thing that needs new batteries at your house on the table?? Itʼs black and it looks like a little speaker and I think it has like a green cricket on it or something like that
Just checked and pretty sure itʼs not
Shit I just found this dog in my parking lot
Yeah I just found it Yea I found it
Oooh shit what are we talkin? Puppy? Grown dog?
Looked like a young dog that had either given birth recently or was nursing. No collar and looked skinny. When I came back with treats and a leash she took off
Going to look in lost dog groups and try to find her later
Tried following and getting with treats but just seemed to scare her more
Didnʼt want her to run off into the woods
I wonder if sheʼd respond to human food better And yeah
you catch her?
Yikes :/ So on your way then?
Here
I actually canʼt
Maybe if I went down to Auburn
You canʼt say that just yet- still have a bunch of your stuff in my car
K comin Hey can you score me some street Adderall?
11/20/21, 6922 PM
Yeah Iʼm not going to do shit
You know what- fuck you then
TRY ME BITCH
Where you at weʼre finishing up pretty much now
Iʼm at my apartment, can head that way if you give me your location
About 15 away Here
11/21/21, 12923 PM
Waiting for food now will head over right after
Went all the way to shaggys before I realized itʼs Sunday
Can you grab the deodorant( or just the whole bag) out of that bag in the bathroom?
142 foxfield dr
Ready in 5
Yup
Here
11/21/21, 3948 PM
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Iʼm getting cleaning wipes
11/21/21, 6923 PM
11/22/21, 5911 PM
Thereʼs a burned out car on this interstate too Heading back
No need to rub it in
Ok still just lounging with the pup :-)
Difficult
Weʼre basically only gonna get there when it closes
11/23/21, 9936 PM
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Phone: (256) 461-8896
I know them personally and they are legit and have been around for a long time and are very experienced and not gimicky and very well trained
my mom said that And to tell them she referred you Charlotte Baldwin
11/23/21, 11924 PM
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11/24/21, 5957 PM
How long do you think? I might get gas real quick, it
How long do you think? I might get gas real quick, it says the range is 3 miles and there are no bars left
Walking out in 2
And I just want to point out that if these kids werenʼt here youʼd obviously be over here chillin with us
If you wanted to be
Thank you, I really appreciate that and would want to. I probably should knock out some camming anyways but I always enjoy your company
Also- just realized those red pics in the mirror - COULD end up looking good with the right color treatment
Man I fucking love you :)
Well fuck around with it, if anyone can make it look cool and not teen edgy itʼs you
Why canʼt it be summer
I actually donʼt enjoy that but okay
You just wanna get fucked in a pool you basic slut
11/24/21, 9945 PM
May have underestimated how inconvenient dog sitting will be
11/24/21, 11912 PM
Check insta
Went in with a more optimistic, positive attitude and
Wait youʼre still there then?
did really well
Whatʼs that?
11/25/21, 1945 PM
I was trying to find the eye up or rolling emoji Youʼre my favorite person
Worldwide but my experience is fairly limited
My 94 year old great grandmother with dementia has really been struggling with the concept of pink hair
Nah itʼs not a negative thing really she just canʼt really remember that dye is an option but she also feels like itʼs not a natural color
So... something just came up
I love you so much Just that ;)
In Madison or worldwide?
Thinks itʼs ugly or something?
11/25/21, 4931 PM
Thinking abt you with love in my belly
K my fam just left and imma power nap
Love you Finally ate
Iʼm just now getting to the dog again
11/25/21, 7935 PM
How late are you planning on staying up though? Might not be there til 12 because Eris
My current tentative plan is to go over to the dog
Christ is arisen
My current tentative plan is to go over to the dog around 12 before I go to you and then go back over around 8 and just hope the dog doesnʼt pee anywhere
I donʼt know I reeeeally wanna work out- otherwise in general I need to start setting my sleep earlier- so may try to keep sleeping and get up early?
What time were you thinking early? I donʼt want to wake you up when I get there
Lol okay I should get there around 12-1
Literally no plan But who cares just wake me up
Yea maybe Iʼll be here.
Oh yes, we just figured out that I need to be staying up late actually because thatʼs easier and I already have been doing it :-) so I can basically be up all night if you want to try that before you go to the dog??
In which case I might even just come over there so I can use your gym and shoot the last with the poop
Well thatʼs easier then for you I think Whichever one works, I think Iʼm going to stick to letting the dog out at 12 and 9 so either works for me
Iʼm always good with spending more time with you
OK Iʼll let you know when I head over there
If you stop at a gas station before would you mind getting me a Red Bull? If not I can get one in the morning drive over
11/25/21, 10921 PM
I definitely can. And you said you were extraordinary excited about working out with me tonight, right?
Tbh I was considering it
I love you a whole lot by the way
Damn youʼre too quick for me
Are you LOVE BOMBING ME!? Iʼm not STUPID
You said you are going to go to the house at 12? Should I just wait since itʼs already 11 or?
Or do you want to go to the dog early?
I was going to do 1-2 but I could do early
If you do then we can stay up late and you can go back earlier???
Correct. Yeah I can go on and head there Headed back now
My apartment?
Should I switch
Shit but I still need to workout Maybe Iʼll dance in my garage???
To your house or my moms
Is my place right near here?
Hers*? Yea I was thinking maybe itʼs just easier here??
I can but I still need to head back because I did not leave with that in mind
I donʼt mind driving again, Iʼd have to at some point anyways but itʼll be another 40ish minutes
Ah shit... Then I should just go over there
Be there in 10
Thanks
Hey I seriously love you
Very awake now
Itʼs so loud But good
Howʼs your back?
At true—- well, hit me before you would leave cuz maybe itʼs better for me to come there and use the gym
11/26/21, 8900 AM
OK nobodyʼs up the garage is open so just shut the garage when you come in
11/26/21, 3944 PM
11/26/21, 5909 PM
Hey kidding I love you
Wow Howʼs the dinner?
Lol loud
I love you like a class 5 wiener btw
It was hurting while I slept i sun o whatʼs going on with that!?
Everyone screams here. Huh thatʼs strange. Did you mean I dunno by the way?
So close to nap #2
Lol yup Drunk fingers I guess
Huh? You should have set out a key so I have the option to
You should have set out a key so I have the option to lay with you while you sleep bitch!
Damn that would have been a better plan Iʼm still at my parents
Nah Iʼm about to leave, go feed that dog, and head back
Also are you annoyed at me or am I tired and misinterpreting tone?
Ooooh- napping there?
Call me to talk abt the plan
Def misinterpreting- I love your stupid brains out
Okay cool thanks :)
11/26/21, 10923 PM
Still canʼt tell if thatʼs you or you saying your dick is hard
Christ has arisen.
Lololol weʼll both actually lol
Both are good Rude
I donʼt think you are but Iʼm here
Lame
11/27/21, 4934 AM
Yep Iʼm just about to turn on slaughter
11/27/21, 12915 PM
My favorite ever
Ugh I love you
Same
Eris too
Oh no thatʼs super important
I think Iʼm gonna go through withdrawals pretty bad.
11/27/21, 2959 PM
Guess who forgot their passport!
Rand has it fedexed by tomm 1pm Heck yeah hopefully thatʼll work out welll then
I love you very much
Hope you have a good flight
I love you like a slave master without shoes.
About to take off I literally canʼt stop thinking about. Fuck you for that.
About?
Are you as comfortable as you can be?
Yay! Really just trying to focus on the many positives of this but I do miss you a lot already
11/27/21, 6955 PM
Ya this thing actually works!
* I literally canʼt stop thinking about you. Fuck you for that.
Okay I thought so just didnʼt want to assume. Youʼre welcome
11/27/21, 10947 PM
Hm Iʼm mixed about it
The shirt is pretty damn cool
I donʼt understand
I tried!!
:(((( I think my hat idea suuuuucks
But CHECK OUT MY SHIRT
Oh.... My... god.... SARAH TURN THE KNOB!!!!!
Am I doing to have to work out my arms before Iʼm strong enough to enter the gym
Oooooh youʼre saying the knob wouldnʼt turn?? Maybe youʼre trying too soon? Not giving it a chance to unlock??
I feel like my timing is the same as yours in the video you sent but Iʼm trying again when Iʼm back
No it look like you rushed it a little bit that is the only
No it look like you rushed it a little bit that is the only thing that could possibly be different but even that is weird
Okay itʼs not happening
It looks like thereʼs a deadbolt or something blocking it so maybe itʼs locked for some reason?
I might have to ask someone to help me figure out how and just deal with the embarrassment
11/28/21, 3935 AM
I got too spoiled sleeping with you so much
Iʼm so confused lol
Yea itʼs gonna be interesting to see how thisʼll be for me- It feels very right for me to go in this new adventure- but also felt so right just being next to you. I love being with you so much itʼs nuts
This is definitely a great opportunity and Iʼm genuinely happy itʼs lining up for you
But THIS bitch looks pretty :)))))
Wait what the fuck are you doing up at 4g30!
11/28/21, 9900 AM
11/28/21, 3919 PM
11/28/21, 6902 PM
Hi beautiful jammed out of bed to dinner so Iʼll call you later after the dinner
They still didnʼt give me a tix :/ She said she sent them an email saying not to book
I was failing at sleeping really badly And the backpack looks better
When is your flight?
me till
Monday but then nothing back
AND fedex said Iʼd get it “overnight” but overnight to fedex doesnʼt apply to Sunday?????
And fedex is closed sundays?????
How are you gonna be the world leading delivery company but open less than a grocery store??????
I love you x1000000 Just fyi
As I walk around Miami itʼs such a different point of view with Zoloft really settled in
I canʼt believe how crazy Iʼve been my whole life
Ah thatʼs annoying they arenʼt communicating more. Damn I feel like fedex should have mentioned that before shipping it
Now youʼre just a different kind of crazy
Sucks the flight is still up in the air but you have people there, right?
I figured. And yeah?
I donʼt think I have either
Yea totally plenty to socialize with here Can I also tell you something else?
Iʼve never loved anyone like I love you.
Ok that just pumped crazy dopamine into my chest
Going to miss you like crazy but I think itʼs a good chance to really focus on what I need to work on/if I really think poly is for me/$$
11/28/21, 10905 PM
Is it a date? Iʼll deal with it either way but I hate not knowing and Iʼm trying to go into camming with a good mindset
I tried to 20 minute power nap and just got up and
I tried to 20 minute power nap and just got up and apparently Iʼll be leaving tomorrow night 8pm- Iʼll get into that and then before I jog call you- that works for you?
Sure?
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11/29/21, 3904 AM
Hey btw I love you Hey btw I care about you deeply Hey btw youʼre my favorite person in the world Hey btw snuggling you is my favorite past time Hey btw I want you as my best friend and lover Hey btw Iʼm thinking about you Hey btw I think youʼre so fucking beautiful
Hey btw I feel like the coolest dude in the world when you bury your forehead into my arm
Hey wanted to send you a quick text to tell you I love you
Hey just wanted to reach out to remind you that youʼre like treasure to me
Hey just wanted to remind you to always wipe front to back and never back to front
Hey just wanted to send you a text to remind you how much I love you
Thank you, that really does help. I love you so much and I think this could be a really great thing & I promise to do all the work I possibly can to move past this issue
Excellent uti prevention tip
Okay so going to have to cut it short tonight
because got to be up in like 5 hours but Iʼm feeling more optimistic
Hit a wall with writing right now because I think for me wanting other people has always stemmed from not wanting the person I was with. I did some research instead for well
I think I might just be a monogamous personally naturally but I love you fully and want you to be yourself and happy and I can except thatʼs just who you are and it doesnʼt take away anything from me or our relationship. I can work on feelings of jealousy, already feeling less Iʼll
Still going to try a couple dates to see if that isnʼt a mindset Iʼd also enjoy but if I donʼt I think itʼll be okay. Not nearly done but thought you might want a semi update
I love updates. As much as your ego mind me want to tell you 1 million different things the truth is that you are absolutely my fucking crush And I am hell- bent on an epic beautiful connection with you
I really love you and this is the best connection Iʼve had. Also I can genuinely want you to have fun and a good rest of your day and feel sick about it at the same time. Working on the sick part.
Well, I would like to tell you some facts about today that would relieve your sickness but I think itʼs better that you fully indulge in the worst of expectations :-)
The most real thing I can think of in this reality right now is when your body is laying on top of mine, fully suspended from the floor, and synchronized into my skin :)
Agreed. And that sounds sorta serial killer adjacent but also agreed. Goodnight
Yes, this definitely ends in a bloody murder letʼs be real. Good night.
11/29/21, 10942 AM
Hey just reaching out to tell you that I think youʼre the most special girl in the world
Hey just reaching out to tell you I love you more than 3 dykes in a wet bag.
Hey btw wanna be best friends?
I love you. Would really like to sleep with you another 5 hours right now
I gave myself a migraine. Why am I so fragile
Hey btw wanna be best friends?
Iʼd really like to have you as my normal.
Yea - just like, my normal life
Normal?
Agreed. I do feel more optimistic Did you get the passport?
I donʼt have words for this
Also shit Iʼm really sorry, I hope the flight is comfortable enough to get some sleep
11/29/21, 12955 PM
11/29/21, 3931 PM
Yes- 1.5 hours after the time it was supposed to- which left me with 1.5 hours to sleep. My head hurts
Ah-maze-big Ing
That one I think you can leave to the apartments thatʼs not you
But ant stuff would def help
Itʼs all over three crumbs, I donʼt understand. But yeah I set out the remaining ant poison trap things I have, will have to buy more Wednesday or Thursday
Also going out with Sam tonight. Trying to figure out if I can be poly comfortably but I donʼt think if I canʼt that it means anything severe. I think I can understand that just because we might love differently doesnʼt mean itʼs invalidated
I do believe that is correct have fun have fun!
11/29/21, 6929 PM
Hope youʼre feeling better and have a good flight!
Lol I realize weʼve basically just downgraded to a text only relationship and that too is a bad thing to get used to. Iʼll send you supportive texts and you go on your journey and let me know if/when you want to explode into me
Hey btw I love your stupid brains out
Hey I love you!! Also we donʼt have to just text? And Iʼll update you about it
11/30/21, 6913 AM
Initial thoughts are it went better than I expected. Had a good time, sex was decent, accidentally fell asleep so gone longer than I meant and havenʼt fully processed anything yet
I love you and hope your flight was great and that today is a really cool experience for you
11/30/21, 9949 AM
Hey btw love you like scotch n soda all over a meercat
I love you
11/30/21, 1948 PM
11/30/21, 5909 PM
Hey btw Iʼm here
So far with all the writing stuff itʼs boiled down to just not feeling enough. Like my worst fear isnʼt really the physical parts itʼs more you holding someone or just casual intimacy and not missing me at all.
Not sure how to get past that besides just working on self confidence over time
To me it feels worth it to go through the initial pain and deal with it when it comes up. Because I know 5 hours later it wonʼt be as sharp feeling. I think with exercises and time itʼll get better
Further But awesome progress
I donʼt really know what more to write to be honest. But Iʼll look around
Okay I can try that
The art/mechanics of self confidence. Time doesnʼt change that- beliefs do
The art/mechanics of me missing you/not missing you/the implications/the logistics
Thereʼs a main sentence deep down and youʼve gotta keep being brutally relentlessly daring/honest/curious/and *candid* with your thoughts in writing to discover it. No filter- writing anything and everything- write the opposites- anything to see the thoughts youʼre so used to not seeing
Otherwise were you kinda resolved that that was the conclusion of your work on this?
Feeling like Iʼm not good enough or enough in general fades the more I think about how I trust you to be honest about it and that itʼs not taking away anything from me. And if you find someone you connect with more Iʼll be okay and at least you wonʼt lie to me about it
I assume the more I work on confidence and just practice itʼll change. Plus I had a good time last night and still thought about you a lot. Only time it really felt hollow was cuddling and more non sexual intimacy stuff. And I can understand just because it doesnʼt feel that way to you doesnʼt mean you care about me any less
Well I hope you can get to the point where you see what prevents you from realizing that worrying about me connecting more with someone else is akin to worrying about walking your dog and getting struck by lightening. From my point of view- and the pov that Iʼd assume/rather be the foundation for us- is that our connection is so unreal it just isnʼt plausible to even consider me finding someone I
connect with better. Sure it COULD happen- but thereʼs just not enough space for it to practically occur- and I donʼt expect/need/want to connect *better than us. So if anything maybe someone could match you??? But then- theyʼd also have to brilliantly mesh into what we already have- they wouldnʼt be able to take away from you- plus theyʼd be at the disadvantage of how deep our bond is just because of time
I just donʼt know currently how to stop myself from comparing myself each time
Okay that I can do
By dissecting the unconscious beliefs as to why you have to/the purpose/the mechanics/the evidence/the hypocrisy/the silliness etc
Hey btw the thing Iʼd love most in the world right now is to move forward with you as my best friend, my heart, my slut, my deepest connection, my sense of home, my dumb cunt, my treasure.
I would really love to as well and I feel more confident about it for sure but I donʼt know if I can guarantee it right now. I can guarantee thereʼs nothing Iʼd want more
I understand. Take your time. Im gone try to sleep more now
I hope everything is going well there
11/30/21, 11955 PM
Good morning this is Robert Hoffman reaching out to remind you that I am still full steam ahead waiting to reconnect with you as deep as we can possibly go.
Please do not waste your time with any consolation texts to me- but rather put yourself at the priority and enable yourself to definitively conclude if you want to outlandishly trust and merge hearts with me. If so, I can assure you that today I would be overjoyed to explode back into you and us.
Happy landings!
12/1/21, 3906 AM
12/1/21, 3906 AM
Think I just found out the extent of how much I hate myself. A step I guess
Getting there
YES That one was a huge step for me
Did I tell you about how I visualize myself in a room and observed myself objectively?
Iʼm kind of stuck at it doesnʼt really seem ridiculous just accurate
Let me explain something to you real quick bitch- that girl- Sarah Neukom Pitts- sheʼs my best friend. Sheʼs my star. Sheʼs my heart. I donʼt know what way sheʼs gonna choose with me but I know this: watch your fucking mouth. Go do what you need to do to re-evaluate your beliefs about her. Because there is NOBODY that Iʼm gonna tolerate spreading the vibe that sheʼs hateable. NOBODY. Sheʼs probably the one person I would protect with a psychotic fierceness and that applies to anyone pulling her down- and that includes you. NOW, I need you to back the fuck up and go take A HARDER and more objective look at her and see what I see- and see the harmless? Loving person she is at her core.
If thereʼs something you know about her that sheʼs hiding- feel free to bring it to the service from a place of vulnerability and love so it can see the light and be expressed. If sheʼs an angry devious bitch letʼs get that out and relish in it for a while so she can move around freely, without that demon, and be the fun and loving person that anyone is at their true core.
If you donʼt think sheʼs an Angel- look at her and ask PRECISELY why. See if you can possibly see her in a light that you approve of and figure out EXACTLY what the difference is.
But the one thing you best not do- is thing you can go one more day believing my Sarah is hateable- or I will fucking wreck you.......... ;)
12/1/21, 5943 AM
Thank you. Iʼm too brain dead to express how much I really appreciate that. I still donʼt fully disagree with all the negative stuff I wrote, but a lot of it is self fulfilling or repeating things Ive heard from others. I was able to write positive stuff too, never been able to do that. Also going to try and get a psychiatrist appointment by the end of the week, didnʼt realize I never stopped wanting to leave. Just accepted I couldnʼt because it would damage people I care about. The severity of that feels like a brain issue medication could help
Anyways really wanted to be able to finish tonight because I miss you and want to move forward but I got stuck more than I expected to. So thatʼs the update
Like living
Iʼm confused what you mean by wanting to leave? The marriage? Huntsville? Home?
Wait- you never stopped wanting to *stop* living? Meaning you still want to *stop* living?
I had an actual suicide attempt at like 7- definitely have had issues with thinking about it for a long time. Again, not a threat because I wouldnʼt
I usually donʼt ever validate “missing” someone because I always say it should transfer to “excited to see you again”... or “excited for whatʼs next in my life”.... But Iʼm staying true to myself as someone who will no longer hold back my honest emotions- Iʼm gonna share with you that I miss you and feel a sad “wrongness” about not being in tight rapport with you day by day. But also, I feel very honored because the work you are doing is about the most intense thing someone can do- and if our love validates that effort for you- then Iʼm touched and proud of us.
And I get it. I was the same at 21- wasnʼt thinking of doing it- but realized I didnʼt want to really be here anymore. After a year of non-stop anxiety, I sat my
ass down and said ok enough is enough- what if everything I know is wrong? And then was able to laser focus and start taking on different paradigms of thought. I hope your pain and belief systems swirl well enough to blast you past this into something fun. And yea, Iʼm def a medicine advocate at this point lol happy landings.
I just wish it was a faster process. But itʼs worth not just telling you everything is good because thatʼs setting up to fail. And at this point itʼs like if I have to be here I should at least try to be generally happy with myself. Thinking about you makes me warm still and I hope youʼre having everything you want to happen
Whatʼs “if I have to be here” refer to
Alive. Sorry not trying to talk about that in dramatic terms and I think itʼs making it more dramatic and vague
Just woke up but I love you
Ah got it got it You got this btw. Youʼre right there. Further.
12/1/21, 1940 PM
Hey btw- Iʼm right here by your side.
12/1/21, 8927 PM
It might be a longer actual process to really retrain my brain basically but I know I can do this and go forward with you
I know thereʼs a major disconnect between what I feel and what I actually think. Positive affirmations still bring panic for me but I think more neutral ones will really help. And Iʼm starting a project to go research different philosophies with a summery and a detailed explanation of what I liked and didnʼt like from each to try and find some sort of belief system that fits
12/2/21, 3955 AM
Hurry the fuck up and get your sleep god dammit
12/2/21, 6951 AM
12/2/21, 6951 AM
Damnit I took an accidental 6 hour nap Should have put my phone on ringer
Almost 7 but yeah
Eris started barking at neighbors leaving for work
Iʼm currently awake
Are you okay?
? Itʼs 6 am no?
The fuck are you doing up?
So youʼre not “up” up yet
Well ok
Thatʼs vague what are you really asking?
I feel like you seem off. Is everything okay with us? Or is everything going okay there?
Just for when you have time and want to look through it. Parts of it are a bit edgy but I donʼt want to hide any part of myself from you:
Everything here is totally fine Fag.
12/2/21, 10929 AM
Read them on the way to dinner sheeeeesh itʼs so good!
Iʼm amped to have such clarity about the way you see things
Eager to discuss any of this youʼd like :)
12/2/21, 12946 PM
Hey! I just woke up and I love you so much
:)))) Weʼre back on. I love it.
Absolute favorite person
Iʼm here!!
12/2/21, 1959 PM
Are you there now??? Youʼre not gonna believe this....
Iʼm still very obsessed with you
And Iʼm crazy excited being able to talk regularly again
And I donʼt think I explained this as well as I would have liked but I canʼt imagine trading in what we have for anything else. No one has ever made me
this excited or feel as safe as you do. Youʼre my top priority after making sure I live the healthy life I want by miles
Youʼre the most interesting and fun person Iʼve ever been around and I hope you have sound notifications off because you will be getting a lot of these today
Youʼre the sexiest person in every room and itʼs insane how attracted I am to you. How confident and high energy you are while having an underlying sense of calm. How much bigger you are compared to me, how strong your arms feel around me
12/2/21, 5913 PM
LOVER
Fuuuuuuck those texts are so overwhelming and i feel sooooo cared about and “seen”.
I know words arenʼt your thing necessarily so Iʼm so envigorated by knowing how much effort you put into coming up wi the a way to touch me like this and assure me of your conviction :)
I would have sworn I slept like 6 hours and I still feel so drowsy but itʼs been TWO fucking hours WTF
My mind is up but my body is begging for more sleep
Imma try and sleep more. So excited abt you. And I feel really safe by this awesome gesture of words. Feels like youʼre my relational equal :))) Wish there was a button I could push to fill you up with love till you explode
Shhh I have a lot more than that youʼre just supposed to sleep for longer than two hours and I was trying to pace myself a little lol
Would love nothing more to be curled up next to you right now. Get sleep
Who IS this fun and quirky flirty romantically articulate girl lol!?!? Hi please stick around. I have an erection right now and I would absolutely damage you with it if it werenʼt for the space in between us. Soon bitch. I love you.
12/2/21, 7921 PM
It made me tear up a little to know you went through the effort of writing all that out for me earlier. I feel very lucky to have someone as awesome as you willing to do that kind of thing. It makes me feel safe enough to really be vulnerable and show you just how important you are to me
Thereʼs no one Iʼd rather have as my best friend and grow with
If it was even possible I donʼt think I could construct a person better suited for me. Seeing you happy or coming up with ideas/creating stuff just makes me feel really warm and like I want defend you from anything to keep you that way
12/3/21, 12910 AM
LOVER! What are you a fucking poet now??? Jesus Christ those words are so beautiful
Iʼm slamming down to get the free breakfast then Iʼll be back to the wifi in the room btw
I donʼt know if I can make them rhyme tbh
Iʼve just gotta wash off Ass
Iʼm back at the room but take your time Iʼm here for a bit
12/3/21, 2902 AM
12/3/21, 3904 AM
I donʼt know whoʼs connection is the problem One more time
12/3/21, 5931 AM
Ugh My body really wants to keep on sleeping but I know I have to make it wake up dammit
Itʼll get easier each day Iʼd assume
Do you still have the golf bag right? Someone just bought it on Facebook marketplace for 100 but it Hass to be shipped so Iʼll probably cancel the order because I doubt the shipping would be cheap
And hey come over here and curl up next to me and Iʼm gonna fuck on you for about 10 minutes before I start my day
I do and yeah shipping it sounds like a nightmare
I would not be able to separate any part of my body from you right now
Just like fully glued on you
You feel so good though, like perfectly impactful without getting painful
:) melt into me bitch
Ok get yourself really wet and then put a dash of honey on your clit. Imma pick out your cage pictures so come let me know youʼre ready by sucking my dick.
Ugh I hate you. Iʼm going to get off on that + other thoughts and try to sleep
Or go get breakfast. Havenʼt decided. Either way have a good day
FaceTime me so I can cringe at your slutty face before you go to sleep
Okay last one. I canʼt explain it really but itʼs like I literally want to merge into you. Now sleep
:))))))))
I was all the way into you even without the massive words of affirmations- now youʼre just going for the kill :)
Check out all the hot pieces of ass in my gym view:
And the view from where we are yesterday
And the view from where we are yesterday
12/3/21, 8915 AM
When you wake up: just know that while you slept I snuck in and held you from behind for 2.5 hours... then I kissed the back of your neck... slid down and kissed your spine... and then I tapped on your butthole till a little rabbit came out and said “hi how can I help you!?” And I said “oh nothing I just wanted to tap” and it said “okay!” And went back inside. Then I kissed your eyelid and snuck back out of your house. Thatʼs why you had sweet dreams
12/3/21, 9920 AM
12/3/21, 11908 AM
1. I love you
2. It looks nice and everything is very tall
3. I actually find the rabbit thing to be a very funny bit
4. Thank you, that helps a lot. I think thatʼs a least one big barrier about it for me
5. I woke up feeling awake after less than 5 hours so going to try and sleep again
12/3/21, 2932 PM
Wanna explain this to me:
What the fuck
Yea. Iʼll go to sleep soon call if youʼre up
Not a prob
Do you have 10 minutes? I need to walk Eris
12/3/21, 4957 PM
So she doesnʼt have it but sheʼs paying for fees and has to get to the courthouse. So Iʼll go there Monday and then the passport office after that to ask them whatʼs the fastest way to get it because I need to see you asap
12/3/21, 10949 PM
10 pm alabama time yet my mind is like BOING letʼs wake up now!
Iʼve only had 5 hours of sleep though Come big spoon me naked I need more sleep babe
Yeah you definitely need more. I think I have enough desire to unlock teleporting if itʼs at all possible
Pretty much always
Wanna slow fuck for a bit?
K come here bitch.
Get on your knees above my hips - Iʼm gonna watch you play with your clit for about a minute and a half then Iʼm gonna control you up and down my dick for a few minutes then toss you to the side so I can get back to sleep.
Toss me away all you want Iʼm still going to press against you for at least a few minutes. Maybe after getting off
Very down to have one arm around you while you get yourself off. Then wrap your wet pusssy around my leg and nap with me for a bit. We can do that. Cool.
Iʼm going to end up on a cargo ship or something
trying to smuggle myself over there
I fucking love you
Also Iʼm having coffee with Ashton on Sunday, thank you for that
12/4/21, 3911 AM
Would you feel comfortable getting a clip of something nsfw?
This is the kind of sounds I meant
This is just random
To be fair some of that was more genuine because vibrator. Iʼll record part of the show before the goal with more fake sounds
I love you my heart
Definitely
thatʼs basically your usual sounds Except the cumming part And the random one I love :)
Get em girl!!! Dare you to say “tap on my butthole”
Idk I feel like “butthole” is an unsexy word
12/4/21, 5950 AM
Yea fucking GET OVER THAT
I swear on my dick- the next time I see you I will tap on your butthole before I kiss or hug you. PROMISE.
12/16/21, 6916 PM
Literally wouldnʼt change a single thing about you. Go to sleep
Fuck. We got it :)
12/16/21, 11952 PM
Just awake for my bathroom sleep interlude and figure howʼs as good a time as ever to tell you I think you are a stunning person- face and elegance.
Hi best person
Showering
12/17/21, 1940 AM
12/17/21, 3930 AM
*nows
Sleeping or?
Ok. As soon as you exit the shower come to the bed, put your knees on either side of my head- and slowly massage my tongue with your clit. Very slowly back and forth.
Please
I would straight beg for you to fuck me right now Especially if you did that
12/17/21, 6952 AM
I love you like a banjo underwater
Love you dick woo
Love you dick woo Wipe
Why didnʼt I get a passport like a month ago, this is stupid
Lolol once again you fucked up you should have left it with the first text - dick woo is genius
Wait till you see what Iʼve just ordered...
I think autocorrect is more creative than me Whatʼs that?
Those look better than I expected
Iʼm going to try and sleep just a little more. Btw when you said “my girls” earlier my heart melted
Cheetohs fries bitch
12/17/21, 8948 AM
Have fun
I LOVE MELTING YOU!!!!!!!!
Ok Iʼm going to a posh little dinner with Jara and that guy who we had the dinner with for a dinner and music thing at his house and Alisha who had the loud party last night is joining who MAYBE Iʼll hook up with- itʼs a toss up. I didnʼt find myself horribly attracted to her at all last night but it could be fun weʼll see
12/17/21, 12908 PM
BABE IN SO LIKEABLE :))))
Skipped the dinner music thing and went to dinner with Alishaʼs director and family- and nobody is tired of me :))))))))
Lol of course they arenʼt, youʼre amazing
My loverrrrrrrrrrr
My loverrrrrrrrrrr You donʼt realize how not digestible I used to be
Well thatʼs not you now
Aw of course Iʼm proud of you, do you not feel that?
I want you here to experience that. I wanna feel like youʼre proud
No I do!
But I want you there in real time next to me when I create new relationships with smart and powerful people :)
ALISHA MIGHT BE GETTING MALEESHA A JOB IN A SHOW HERE AT THE EXPO!!!!!
I just want to be next to you.
And thatʼs awesome! I think Dubai is turning out well for you
Yeah just got food
Well alright then
You could not be any more perfect
12/17/21, 3928 PM
12/17/21, 4946 PM
12/18/21, 2913 AM
Gettin back to hotel lover you up?
Donʼt eat it you donʼt deserve jt
Donald: +1 (256) 337-5658 Mom: 256-656-5221
Howʼs my heart?
I messed up my sleep schedule again But awake
Took a 6-7 hour nap
False alarm Iʼm gonna sleep another 30. Pinch on your butt.
12/18/21, 5934 AM
rhagan21@hotmail.com Learningi5fun 12/18/21, 9931 AM
So excited for us to be able to adventure together So excited about you
Your depth, your humility, your soft femininity, your dainty soft body, your self awareness, your butthole.
Wasnʼt getting messages for some reason but turned it on and off and it started to work. I love you so so much
I know youʼre going to have a great session and day in general
Lol I was like damn I didnʼt expect that message to go on replied lol
I was gonna send you a REALLY long hateful message and threaten the relationship
That does sound like something youʼd do Iʼm so excited to see you again
12/18/21, 12917 PM
Lame
Why are you not next to me what the fuck
12/18/21, 4912 AM
Fuck that looks so good
Whatʼs that?
Absolutely no clue but I love it And rude
Almost in Illinois. More tornado damage than I expected. Also just passed a bunch of trees with old doors attached to them? Looked kinda cool
Noticed it too late and there wasnʼt really a good place to pull over. Googling it later though
Want some?
Know what else looks good l?
Your butthole
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA What was I doing there?? Btw looks itʼs your store!
On your knees.
Did you take pics!?
Weʼre done.
Weʼre done.
:(
WTF ARE YOU NOT GONNA FIGHT FOR ME!? IS THIS WHAT THE WEED DOES TO YOU!?
Havenʼt gotten to the weed yet, maybe after Iʼll start a fight
You bitch
Youʼre so boring
Yea fucking BRING IT
Whoooooaaaaaa who am I even TALKING TO!?!? Lol
I could literally kick your ass with a blindfold on and my arms and legs tied up
Youʼd have to have at least one set of limbs free Or even just one arm or leg
You might be right
So thatʼs how youʼre going to be?
Hey
I love you
Nope.
Just the ability to hop around- maybe a head butt- maybe even just a hard hip check. Youʼd break.
K
ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!? I tell you to fight FOR me and all the sudden you start picking a fight WITH ME saying all this BITCHY SHIT!?
FUCK YOU SARAHHHH
Iʼm typing so much more than you stop making me the one thatʼs too much you fuck
Youʼre not Iʼm just driving
Youʼre going to get so many words in like 2 hours
I would eat some gross fear factor level stuff to be with you right now
I am getting into rural Tennessee:( could you not hear me at the end?
I said I want to be on top of you
Are you being sarcastic?
I keep smiling like an idiot driving thinking about you
Come try stuff with me!!!
Bad signal :/ ?
No. Asshole.
Oh Iʼm so sure
Of course- I love your brains out I adore you
Youʼre my person
Thatʼs the plan
I almost want you in my butt
MY EMOTIONNNNNNNNSSSSSS!!!!!
BITCH GET NAKED WITH ME!
I want you in my pussy
Hahahahaha
I almost do. You better be sleeping
Hahahahaha YOU BETTER MEAN IT!
Closing my eyes. I love you so hard beautiful girl. Iʼve got your back.
You bring me so much happiness and I love being so comfortable with you
12/19/21, 4920 AM
I canʼt believe Iʼm saying this but the none pda stuff is going to be hard
Lover come melt into my shoulders
It will be an explosion every time we are alone
I will full cling to you for like an hour, I donʼt care about what you want to do
:) Iʼll go to the gym and you can piggyback for extra weight
But you have to kiss me the whole time
Thatʼs a fair trade
This is dumb, Iʼm about to switch to a fully open borders policy stance just for this
12/19/21, 6932 AM
Thatʼs with panties on
GIVE ME NOW THATS MINE!
I wanna love on you so hard! Letʼs go to a movie theater and watch a new movie!
Letʼs cuddle until our skin cells start forming together!!!
Deal. Iʼd even go try jogging with you right now I just want to see you
I donʼt think you truly understand how much I hate jogging either
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA you are the queen of examples
12/19/21, 8950 AM
Maybe youʼre sleeping- Iʼm gonna nap a bit then go back to dubai mall for laptop work lover
Ugh you look so good
12/19/21, 10910 AM
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I crave you and I love that
Iʼve never felt more enthusiastic about any relationship
Not to freak you out or anything
Have fun!
Fun time at least?
12/19/21, 1909 PM
Iʼm beyond that- itʼs just like- I found her.
Kickin it to a Russian chick I met at the mall right now- maaaaaaaybe will transition to hotel????? Will keep you posted
No Bootay tonight lol
I canʼt FaceTime you?
Itʼs not working?
Iʼll try
Iʼm trying
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Iʼm trying to figure out how this works one sec
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Iʼll let you know how it goes
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12/19/21, 6910 PM
So Iʼm hitting up simps but if itʼs not set by the morning I uh might need some help. My parents paid for the first half of the dental stuff but for the second half they can only do $600. So basically I need $300 by tomorrow afternoon. If you can help Iʼll pay back by the end of this week + extra
12/19/21, 9917 PM
Got it down to $220 so far and a good number of OF tips. Unfortunately that doesnʼt really help in the short term
12/20/21, 4926 AM
:/// the last one I couldnʼt hear
Good morning lover
Whateverʼs the number of course I gotchu and donʼt worry about paying back
So I send $220? Do you need a little extra for food and stuff?
Maybe 223 or something for transfer fees? I really appreciate it
And I really can get you back in a couple days without a problem
What about cash for food lover
Plan b pills Replacing dildos you snap in half Meth but just a little bit Tattoo gun Rims for your car Taking men to dinner Skin grafting to cover your vagina Trophies for softball tournaments you were never in?
Lol I absolutely love you but I have some cash for gas and food tomorrow/today and after today I should be good
I already have that fireplace thing so I think Iʼm good there
Gave that up awhile ago unfortunately
Thatʼs the one
And seriously thank you , I was really stressed about this
Always good advice
You may have mentioned it, it may have made me very warm
Pirotechnics for the living room?
A nice big stick for fag bashing?
With the deer profile photo yea?
Lover- I did mention at some
Point that we were teammates, right?
So then WHAT THE FUCK!? Do you not feel the same way!!?? OF COURSE YOU CAN BORROW $200 WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE!
Are we ONLY teammates when the other person DOESNT have difficulty!?
I very much do. I was way less stressed about it than I normally would be
Youʼre right and youʼre the best
I didnʼt hesitate to come to you with it. I know we have each otherʼs back no question
HAVE YOU NO HEART!?
IM SICK OF THIS!
:(
Na you know what- send the money back weʼre fuckin DONE
LOVERRRRRRRRRR OF COURSE IM KIDDING SHUT YOUR MOUTH
I donʼt know how any of this even happened but damn we are a good fit
12/20/21, 6928 AM
LOVER YOU DIDNT SEND THE NUMBER!
What time is your dental thing??
Hmmm... I guess if you sleep 7g30 to 2g30 thatʼs 7 hours?
Arenʼt you tired though?
I donʼt know what to decide here
8774872778
I can just try to stay up another 30 minutes
4pm
Not gonna lie very but itʼs not that long
Iʼll call
Ok if you start fading let me know
Just keep yourself awake masturbating about me holding you face down on the bed while you shift your hips side to side
Great idea, youʼre a genius
Wait is there a confirmation number
All good I love you
:(
April 7 1997
We can just try tomorrow too
Oh fuck lol!!!! Lemme get a tix right now!
Fucking slow internet- on purchase page....
Keeps not loading!!! Gonna try on phone
App is doing the same thing
Wtfffffff
Fuck whatʼs your bday
This is gonna make me crazy
Sure but wtf
Alright technology is making it very clear that it doesnʼt want this today
Get your sleep for tomorrow
Maybe tomorrow you get an appointment for the next day- Iʼve learned that technology seems to give hints
Yeah thatʼs super annoying Iʼm sorry. Going to close my eyes now. Youʼre my favorite person
I love you an insane amount
Love you beautiful girl. Love you so hard.
12/20/21, 8934 AM
I love my little treasure soooooooo much
12/20/21, 10908 AM
12/20/21, 11919 AM
Iʼm not sleeping super well and I really canʼt wait until the dentist stuff is over but seeing you in pictures/videos or hearing your voice is very comforting
Also- Iʼm so sorry you arenʼt feeling comfy tnt :/
Iʼll bet thereʼs a lot of unconscious stuff going on too- youʼre literally about to loose your identity of years
Sarah Pitts kept an audio message from you. 12/20/21, 11923 AM
lol yeah I meant stuff youʼve sent me mostly, a little bit Instagram. Yeah youʼre probably right, Iʼm just focused on the drilling and grinding and hands in my mouth
Unfortunately, all I can do is tell you that in spite of what your mind wants to tell you- you are going to experience way more pleasure moving forward. Youʼre going to be very happy that all of this is happening
Like- if you finally get a pesky splinter out- or if a huge debt bill randomely gets cancelled- thatʼs all it will feel like- nothing will change but just a significant amount of relief
And Iʼll be right by your side for anything you need to process :))))
It will be the equivalent of someone pulling a few hairs out of your head- but you get to be really drunk first :)
Whoʼs driving you there?? Or does the gas wear off quick??
Or does the gas wear off quick??
Oh itʼs definitely worth it and Iʼll know Iʼll feel so much better afterwards I just hate the suspense. Yeah Iʼm driving, the gas wears off within 5-10 minutes. I hope I donʼt really have to push for it
Also youʼre amazing and I love you. I really was just trying to tell you how comforting I find you in general
Mister fix it always misreading things lol Push for it?
I mean I kind of like it but also let me compliment you, loser. I feel very loved though, so thank you
And yeah if they donʼt give it automatically
12/20/21, 2936 PM
Did you just FICKING CALL ME A LOSER!? I love that lol
A little Lithuanian from Bumble just came to the hotel she met me at the mall- talked away- was all blown away at my approach to rapport etc- taxid back- played around but no sex and no BJ- Iʼd talk about the details and energy shifts but not till youʼre ready lol
Wait why wouldnʼt they give you gas automatically??????
Would it be normal to have work done with just pain killer local shots????
Past few stuff Iʼve had done they havenʼt. And yeah not ready right now
And ya thatʼs not good actually- I totally just assumed you were indirectly asking for something shit
Thatʼs a habit
And it makes me be uncomfortable - I gotta check that. Cuz I know how responsibly direct you are- but that happened without me realizing
If youʼre up call whenever I wonʼt stay up too long
Okay I could probably use nice words. Iʼm just tired and dreading thid
Fuckin ya :)
This afternoon you will have heavenly sleep and look forward to the fun of smiling freely all the time
This will be over in no time
You can just relax and enjoy your life and in no time we will be together melting into each other and watching movies and making big moves and making a shit ton of money together
Youʼll feel me so closely and unmistakeable connected to you :)
Howʼs that? More?
Thank you. I really canʼt wait until weʼre actually together
Iʼm going to just try not to focus on your night while Iʼm in the chair but I really do hope you had a great time
Sure it was fun enough- like watching some porn- may have a friend out of it- but you are the center of my heart- undoubtedly, unshakably :)
I mean I do get that from my side of it doing the same thing
To be honest I donʼt think Iʼm actually having a hard time with it, just everything else
Alright Iʼm in the waiting area. Iʼm going to just not think about anything and turn my brain off until itʼs done so I donʼt freak myself out
Yea meditate :))))
Great stress can compel you to become enlightened !
Release yourself to death and just watch what
happens- you are not your body- you are consciousness- see if you can whiteness the feelings and emotions without actually experiencing them :))))
Youʼll be totally fine and we have our love to be so excited about
12/20/21, 4956 PM
Going to sleep my beautiful lover
Iʼm excited for you and Iʼll talk to you when Iʼm up :) this is like Christmas Eve!
I added a thing where you can notify me even though my phone wonʼt make noise while I sleep I think :)
He asked first thing about the gas thank god. That helped the first hour and a half go faster. It was interesting in ways but also kind of fuzzy. I have to go back in three weeks to get the permanent ones and my mouth is so fucking sore but they looks good
I do remember realizing I was viewing myself from the dentist and the hygienistʼs perspective and what they were thinking of me. I used to do that all the time and I donʼt think itʼs helpful. I also just thought about how much I loved you and wanted to talk to you
Lips are still swollen but
12/20/21, 8955 PM
Iʼm half asleep but wow babe cool :)))
Make more videos with your lips even more swollen lol itʼs sexy
Your fans will like too I bet!
I love you keep sleeping. Youʼre red actual best
12/21/21, 2937 AM
:(
:(
In an instant
Best friend
It looks so nice Up again
Will you marry me?
You always pick the thing to say that optimally makes my belly warm
Join me?
12/21/21, 6915 AM
Are you coming down to meet in the lobby??? Still sleeping?
:((( you canʼt hear me at all Apparently itʼs weak wifi even in this lobby :( You look really tired though sleep and heal lover
I can sorta the connection is just bad :( might be a lost cause
But TAKE SOME PICS itʼs so funny make some funny faces
I will and Iʼll think about it
I will and Iʼll think about it
I said Iʼll think about it Itʼs the last message up
So I guess I shouldnʼt get fillers then?
I already regret giving you that ammo
12/21/21, 7953 AM
Excuse me? The fuck did you just say to my direct order?
Bitch I will literally destroy you
Youʼre gonna be glad you took those one day
Slut
Raw
Colored Shit it doesnʼt look that different here
I mean there is a slight difference for sure
I feel like I need you to come hold me for 15 minutes
If I was at my moms house right now Iʼd be there in 3 minutes
Not good enough
Seriously though usually if Iʼm sick or feel bad I want to be far away from people but I really just want you with me
Youʼre right- meet me at Walmart
Lol youʼre ridiculous I love you
Hands free? Definitely not
Oof that looks so nice
Iʼm almost angry itʼs been so long
Fuuuuuuuck Every day you deepen me with you Fucking wordsmith I love you and have your back And look forward to being a rock when youʼre wavy
Small adjustments- but wiggly tiddy:
Can you make your tiddy do that?
Weʼll work on that Come down from the room and nap with me!!!
Worlds largest
Will you be mine?
Do you want to be mine?
Do you want to be the center of my exporting of love and affection?
Is that a Ferris wheel? And of course I want to
Oh yeah I remember you talking about that! That would look really cool
Worlds biggest The one I might dance on top of
Walking up to a freestyle session at the skydive landing park lover :)
Youʼre going to crush it
About to go to lunch and my lip side profile looks ridiculous
I hate us
Wait we missed another day to call about passport!
My looooooover I miss being naked hugging you in the mirror!
Okay if I donʼt get a passport update by January Iʼm camming until I have enough to get you here
Bitch just wait till I finish this picture and we spread awareness of you
Millionaire.
Donʼt even anticipate it- just know itʼs coming and let it happen
I think I trust you more than I do the universe so Iʼll go with that
Iʼm not letting get to two months though
12/21/21, 2951 PM
Iʼm headed back to my hotel and desperately need to know youʼll be available to FaceTime me
Yeah Iʼm good to go
Oof thatʼs a rough look
Ugh fuck me now
Just a lot
My phone died :(
12/21/21, 6905 PM
Smash or pass?
Yea!? Attractive!?
12/22/21, 5957 AM
American Airlines
Confirmation: KCCQJK
Expedia itinerary: 72218374041407
Visit American Airlines
Philadelphia to Toronto
7g50pm
Departs Tue, Jan 4
Philadelphia, PA, United States (PHL-Philadelphia
Intl.)
9g43pm
Arrives Tue, Jan 4
Toronto, ON, Canada (YYZ-Pearson Intl.) 1h 53m flight
American Airlines 6116
Economy / Coach (S)
Total duration: 1h 53m
Looks like Iʼll have an appointment for January 4! I wonʼt be able to actually leave until after the 11th though
Iʼm still on hold for confirmation
Yes! Kinda nervous if theyʼll care about all the flight switching
LOVER!!!!!!!
ATL?
I think that would be fine!
I mean- if we have to keep it we have to keep it
Oooh- we could also re-purchase that flight before your meeting
Iʼm looking at that girl you said was a top earner she doesnʼt even do bg?
Just a sex doll thing
Yaaaaay! Ok when I wake up Iʼll look deeper
Sex doll thing? And go sleep
Huh thatʼs an idea
12/22/21, 10906 AM
Fake guys body with a dick on it
Sending you a kiss on your right butt cheek
Sooooo did yiuuuuuuuu call the dentist yet!?
I miss you
... calling now
So they called the lab and the lab said the earliest they could get it out would be the week of the 3rd. They put a note that as soon as they get them theyʼll call me and Iʼll try to get in earlier
I think diamond dental lab? I do know that same day crowns and lab crowns are different though
They donʼt have my molds yet but either though
Itʼs still in transit so they donʼt have anything to work with yet
Fuck that Whatʼs the name of the lab
On it
Wait what? Whatʼs that?/the difference
This can driver for suuuuuuure has farted over 80 times in this cab today
Oh they told you that? Whereʼs the lab??
Yeah they were on the phone with them for awhile. It did seem like this was the best option, I offered to pay whatever fee. Iʼm not sure
NO Hmmm... diamond dental lab is in flomaton, AL...
It probably didnʼt get shipped until yesterday
Which means itʼll get there in 4 days, they can do it
that day, and ship back overnight
Flomaton is by mobile
WATCH
Minus holidays and weekends, which are annoyingly in the middle of all of this. But yeah itʼs possible
Everything Iʼm reading says that lab ones are usually stronger and look better so I donʼt know if itʼs a more involved process
Not possible
Not 3 weeks Maaaaaybe 48 hours of drying or something
Iʼm hopping out of cab to rush up to move- I wanna feel your love right now dump that word magic on me
Maybe Iʼll get it set the week of the 3 and leave that weekend or on the 11, itʼll be a little less than three weeks at least. And I love you so much, you bring so much happiness and I hope you have fun
12/22/21, 12954 PM
God Damn
So I just got a call from the Detroit passport office. He had my application in hand and said heh could do it today and next day air ship it, meaning it would get here early next week
I donʼt know if that actually speeds up when I can go but at least Iʼll have it
You are the name of my heart fyi
Your tripod arrived :)
Wait I donʼt understand what is the difference? He could ship the actual passport!?!?
Basically Iʼm getting the passport early next week
12/22/21, 4934 PM
Calling again, they disconnected me because the wait time was over 45 minutes so trying again and then walking Eris
Oh shit- maybe just an email to customer service instead??
It might not be necessary to change at all but Iʼll stay on the phone
Yeah Iʼd rather not risk it
Not something Iʼd push- Iʼve had problems with that Ah Yet- with an international flight and TSA...
Watch your passport come in spelled Sara
That might be a bigger issue, I think it has to match ID. Or does a passport count for that?
Passport counts and is considered much more valid I gotta walk Eris but Iʼll call back after
Sunday my mom says is prob best day to go get stuff from her
That works
Still on hold, going to shaggys
Lol of course they answered right after I got into they drive through
Should be changed within 72 hours
Yikes :/
12/22/21, 7938 PM
Going to Samʼs for a little bit but should be back pretty early- his brother is coming to stay with him
12/22/21, 11901 PM
Getting back home now. I canʼt stop thinking about finally seeing you
Aw Iʼm so so sorry
I was : :(
Maybe a bit of both
I love you more than I can explain
How?
Of course Youʼre cute
12/23/21, 2953 AM
Pulled the fuuuuuuuuuck out of my groin again I could barely sleep woke up and tik tokked for like 3 hours Iʼm hirtin
12/23/21, 3954 AM
12/23/21, 4956 AM
Ok Iʼve gotta go ahead and get up but FUCK You sleepin?
12/23/21, 6941 AM
Up now or interluding?
Sleep lover :)
And really hot
I need to feel your torn up hands on me asap Did you mean to call back or busy?
Gotcha I hope you feel better
Iʼm also really hesitant to trust a new place when sheʼs staying for so long
12/23/21, 11942 AM
Might be the 30th when Will canʼt and not New Yearʼs Eve. But thank you for talking me through things and enjoy your food
12/23/21, 12947 PM
Wait torn up hands? OH lol Just awoke feeling out if Iʼll sleep more
Oh MAN that nap felt good
I love you like a beach ball full of pussies
Staring at you ohotoshopping your side titty to perfection lol
Titty better on the right??? Fan sent me pussy pic and offering to massage me-
not sure if Iʼll accept but ticked lol
Did you know the and thou were actually *less proper and the ppl writing the Bible used them to infer a more casual and personal relationship to god?
It looks a little bit more saggy but I think so. And thatʼs interesting??
I did not know that
I mean youʼre doing great
Youʼre the most talented photoshopper in the world though
Fuck... it does... K imma keep working Meant to just make it look bigger :/
Yea- a little late for that Sarah.
Yeah I think that looks good And very much same
How dare you
I think Iʼm seeing which angle I need to go for I cannot wait to melt back into you
Nooo Iʼm changing it a lot now. Had some physics wrong
Ok nooooow Iʼm getting somewhere
You definitely are
You definitely are
didnʼt even notice this one
Should I take adderall tonight or Monday?
Oh now you use the open mouth emoji too?
Going upstairs in a sec then Iʼll call u
Good
Didnʼt realize he was on the way
You up?
This is the only one I can find
Wait
Was going to wait but
12/23/21, 4901 PM
Get iiiiiit
Yuuup
12/23/21, 6916 PM
12/23/21, 7920 PM
12/24/21, 4923 AM
LOVER!!!!!!!!!!!
12/24/21, 5928 AM
:( love you, getting a little. More sleep
Youʼre the actual best
12/24/21, 7902 AM
12/24/21, 8907 AM
Vibration Over Action - Kyle Cease
youtu.be
Ever heard Kyle cease? Heʼs so beast
I havenʼt! Iʼll listen, need to actually get up
I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you
Youʼre my favorite
They look so good
When youʼre up letʼs consider that last name Iʼm not mad at it
12/24/21, 11933 AM
Shit- two typos. Iʼll resend
Youʼre a godsend of a person
12/24/21, 3913 PM
Hey Iʼm about to leave for family stuff but I love and appreciate you
My phone died!!
I somehow got lost, this is not a good start
I love you and your butthole
Alright thatʼs gonna be the one.
Youʼre welcome
Youʼre welcome
Iʼll look at those soon but
Itʼs pretty bad but
Hey Iʼm so excited about you
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA BABE :))))))
12/24/21, 7922 PM
12/24/21, 9939 PM
Lemme see the picture
:) my gf
Oh nooooo Iʼve lost you forever!!!! Why are you ABANDONING ME!?
Yea what the FUCK
Iʼm fucking LIVID
Iʼm going to take a nap before starting stuff again. Iʼm so happy itʼll never have to be a month away again
12/25/21, 5946 AM
I love you
Iʼm so bad at naps
I donʼt know :(
JK sleep all you need lover lemme know when youʼre up
Going to try one more go. I canʼt wait to see you
12/25/21, 7929 AM
Final Cropped better for IG:
Also- LOVER WE DID IT! We found someone to love :) We love each other! Itʼs so fun! I adore you :)
Youʼre literally the best in the world My person
And I think Iʼm up
K Iʼm working out then slamming through shower to go to expo to meet Nike ppl but Iʼll call in car
Are we launching Bella marie Berrada today!?
I think so! Going to take stuff after I get back from the last Christmas thing I have to do and start changing everything
Also
I have a passport!!
12/25/21, 9928 AM
Biggest obstacle to seeing you down
12/25/21, 10933 AM
So... I think thereʼs a small thing I should catch you up on
Oh is there? Robert
Youʼre the worst and I love you
I was only slightly worried
Letʼs see your best
Also I forgot eggs so Iʼm at Waffle House right now and Iʼm 100% going to get Covid from this place if I donʼt already have it
Sorry legit didnʼt see first response
I need to catch you up that Iʼm completely in love with you zero hesitations or concerns. I think you are wonderful and so loveable.
got u good?
I got tattoo ideas for us- ready?
Bitch then leave bows not the time to gamble on that lol!!!!
I mean Iʼm wearing a mask but I also have no food Did not prepare well
Also you have only half your face covered and I have my whole one??
I see how you view this relationship
Yes... true love
Making me smile like an idiot in public, thanks
12/25/21, 2905 PM
Me inside your pussy
Rude
What happened?
Hey I j love you so so much Iʼm the worst but Iʼm up now
12/25/21, 4908 PM
12/26/21, 1932 AM
Oh nooooooooooo I want! I gotta tell you about my bad dream about you yest
12/26/21, 5921 AM
Donʼt post this one I wanna fix the letters Did I already send you the pitch text for these posts
I love your special little heart
12/26/21, 8901 AM
No lover lol if you gotta rest you gotta rest But ya the jet lag may be worse
The fan from insta came to meet me at the mall
while I did errands and now going to hotel so maaaaaaybe a little Bootay! Then after that the Russian will show me the fashion district till 10 so after that Iʼll be more free
She leaves tomorrow and yet I still donʼt think the Russian will hook up, but we shall see
Oh well have fun! I might be camming by then but Iʼll let you know
Well itʼs something I guess?
Ran out of time and didnʼt have the umph to want to take her all the way through rapport- started making out then she strong armed my hand when I grabbed her boob lol. Now sheʼs dropping me off at the Russian lol
Sure it was the feminine energy for a sec and that was a nice touch
Well hopefully tonight will go better
Iʼm getting ready then Iʼll change all the ones I have to use my phone for and do all the others while Iʼm camming
Yes!
Doing the best shaving job of my life right now
You mean the social medias?
Fuuuuuun almost time to unleash the star!!!!! Lololol
Also hey I love you and youʼre the sexiest person alive
Iʼll hold you to that
Iʼm gonna fuck you for 17 hours till you cum
Ok letʼs get honest.... How many days for real till I see you...
Iʼm afraid itʼs actually like 5 days
Why 5?
Cause you trouble for like one whole day? And leave at night?
Ah yeah fair. Let me check the ticket
Yeah it says Iʼll get there 1g45 December 31
I know :( at least Iʼll see you before the new year I guess
Trying to set up a Covid test
Only one available near me today is Cullman so Iʼll be there this afternoon
Itʼs only 30 minutes away so not too bad
Really not liking all the stories Iʼve seen like this
YOU FUCKIN BITCH! Fuck.. I estimated exactly Fuck
Oh shit!
Donʼt ask questions- but make sure the test results are to rhagan21@Hotmail.com- not your email address
lol okay I can definitely do that
I think they give results back by phone number
I can always try not to look and then forward them to you
Fuck. Ok yours then
Russian was such a pain- but fascinating- we
started walking the same are as before and I was about to tell her about back posture stuff and she goes “ugh youʼre boring me”.... So I slapped her in the mouth- she feigned being shocked and then laughed- so I pulled her hair and said weʼre leaving to go make out- we get in the car and she starts getting all skiddish- saying itʼs too difficult to find privacy etc- I tell her to shut up and listen and that Iʼm not down for her to make intimacy complicated or negative or for her to communicate irresponsibly- she took it- I told her are you gonna put your guard down or not- she said she shouldnʼt have hung out today and that was the mistake so she dropped me at the taxi- she asked me something about if I was mad or something and I told her she can only come to the hotel for sex and she was like “you canʼt be that direct” and I was like “yes I can”- I do think she may finally cave and it becomes that thing- or- she unconsciously created drama- and I should have voiced up but without being as firm abd direct- meaning- leaving her with the masculine role lol. Fascinating so watch the different gears working in real time
I think being direct is a good thing but yeah it might be a good idea to add some things to kind of soften the blow a little
No- I think when I was like “stop talking” that may have crossed into an energy that she canʼt hold attraction in and itʼs over ... or.... I put her in the only choice to be feminine that she unconsciously wants... hard to say
AND the Lithuanian asked to come over tonight so I think that one will actually happen- assuming she actually arrives here at 9g30
I guess time will tell. And thatʼs good
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Sarah Pitts kept an audio message from you. 12/27/21, 9910 AM
Sarah Pitts kept an audio message from you. 12/27/21, 9910 AM
If I have two more good shows I think Iʼm going to do it. Iʼm not great at math but it looks like Iʼm definitely good with rent and the boarding, especially if I pay when I pick her up. That sounds reasonable, right?
Also kind of sorry Iʼm like this, itʼs a really good idea and Iʼm sure sheʼs a great person but Iʼm already stressed about the whole thing until I get to you that I really donʼt want to add on with figuring more stuff out and being social. I should probably handle stress a bit better but this is where Iʼm at
Rule #1: feminine is allowed to do and feel anything it wants whenever it wants- the only amendment is that you must stop her if sheʼs hurting herself or the relationship
Please donʼt feel the need to ever apologize to me for how you feel about anything
Thatʼs your right to have strong and wavy emotions :)
It will hurt us if you think you canʼt have bad emotions around me
Communication is critical and appreciated- because then I can enjoy providing for you when you are emotional- I like being the prince that revues the princess!
And youuuuuuuuuu are my princess :)
Thatʼs mostly why I said kind of- I want to not hide how Iʼm feeling or reacting to stuff but I know trying to control everything I can in situations where Iʼm stressed like this isnʼt my best trait. But Iʼll have good shows or someone will pay me to send Snapchatʼs and itʼll be more than good
I also donʼt want you to think Iʼm not super super excited about seeing you
Might be part of the stress- I want to make sure nothing goes wrong before that
It might lover and thatʼs okay :)
Flights might get locked down for 5 months you canʼt control that so thereʼs nothing you can do- other than just stress as though it would make any difference lol- see the fallicy?
Relax and let everything take care of us
Just enjoy the fun of aiming to set things up how we want
But.... If youʼre feeling something right now- Iʼve got your back and let it rip :)
Why do you have to be right most of the time? So annoying. But yeah I think I mainly just feel stupid bout wasting money and felt like I had to try and explain it
But hey Iʼm feeling very good that the dog thing worked out
Iʼm going to relax for thirty minutes or so, eat lunch and then either nap and cam or cam and nap depending on energy levels. You should be eating and feeling great and checking on insurance for that mole
I loooooove that you care about me
Bitch I slammed sooooooooo much food in quite sure it completely constituted all the eating I didnʼt do earlier
Like- prob half a carton of choc ice cream- tons of mango mousse- pasta - spring rolls- this was NOT a conscious eating moment
But it feels so good!!!!!
Itʼs like- isnʼt this the whole point of life? Spend money to have your lover with you and eat good food when it feels good!?
I canʼt unlock my unconscious about this!
Now listening to Jordan Peterson talk to this innocent guy who was apparently in Guantanamo for like 15 years
Def gonna have to nap
Food is too simple of a joy to really restrict without really good reason. Unlock about why?
Damn thatʼs heavy. Guantanamo seems like a great way to make terrorists out of people that arenʼt to start with
That looks very good. Youʼve accomplished so dang much the past couple of days
This is beautiful though
And less beautiful. Knew he subscribed
Is he blocked elsewhere is that why??
I shouldnʼt have checked but I was curious. Not going to do anything about it but look at the level of delusion here. It was his idea he pushed for weeks
Is it worth telling him you donʼt feel as though you were treated fairly at all in the divorce and donʼt feel civil toward him? Or is it a lost cause?
Yep only contacted him through email about the
divorce issues in the past twoish years. If it made me feel better maybe but honestly itʼs not worth starting anything, Iʼm always going to be the bad guy and I donʼt really care enough to have an argument about it
His Reddit name is bloodraven lol
10 days ago he posted that and then today wrote to you!
?* Why didnʼt he just wrote to your email?
He posted that on something very unrelated to me. Itʼs not worth trying to figure anything out about it, just a great reminder how delusional his perspective is
About?
Lol I figured just checking. Yeah itʼs really just not worth engaging with him. Kinda sad thatʼs probably what heʼs telling everyone I knew for 5 years but Iʼm much happier now
12/27/21, 1901 PM
I did end up blocking and refunding his subscription. Told him to not purchase any of my content and to not contact me again. Just made me uncomfortable and it violates the divorce papers anyways
I think heʼs kinda right though
KIDDING LOVER!!!!!!!
Of course Iʼm kidding Sheesh
Aight then boss move boss bitch I love you like a ham sandwich in a wet ziplock
I got an audio recorder on my phone just in case. I love you as much as that is disgusting
In case he calls and acts silly you mean?
Yeah exactly. Not loving the sudden attention
I basically see you in two days because itʼs so early on the 31
Iʼm confused about the time zone stuff but it says I should get there at 1g45 AM on the 31
Okay so itʼs closer to 60+ hours but itʼs basically two days
Oh cool I actually hate you
Can you even put a price on that
Wait really!?!?!? Literally 48 hours!?!?
You just ruined my fucking life. Itʼs currently 1am of the 28th here. Thanks you fucking bitch
Yea thanks Iʼm fucking devastated
Listen I think at this point it would probably just be better to call off the trip
Delete my number and pay me for the car wash
350 is my hourly and 5,500 for the heartbreak
12/27/21, 4912 PM
Shit I thought I responded to this! If I keep having days like today I can get you that in 12 days
Oh yea?? Todays a big day? Like way more than normal or just a little?
I should easily get to 500 before the end of the night. Granted a chunk of that is coming from
camming but still
And done
Iʼm getting dinner with David. Youʼre my person
I love you
Thanks for showing me your dick even though I could have gotten kicked out
Thatʼs a great point
Itʼs somehow endearing
Wait lover Iʼm just sitting down!
what good would I be if not an asshole?
12/27/21, 7921 PM
!!!!
I canʼt believe how excited I am to see you
I need you to wake up except not really because you need sleep. Iʼm very happy things are working out and also a bit sleep deprived
Sarah Pitts kept an audio message from you. 12/27/21, 8900 PM
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12/27/21, 9917 PM
Unfortunately I think I got the test just a little too early and Iʼll have to do another tomorrow
Honestly the best bet might be to photoshop the 6 in 26 into 27. Iʼm like 5 hours past the 72 hour mark so I donʼt feel bad about it. I sent the pdf to your email, trying to figure it out
You might be able to copy and paste that 7. Iʼm not sure how photoshop works or what I need but my brain is failing and I have to sleep
12/27/21, 11953 PM
Okay sorry for blowing up your phone but I also sent my attempt at just converting it to a Google doc and back
12/28/21, 4938 AM
I think I only got 6 hours but Iʼm awake ?????
Woke up for a few hours with craaaaazy stomache pain I think it was too many plums on an empty stomach lol
Or something bad in the buffet
Yes you totally nailed the fake letter :DDDDDD Sheʼs learning ;)
2.5 days from now youʼll be waking up bundled into my chest... Iʼll kiss your eyelids.... And then slap you in the mouth and fuck you like a prisoner of war.
12/28/21, 6947 AM
Is your stomach feeling any better? I seriously canʼt wait
Yea itʼs fine now - just needed one outrageous bathroom session. And I mean outrageous lol
12/28/21, 8958 AM
Lol glad itʼs good now. So close!! Yeah
Do ppl have to mask in AL now??
Oh itʼs definitely not required Are you at your hotel?
12/28/21, 10931 AM
No lover just pulled up to house party of Jaraʼs friends and gonna play poker
What are you up to? NOW ITS TWO DAYS LOVER!
Iʼm about to head to lunch. Have fun! And yes!!
In two days WE will be walking into parties together and trying food and sneaking off to make out and Iʼll sell you to Arabs and I LOVE YOU!
I physically need to see you, just very excited
Letʼs love each other and be partners what do you say?
In?
Packing a skirt and heels yea?
Yea def one dress up :)
Or we can go find something here too if you want something better
Iʼm in
Iʼll be headed to Atlanta this time tomorrow
12/28/21, 2909 PM
Soooo close to having my love drug with me
Fucking finally
I can do that, itʼs all pretty casual
Iʼll bring the nicer one I have for sure
Yay! Getting into gambling?
lol alright! Iʼll be here
2 out of three I just won my third poker game babe! Won about $150
Possibly- Iʼll explain when Iʼm back at hotel- about 20/30 mins
Iʼll be here
12/29/21, 2926 AM
Hey! I just finished all the content and customs
Good morning beautiful lover
So so close
Hey!!!!
Sorta
I love you!!!
Come back to bed? I think Iʼll sleep another 30 you down to cuddle?
12/29/21, 5903 AM
Canʼt stop sleeping but it feels so goooooood
12/29/21, 6935 AM
Noooow Iʼm up up- you!?
You mid sleep or sumthin?
Iʼve got your back :) And your butthole.
Getting up now to walk Eris, drop her off and then get ready to go
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Itʼs gonna be great
12/29/21, 11932 AM
Waking into pharmacy call you rt back I love you like a chalupa Also: flight still on track yea!?
Leaving for Atlanta now Definitely forgot a toothbrush Iʼm still not past cullman
I love you. And should be but
Canʼt do online check in
Yeah I think so All good?
lol Iʼm just asking if youʼre safe
Iʼm going to be paranoid about pretty much everything that could go wrong for the next 20+ hours let me know if it gets too much
Hmmmm probably just because they changed your name after the booking Iʼll bet 99% thatʼs it
All good?
Shooooooower me with whatever youʼre going through lover- I donʼt know how to explain it but I looooooove being your rock
I just think youʼre so cool
I really sent everything to go smoothly but itʼll work out either way
And youʼre the best
Sent?
Ohh I meant want not sent On transit to the airport
Sent everything?
You said I really sent everything to go smoothly? Did you mean *expect?
OMG ONG OMG OMG!!!!!
Going down to ask someone to fix my shower drain then Iʼll be back up to call you
If I canʼt answer you then Iʼll call back as soon as I can
Iʼm so damn nervous tbh
In a very long line to speak to an agent about a boarding pass
Donʼt you fucking DARE BITCH!
Nooooo itʼs gonna be smooth sailing :)
Did you not see the people outside that you could just give a dollar to?
No one was actually out there but also I need a boarding pass before I can go anywhere really
Get whatever the ticket issue is resolved
No they give you a boarding pass out there too
Fuck I donʼt know what to do, the woman at the front told me to go there
I mean itʼs fine itʼs not like youʼre going in the wrong direction but it can be potentially a lot faster. But if you didnʼt see anyone out there, they are not always out there
Iʼm here and I am all yours now so anything you
Iʼm here and I am all yours now so anything you need I can answer
Itʼll be good I just hate lines and uncertainty Love you though
Yea the coach line is deeeeeeeefinitely the worst When itʼs long
Depending how long you have before your flight you could also consider just sitting down until the line dies down- it tends to go in shifts
Itʼs not completely awful and itʼs sort of moving
Iʼm at least happy Iʼm not traveling alone with four small kids
I have about three hours
Pretty sure they also check bags Maybe 4-5 groups in front of me
Ok then yea go ahead and stick it out How long is the line looking??
Oh okay good- there soon enough
Yea both them and the guys out front do bag check as well as ticket
Itʼs only a question of whether the guys outside can do things like seat selection
Were there self help kiosks? It probably would have told you to go to the counter- but those are great- most people are too intimidated to use them- but you just check yourself in, get the suitase tag- and take the suitcase to a short line to be dropped off
Fuckk I should have gone to the international terminal first
Oh shit!!!!
Daaaaaaaaaamn Youʼre in line there now?
Was he able to help you with whatever the problem was??
Waiting for that now. He seemed like Iʼd have plenty of time bur uhhh
But uhhh
Nope and Iʼm waiting for the shuttle to that terminal
Fuuuuuuck How long do you have before flight now?
Def see if they have anyone outside there but I just realized probably not for international. But maybe.
Yea youʼre fine.
No alternates that nobodies noticing? Any self checkin kiosks?
Self checkin said you have to go to counter?
Fuuuuuuuuck
It leaves at 8g15, itʼs 5g20
Oh the shuttle now
Oh no this line is insane
Nope not at all, I tried the self check in one I mean itʼs super long
Yes
Iʼm not even sure where it ends
Thereʼs not, Iʼve asked staff
Maaaaaaybe thereʼs like a separate customer service desk??
That can clarify the discrepancy- so you can use self help
Kiosk?
Or itʼs prob worth to call the airlines and see if you can fix the error whatever it is over the phone so you can use self checkin
Donʼt worry though- youʼll get on the plan Just waiting in line suuuuuuucks
I think thatʼs to check bags too, Iʼm not sure where else to do that
This line too
Whatʼs to check bags?
Yes, the people out front, the people at the desk, and the self check kiosks all take your bag.
Oh are you telling me that even if you did the self check kiosk you would still have to be in this line to drop your bags? Usually there is a second place to drop your bags if you do the self kiosk... No?
Air France is the only line thatʼs this fucking long but I tried with delta and there saying I have to go here. I only see delta kiosks
Yeah I might be fucked
Fuuuuuuuuuuck
So sorry lover :/
But still, you got there with plenty of time so at least youʼll get on!!!!
And there seems to be confusion between delta and
Air France about who is handling this. I canʼt do anything in the Air France app because it says I have to go through delta but delta says I have to through Air France
I donʼt know itʼs not moving at all Thatʼs a good point
If you are in that line, then everyone is in that line who got there three hours early for their international flight. So the flight will not leave without you
Lemme see if I can do anything from my laptop
But wait, do you still feel confident that you can only drop your bags in that line to? Even if you use the self-help kiosk?
And who and where did Air France tell you that you must talk to Delta??
Pretty sure yeah Their app
Apparently itʼs not letting other people check in online either
Whatʼs the flight number?
Oh OK good.
Well the good news is that you are not losing any time by not being able to use the kiosk
I just wish it would just move even a little bit
Yea on the laptop it transferred me to the delta app-
Yea on the laptop it transferred me to the delta app- and the delta app says system
Unavailable
So maybe their computers are fucked rt now- may as well get on a call to see what they say at delta: 8 00-221-1212
Did you show that image you showed me to the delta ppl?
I explained it at least. Yeah Iʼll do that
Might wanna ask the person in front or behind if they can hold you place while you go show that pic to delta and see what happens!
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Ya so Iʼm saying ask the person in front and behind if theyʼll save it so you can get Intel for everyone- then go to a representative and say
“I already waited in the delta line- they told me to go to Air France and now Iʼm at the back of that line- but please look at what the app is showing- can you please assist me in getting back to a delta window to show them and hopefully take care of this?”
Then maaaaaybe delta can handle it- if not you can get right back in line
But if you have delta on the line Iʼd say keep them just in case
Also... welcome to flying hell. This is always a potential :/
But I donʼt know where to get a representative. Iʼm on the line. Thereʼs just more long lines and one
I donʼt really trust just leaving my bags here Their hold time is 2 hour
No Iʼd say take the bags with you and come back- are you able to stack everything on my roller bag?
This line is just not moving. Transporting the bags is fine
I donʼt even know where I would go to ask, everywhere has a line
cranky woman thatʼs directing people to this line and saying she doesnʼt know anything
Oooooh.... Nobody else around huh?
Did you actually make it to the front of the delta line before?
If so then go to the one you spoke to and cut line and wait for them to get done with who theyʼre talking to. Thatʼs totally normal. If someone says mʼam thereʼs a line- just say “I already waited in this line I was told to come back to the front if there was a problem”. That is totally kosher and normal
Not at all and I did but that was at a completely different terminal
Ooooh- still you can go up and go “Iʼm so so sorry- just a quick question- thereʼs nobody to ask- but should I be in your line or Air France?? The app is telling me to come to you even though itʼs an Air France ticket??” With any luck they will just start helping you and book you
“Quick question” is always okay How are you doing? Freaking out?
Do some deep breaths- this is veeeeeery common with flying.
Like I said- EVERYONE who would be on your flight is either in line or behind you. So donʼt worry about that part.
Very much freaking out I have no idea what to do and this line isnʼt moving and thereʼs no one that works here around
If anyone is getting on itʼs you- most people get there 2.5 or 2 hours early
Yea everythingʼs crazy but keep it cool- worst thing that happens is you leave tomorrow or the next day donʼt worry- keep your head on strait so we can try to find the channel to get this done
Is the beginning of the line strait ahead of you in that picture you showed me?
Approx how many people in front of you?
Their online support is absolutely trash. At least 100 It also wraps around toward the thing apparently And it seriously hasnʼt moved
Have you spoken to the person in front or behind you?
Yeah theyʼre having the same issue
Has anyone gone to the front of the line just to see whatʼs going on up there?
Yeah someone ahead of me was saying that it wraps around too
I donʼt know
But has anyone looked to see if they are checking people in up there
Like, if thereʼs only two people working, but they are in fact working, then that would help to understand whatʼs going on. Or maybe up at the front youʼll hear people talking saying all flights are cancelled and everyoneʼs getting rebooked
I would definitely definitely ask someone to save your place in line so you can go see whatʼs going on up front and report back to everyone
And at the front pick out a friendly face abd ask them how long they were in line and if they know what the holdup is for
Holy shit someone has been here since 2. The woman behind me just went up and checked
I know this is so not your thing but I need you to put on your army helmet and act like a boss dude just for now and then I will
Pamper you when you get here
Fuck Iʼm not going to make it. Iʼll get there but I donʼt think an 8g15 flight is happening
And itʼs 5g15?
No 6g15?
Hmmmm...
Did she say how many ppl were working etc??
No stress- let me keep looking at options You said the delta lines are just as long?
Does it move more?
6g15
Yeah the woman behind me went
She just said a couple
Not just as but itʼs long
I guess but I donʼt want to get back in that line just to be told I need to get back in this one
Ah I think itʼs canceled or delayed
It just disappeared from the app
But when I did that they just told me they couldnʼt help me because I wasnʼt in their system since it was Air France
I really think you need to rely on the people to let you back in- and go to the front of delta and show them the app so they can at least tell you why that might be happening and you can be sure
What did? Your flight?
And I think so
Yea interestingly itʼs calling it a delta flight on the AT L.com airport website
But who told you that?
Some person not giving a fuck ushering people or someone at the front who knows stuff
Itʼs sort of moving now. Maybe. And the delta
representative at the desk told me that
Oooooh. But you didnʼt show them the picture, right? But you told them the app said come to them or?
I explained exactly what the picture said
Yeah exactly
Yeah. You might want to go on and get some sleep, I think Iʼll be here awhile
Fuck. Oh like the desk at the other terminal?
Frik
Noooo
Iʼm
Looking into the whole “first flight other airline” concept
Just did a significant movement though. The Air France website said it was Air France flight when I checked to see if it had changed
The line is at least moving
Right... hopefully thatʼs some online glitch... Ok maybe they got more people up there hopefully...
Now listen- itʼs tooooootally normal to show people at security if you are gonna miss your flight- tell them you got here 3.5 hours early but the Air France line didnʼt move
Yes- maybe theyʼve just paced things so that everyone will get through even if the early birds Had to wait while nobody was at the front
Oh I definitely will talk to anyone I can to move faster
Thereʼs gotta be some computer glit CB Glitch
Iʼm at the front of the line to get into the real line
I think so
So definitely Moving more now??
Ok... at an hour 30 minutes youʼre still
More less in the clear- but Iʼd security is at all Long deeeeefinitely give someone that paragraph
If security*
Okay itʼs definitely a mass problem, they just made sure everyone was in the 8g15 flight and pulled people that missed their 4g50 flight. They said theyʼre doing all they can
Yeah pretty much
So basically everyone in that line is for the 8g15 flight?
Ok thatʼs good
Yeah at least itʼs a large group of people confused
Ok what now Iʼm on such a cliffhanger lol
The line is moving and I see the front I assume it might be delayed
Just got delayed until 9
Yaaaaaaay!!!!!!!
And you have a pretty long layover in France yea?
Yes itʼs 5.5 hours! So that should be okay
Yeah I feel a bit better
OMG OMG OMG itʼs gonna happen lover!
Iʼm gonna over love you.
Iʼm gonna over love you.
Youʼre cute
Iʼm on both flights I guess? Thereʼs got to be a computer problem. Close-ish to the front now
Damn theyʼre still making you fuckin have to hustle lol
Hopefully you donʼt have to take the train and youʼll be walking right into the intntnl terminal
How we doing now This is like a suspense movie
Friiiiiik
Iʼm in the terminal at least
Iʼm at the front of the line but itʼs stalled hard
People going to random African countries with 8 bags each
They say anything about ushering or through security?
Getting help now
Got the tickets, Covid test checked and bags away Going to security now!
Lol I am! This line is shorter at least. I love you so much
Wahooo!
Ruuuuuuuuuun!!!!!! Lol I loooooove you Sarah Pitts!
Ok good you should be totally fine then :)
Ok good you should be totally fine then :) Juuuust in case you donʼt know:
Donʼt be tempted to think you have time and go shop/order food. Go strait to the gate to make SURE you know where it is/you donʼt have to take an extra bus or some shit
Iʼve done that- thinking I have plenty of time and then not realizing how far I am from the gate
Donʼt worry I definitely will. Going straight there after security
You better Security is done
Iʼm gonna love on you till you puke
Ok perfect!!!!
You should be getting there with about 5-15 minutes before they start boarding
IF you get there and you feel totally confident on time- totally go pick up a bunch of drink and snacks so you donʼt have to buy their bullshit
You prob get a meal but itʼs so annoying waiting for it
I found the gate and yeah going to get a few snacks nearby
Wahooooooo!!!
Iʼm hopping in the shower then letʼs FaceTime when youʼre seated waiting to get on
Yay! Thanks for staying up Itʼs super crowded
I think thereʼs already a line in
Hey youʼre my favorite person and Iʼm brain tired but I love you and it is going to be 100% worth it to
FaceTime me whenever :-)
finally fucking see you again and I canʼt wait and youʼre the best person I know
I require at least an hour of full body contact
12/29/21, 10948 PM
I have never felt so poor in my life
Iʼm in between two women born in la that live in France and itʼs just all about breeding and showing horses, yachts, art theyʼve bought, famous people theyʼre connected to, etc
12/30/21, 1946 AM
Noooooooo lol Theyʼre talking to you or each other? I gotta sleep another 3 hours
12/30/21, 4949 AM
Hey! And both. Iʼm landing now
To clarify again- I donʼt need to pick up checked bags, right?
Bitch youʼre international!
How posh
Definitely not Feel free to ask but I can 100% guarantee you no
They should have said to you when you got your ticket “your bags are checked to Dubai”
The barcode sticker things she attached to my first ticket had Dubai on them
Exactly :)
Keep that btw- thatʼs just in case your bags get lost they track it with that
I will! So yeah I should be good then. Iʼm at the gate, might try to get sleep
10 hours lover!!!!! Was the flight bearable?
Was the flight bearable? Or did the seat become unbearable?
The person next to me was a bit much but overall it was fine. I have a middle seat for this one though
Go to any Air France desk and see if they will change your seat- no?
Yeah thatʼs a good idea
I love you like beacon
12/30/21, 8925 AM
I love you. Took a good nap and then woke up in time to board
Yay!! So close
7 HOURS LOVER!!!!
Your flight about to leave or? Iʼm about to get in my ride to the event and I can call you from the ride
Iʼm on the plane about to leave yeah Hopefully leaving soon at least
Yeah itʼs too tight and loud in here :(
Ok- get ready bitch youʼre about to get loved on so hard.
I love you so much, very very excited to finally see you
12/30/21, 12907 PM
3.5 hours and I will have youuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!! This is better than Xmas morning!!!!!!
Itʼs going to be so worth it. Iʼm going to sleep with you tonight
Ask for ANYTHING tonight- that was hell travel- I need you in good shape so let me be your butler for
a night :)
It was delayed a bit so now itʼs saying Iʼll be there 15 minutes late
I mainly want an hour of full body contact within the first 24 hours of me being there
Iʼm not super hungry or craving anything. Honestly a little hard to think about anything but seeing you again
DONE :) I love you What do you want to eat or drink?
Weʼre going to eat now Iʼll send you some menu ideas including what I reccomend
I canʼt really eat with my front teeth but itʼs more awkward than limiting
12/30/21, 2908 PM
!!!!
Oh Iʼm just excited
It might take me awhile to get off the plane, Iʼm towards the end. But I canʼt wait!!
I mean I physically have to wait but still
Terminal 1
Should land in under 30 minutes!
Whatʼs up lover!?!?
On my way to the airport!!!!!
Know what terminal youʼre getting in to?
Uhhuh
You are joking, right?
Just wanted to be sur Sure
Just landed
Ok babe I just have to go to a rehearsal and then Iʼll pick you up in about 3 or 4 hours happy landing :)
Lolol gotchuuuuuu of course lover. Didnʼt think youʼd even blink on that one
Waiting for you at a coffee shop facing a window to where youʼll be coming from :)
Iʼm still on the plane but I fully love you
I think Iʼm waiting for baggage?
Weʼre minutes away lover :)
Lol yes probably- are you around a bunch of ppl from the flight at a baggage carousel?
I donʼt see the carousel but thereʼs a crowd
Did you have to take a team there? Tram
I do, followed people here
Meaning you canʼt see the carousel that theyʼre presumably huddled around?
No but I was on a different airline Just make sure you recognize ppl from your flight Feel free to ask anyone to be sure
Oh yea- the sign says baggage reclaim- definitely where you want to go :)
And someone checked my information and Covid test
Iʼm very confused. I think I have to wait in a visa line
Yes
Fuck- you might have needed to get a visa but I donʼt think so... if so itʼs just a matter of signing up for it
Donʼt worry about that- just tell them you are meeting your boyfriend it should be all fine
Iʼm pretty sure I looked it up and they said US can get on arrival
Currently says the queue time is 14 minutes Now getting baggage
I found where it is now just need bags Got one
Still havenʼt seen the other is that bad
People are still here Got it
:)))))
Gimmie Gimmie Gimmie Gimmie!!!!!
GIMMIE lol
If eeeveryone leaves then yea kinda lol
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1/1/22, 3943 AM
1/2/22, 2925 PM
Are there plastic forks anywhere in the room?
rhagan21@hotmail.com ScandiStyle3 1/1/22, 7959 AM
Are you alive?
Should be cutlery still in the drawer by the computer or to the left of the computer
1/3/22, 5934 AM
Yes- Iʼm dealing with a dense mud cutting. Half way through. Cheer me on please.
1/3/22, 11958 AM
You have some more issues to work out then
1/5/22, 4921 AM
1/7/22, 6938 AM
I know everything is going great so Iʼm not going to say hope
1/7/22, 8938 AM
You didnʼt support me on this I love you... Like a brother
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It did go good :) Coming back now Howʼs the treasure doing?
Good! I got somewhat lost trying to find food but
Good! I got somewhat lost trying to find food but good now
I am
Thatʼs kinda why I decided to stay in the hotel after
1/7/22, 1922 PM
Were the doors like half closed with no one here when you were down here?
Donʼt get lost in dubai!!!! You at hotel now?
Yes ask the front desk theyʼll send someone
Theyʼre super busy Iʼm going to walk to a confidence store
Convenience
1/8/22, 8949 AM
1/9/22, 10955 AM
Let me in plz
The Best Mallet Finger Exercises
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1/10/22, 7947 AM
So tonight we will go to the Dubai mall and the Burj Khalifa etc.... But whatʼs your thoughts on the expo tomorrow? The one after the other fascinating architectures are definitely interesting... The grandiosity of the globe in the middle is definitely interesting... And the things that I posted on my
story were pretty cool but then it becomes a lot of walking and mostly just relentless ways of using projectors on shaped walls
About a 45 minute ride by train... If you have even the slightest interest letʼs definitely do it so that you will have been able to see it
Iʼm leaning towards no for sure but Iʼll think about it
Yay that looks a lot better. And I love you. Would much rather enjoy the time I have than sulk
So I have to get a test to re-enter the country regardless so Iʼll get one tomorrow. If I do test positive at an airport it is a government quarantine though
I think Iʼm going to just have to calm down and go to the mall testing in the morning. If it takes the full 24 hours to get back then thatʼs just whatʼs going to happen, but most things Iʼm seeing says itʼs usually faster
:)
Coming back fuck lover :) Arabic speaking video has 180k views on TikTok:)
Good! 2X
Yeah Iʼm going to be here for awhile
1/11/22, 12900 AM
:///// Mall or hotel?
Mall
Not entirely sure yet. Just opened so just sorta started moving
How longs it looking??
An hour maybe? Maybe less
I want to be in bed with you
Fuckinaaaaaa
Ok I just realized today is checkout so lemme extend this and then see how it is for you- I could come join but at the same time my damn groin was aching again last night and I think itʼs just from all the walking!?!!!?
Iʼve gone maybe slightly less than half the line I think so itʼs not terrible. Donʼt walk more than you need to with that
I may have found a potential dog trainer in Huntsville
Itʼs so weird if I stand in place for a bit I start getting really dizzy but then just pacing a little helps
Girl I went to school with recommended it. I feel like I ate enough so not sure
Shit if I needed my passport Iʼm going to feel stupid
Fun whereʼd you find a trainer??? Did you not eat enoigh?? Did you eat anything?
Ah thatʼs right I forgot you were vigorously shaking a bag of Eminemʼs while I slept
I doubt it but if so of course Iʼll run it to you so you can stand by your place at the front
Ah yes thatʼs exactly how I remember doing it. Iʼm towards the front so I should know soon
Maybe a picture will work
Maybe a picture will work
Fuck pretty much everyone has it out. I read everything I could find on it how did I not notice that
Did you ask?
Iʼll be here if you need to come back to the hotel to take a picture
Havenʼt gotten the chance to yet. Almost
A picture worked. Thank you so much, heading back now
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Yay now all you have to do is relax and rub my feet for 7 hours
Easy. Going to stop for something to drink, do you want anything?
Couple diet 7 up cans wouldnʼt make me mad :) maybe a lil chocolate too
1/11/22, 10952 PM
Baked is funnier but made is more clear
Youʼre right, it feels like very few people are traveling right now. Already have luggage and boarding pass stuff done
Lover I love you like half made shit
Yeah the lines are very minimal
So basically we could have technically slept together another hour n half prob
:/ I love you hard imma sleep now
I feel fucked up that your alone for this long travel but Iʼm gonna remind myself you have all sorts of
wonderful discoveries and work and adventures of your own for now
Iʼm already done with passport stuff and security. But yes get lots of sleep I love you and will be fine
1/12/22, 5951 AM
Hope youʼre having a relaxing flight lover Thinking abt you is like a dream Doesnʼt seem real
1/12/22, 8923 AM
Youʼre kinda like fake Fame*
It can be comprehended or remembered clearly. Itʼs just overwhelmingly desirable
Cant*
1/12/22, 10914 AM
I love you so much. Weʼre pretty damn great together. I slept a good bit, just landed
1/12/22, 11923 AM
Whatcha thinking regarding the Paris visiting lover?
Oh itʼs foggy and freezing, staying in the airport. Unsure if I have to get a second Covid test. Everyone here and the cdc makes it unclear
:////// Anything worthwhile going on in there?
Shiiiiiit lover ://///
Iʼm thinking Iʼm okay but not sure. Iʼd have to go through passport stuff to get the test
It doesnʼt really make sense for me to have to take another here especially if I donʼt leave the airport,
right? And flights are limited, it seems like this is within their guidelines but I canʼt get a straight answer out of anyone
Weʼll I think that technically your test will have expired- but the real answer is whether they even check for test results once you have your TICKET- which you have-
So, if you left and came back you would merely go strait to TSA- which Iʼm 99% sure doesnʼt check for your tests- they only check your ID and boarding pass and belongings-
I think itʼs only the TICKETING agent who checks for test results- but of course thatʼs something youʼd want to be sure of
I think Iʼm going to go try and get a test anyways to be safe
Why??
If somehow you developed it in the last 24 hours then they will keep you there for quarantine, no?
You are doing that even if you donʼt leave the airport? He definitely donʼt need to do it if you donʼt leave...
I think that the risk is lower than not being allowed to board
Fuck I wish everyone was briefed on the same rules, every person I talk to tells me something different. How do you work at a French airport and know zero English
Iʼm giving up
It doesnʼt even matter because unlike the at least 5 people that told me and the website, I took an antigen test that doesnʼt even count. They donʼt offer pcr
Wait who doesnʼt offer PCR and whatʼs the difference?
I mean- we do know that if you hang in the terminal youʼd just get on the flight with your boarding pass,
right?
This airport and I have no idea but but the United States only accepts PCR. At this point Iʼve fully done everything I can to meet their confusing requirements so Iʼm getting some champagne and cheese and doing nothing until my flight
Itʼs all so last minute thereʼs probably double rules all over the place
Well- we will have lots of adventures in the future just enjoy I guess
This is the fanciest food Iʼve ever had in full sweats Hope the cypher went well
Iʼm trying out that place :)))
It did- no amazing rounds but a lot of exploration in a wonderfully safe place :))))
I love envisioning your pimp ass doing champagne and cheese in sweats
I mean- it is in fact pretty French Not loving it. Itʼs like cheese ice cream. Hella thick
Arabic ice cream? Iʼm curious
Iʼm
and not extra sweet
Besides the security guard that hit on me this are by far the nicest French people Iʼve encountered so far. Not cheap but very few things are open.
That does not sound particularly appetizing
It was very difficult not to look at my eyes
This airport is legit nearly empty though, itʼs strange
So you have to deal with stress from Covid testing and issues but definitely not from crowds or line
Really????? The French suuuuuck lol What was the security guards tactic
legit tho
And. I crying babies while you sleep under the halogen lights?
Wait what?
Ohh yes fairly minimal crying children this time. One Ukrainian woman was pitching a full fit at an Air France guy for the 24 hour Covid test issue and she grabbed her toddler, held him in front of the guy and just screamed “what am I supposed to do with him”
That and a very dramatic argument between a flight attendant and a passenger in French have been the loudest things to happen today
Apparently the Ukrainian Airlines tod her that Air France would take care of the issue and then they just refused
Lol and *no crying
Oh shiiiiit lol
Mufukas gettin crayzay
Spicy! Lol
Iʼm heading back to the hotel. Want to FaceTime when I get there?
Show me a little titty?
I got lucky though, it was just me and one of the most heavily tattooed guys Iʼve ever seen in my row. And yeah I can find a place. Probably no titty though
Yeah that was really nice!
And now I have a whole couch
Hey I love you
Aw is your finger making it difficult?
Oh nice you had a seat free next to you!?
Babe.... How the FUCK am I supposed to shower? I need your help why did you leave!?
Itʼs crazy to me that if I had just kept disrespecting myself in a relationship I thought would eventually be good I would have never met you at all
I gotta trust the universe more
1/12/22, 6937 PM
You didnʼt slip and die in the shower, right?
No but I did completely take apart, clean, six, and reassemble my clipper and then cut my hair lol
Okay cool seemed unlikely but just making sure
Pretty sure Iʼm the only person here
Walking into the shower now
Kinda cool
Maybe do some onlyfans pics????
Rare opportunity as long as you avoid the security cameras
You scared or fine with falling asleep there?
Fantastic call. I probably wonʼt fall asleep but Iʼll be good here
Iʼm not super tired and I think I would feel a little safer sleeping on the plane
Why not fall asleep??
You sleep, I love you
Loser
Youʼre my favorite person And I hate you
I didnʼt have that option
Ok. If you need me I think you are able to break through my sleep mode.
Letʼs try
Ok try now to message me
One more
OK did you have to choose to make the text notify me?
Thanks for the little bit of titty lover :)
Ok weʼll figure it out another night. Love you goodnight
1/12/22, 10930 PM
Okay so itʼs a little bit more than I wanted to get it down to but to get Eris out I think Iʼll need 620. I can definitely get that and the dental stuff back to you
by the end of next week
1/13/22, 12930 AM
The sun doesnʼt rise until like 9 here wtf?? And why am I not next to you right now
I think I figured out how Iʼve avoided Covid
feed
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1/13/22, 4912 AM
Money sent :)
Oh thatʼs dope lol- weed prevents Covid
I wonder if anything will show that weed smokers got it less
You never got it??
Hey!! Im on the flight
As far as I know Iʼve never had it
1/13/22, 5942 AM
1/13/22, 8950 AM
Lover I just figured out something incredible!!!! Do you have service?
I love.... Love.... Love.... Loving you :) This is so cool :)
Hey! I do Iʼve just been sleeping great-two seats to myself
I love this more than anything before by miles
What do you mean?
Ahhhh perfect :) basically a first class flight for nothing
I was just gonna tell you I figured out that my girl isnʼt the problem- itʼs my gut WITH my no ass. Figured youʼd wanna know as soon as I figured that out :)
The ratio of no ass to lil gut. If I had an ass my gut
would be fine.
Ohh yeah itʼs really not a big deal in the slightest. Youʼre the hottest person Iʼve seen
No Iʼm telling you itʼs the dilemma! Iʼm getting ass implants.
Lol Iʼm just being ridiculous
Wait WHAT!?
WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SERIOUSLY SAY THAT!?
Wait what
No you need a bubble butt
That would look so strange tbh
I just slept the majority of the flight
Itʼs starting to land
Would definitely recommend being the only person in the row
Youʼre right. And my favorite person
1/13/22, 2908 PM
On the shuttle to the domestic terminal so I can get on a shuttle to the parking lot
Flight is over????
Oh wow it bad at all :))))
(Thank you universe)
Are you driving lover?
Ok Iʼm at the hotel tryna do some
More work but may crash soon so hit me whenever you wanna talk
If I get to my car before you do Iʼll call you real quick
before you sleep
Okay just found and got on the second shuttle
1/13/22, 6957 PM
1/13/22, 9919 PM
Internet isnʼt working and it doesnʼt seem to be something I can fix from the router, going to call in the morning. About to go to Maxʼs for a bit
I hope youʼre completely sprawled out and sleeping great
:)))
Max is the one that sex felt good? Or before that?
And- I woke up wanting to fuck your mouth. Just FYI.
I forgot already- Sam is Sam n Gregʼs, max is the kind of recent ex, Craig is the guy I met??
Kind of recent. And David is who you mean by Craig I think
I love you. And yeah but otherwise donʼt really find him attractive so now kinda pointless
Logged?
I already crave that so much
Logged
I have them in order lol The fellas
Now come be the little spoon we still gotta sleep for two more hours to sleep. Come here bitch.
I love spending life with you a lot more than apart
1/14/22, 2921 AM
1/14/22, 2921 AM
Hmmm I think I feel more awake than usual?? Technically I stayed in bed for 10ʼhours but maybe sleeping earlier will be good for feeling awake?
1/14/22, 6905 AM
1/14/22, 8937 AM
That looks so good. What kind of food is it?
I had a bit too much to drink and slept on the couch. Doesnʼt feel great, not worth it
Of course as soon as I stop seeing you my skin breaks out. Itʼs definitely lack of you and not the travel part
Join me while I work?
Hi lover :) Just hummus/Arabic stuff and a weird shrimp salad Lol bitch was like lemmie get back to DRANKIN My little pimple queen :)
Iʼll love you all the same even with bad skin except 25% less
Hi! I love you. And that seems fair
I think this feeling plus not really missing it for two weeks has solidified me not wanting to drink regularly at all
Woooooooow who am I talking to
Came to dubai now you think youʼre all booshy and enlightened
:) I loooooove you somethin stupid lover
Youʼre so great and hot and comfortable I hate it
I really like them- maybe first more
Does it move?
I have no idea why I thought that But it looks cool
About to go free the pup
Very excited!! And Lol Iʼm not. I want to feel your arms
1/14/22, 2929 PM
Still toying around with ideas :)
Nother logo concept
Nah lol
Because youʼre still drunk Yaaaaaaaaaaay lol You excited to see herV ?*
I want to hug you from behind in the mirror
That sounds perfect. I donʼt think Iʼve ever seen Eris this excited
:))))
It looks great!!
I love surprise pics!!!!!
Itʼs now... finally... officially... finished :)
Call me when you want lover Iʼm just going to do a little more work on my logos and go to sleep
1/14/22, 4908 PM
Church Slave - Shirley Q. Liquor
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1/15/22, 2952 AM
Hey Iʼm about to shower and get some sleep but
youʼre my absolute favorite person and I feel so comfortable and happy being with you and I know youʼre going to keep being great
1/15/22, 5903 AM
How English sounds to non-English speakers
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1/15/22, 8909 AM
Good, very bad dream
Oh hey!!!! You are very very loved :)
Nooooo lover!!!!! I had one too
Anytime I sleep for a few more hours after I wake up it happens
I loooooove you and will do anything I can to make sure you always know you are loved fully as you say
1/15/22, 11928 AM
Youʼre the best. Hope youʼre having a good day
1/15/22, 1930 PM
Beautiful girl Iʼm about to leave the mall Iʼll be at the hotel in like 20 if youʼre around
Yes please
1/15/22, 5926 PM
1/15/22, 5926 PM
Iʼm gonna do this on your pussy then your butthole
I havenʼt showered- watched all my vids show I could show you and try to be cool
Youʼre hot as fuck and it looks like a little different thing for you
JACKASS 4: FOREVER Trailer 2 (2022)
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Hey come fuck me
1/15/22, 8958 PM
1/16/22, 2938 AM
Thigh high stockings- sweatshirt- no panties. Put a dab of honey on your clit.
This is somehow the closest thing on my phone to that description, out of the hundreds of nudes I have
My treasure my toy my whore my lover my best friend
Iʼm doing a free trial of a website that schedules
Iʼm doing a free trial of a website that schedules Reddit posts at their recommended times to see if itʼs worth $20 a month. Just set up a bunch of posts for today about to head to sleep
Bad bitch I gotta get two more hours of sleep
Nothing in your dreams is beyond your capacity to handle them. You now have a gun in your purse and your purse is always on you. If your husband shows up you kill him and many people write to tell you how happy they are that you got rid of this evil man. If anyone ever touches you then you kill them immediately and people tell you how happy they are that you ended their misery too
So all your dreams will still be a little violent but you are the violent one. Smashing anyone who dares to distract or disrespect you while you are trying to achieve a life of maximum love and giving.
So that you can have that experience and see what itʼs like to be the one with the power- you at LEAST deserve to have that experience once
So go get to enjoying killing bad guys!
Or- if not able to do that- then just run right into the bad people in your dreams and let them kill your demand that your dreams stop wasting your time with bullshit. It canʼt hurt you it can only leave you in suspense :)
Kill the suspense
I think youʼre onto something. They did stop for awhile after I stood up for myself in one by basically saying kill me if thatʼs what youʼre going to do, but Iʼm not going to beg or bend to you. Iʼm going to try and focus on that before I actually fall asleep. Iʼm very safe and protected
Youʼre my dream person
YES :))))
And then also every time you do that I walk into the room after and tear my shirt off and make love to
you with a sprinkle of choking and a TON of anal. Your DREAM person that one got me good too :)
Get sleep. I love you for a million different reasons and you donʼt need to keep be entertained for it. Iʼll leave out that last part but deal
1/16/22, 6959 AM
Got hit with a random wave of grateful just now
Of course your little neck and essence came to Mind first
Sending a wave of love and peace and new paths to wash over you as you fuck everyone up in your dreams :)
Iʼve got your back.
Wait what the actual fuck
I literally canʼt figure out if this is your dream or reality lol
Whatʼs worth damaging a relationship lol?
1/16/22, 10947 AM
I havenʼt remembered any so far but sleeping fairly well. Youʼre my best friend
1/16/22, 1925 PM
Also my grandfatherʼs wife found out about what I do and she thinks Iʼm going to hell and that youʼre trying to sex traffic me
My mom reiterated that she doesnʼt approve but Iʼm the most emotionally stable Iʼve ever been and itʼs not worth damaging a relationship over
lol she thinks my lifestyle is too high priced and indulgent because of all of my designer shoes and purses
Oh and youʼre also a massive drug dealer
Nope not a dream
My porn career
Oh like youʼre relationship with them
Yeah Iʼm not concerned about it damaging the relationship with my mom but yeah my grandfatherʼs wife has lost her mind about it
Disappointing but oh well
Still at the baby shower :( Iʼll call you as soon as Iʼm back if youʼre still up
Oooooh shit lol this is all happening in real time
You okay?
Sheʼs not here thankfully but uh yeah itʼs been interesting
Sheʼs super religious and a bit crazy but Iʼve always been very nice and accommodating to her. Disappointing that she thinks Iʼm the devil incarnate now because of nudes but whatever thatʼs the way sheʼs going to be about it
1/16/22, 9936 PM
Kept getting the sound of falling water and uh
1/17/22, 1959 AM
Before I needed 7 stickers on my face
1/17/22, 4901 AM
1/17/22, 5906 AM
I love picture from you :) You up my buttcheek girl?
Bitch look at this piece of amazing that I found at zara
I love that!
You look too good Smash
Many times
No condom cum in
Smash or pass?
!!?? Condom or no condom?
1/17/22, 6959 AM
1/17/22, 8927 AM
Guy just came to fix the leak issue. Eris only barked maybe 20% of the time
Going to try and get a little more sleep before dentist. I love you best friend
Iʼm about to go in
I love you cock whore turn around and give me that ass right now.
Das my bad bitch :)
1/17/22, 10943 AM
Ok lover youʼre just a month or two away from no more mouth worries enjoy the gas!
No gas :( that was way worse honestly
He did like 8-10 numb injections and it didnʼt seem
to work all the wat
Nooooooo wtf!?!?!?!?
Did they just not offer the gas or did they say you canʼt?
I think there was a point where he asked and I didnʼt hear him correctly and then I was too nervous to say anything. Definitely will next time
Ok weʼre gonna do fucking speaking up for yourself drills and belief resets lol
I did speak up about this thing he used to hold my mouth open. It was cutting into my bottom gums and really hurt
Step one :)
Finally had someone go get Maleeshas phone to fix it- turns out she has like dirt and water in the lense and thatʼs why the pictures always suck
Lol that would explain it for sure, does she have a case?
I swear I got a good one at first
Imma have to tell her to take it more seriously taking care of it
Weʼre gonna look for a really good one now
To be fair most kids are terrible at taking care of them
1/17/22, 1954 PM
Iʼm back at the hotel if you are free lover
I feel like this might be too strong but I love and miss you
Clingy?
Strong?
Nooooo lol
Clingy is literally only when thereʼs an ultimatum, consequence, agenda
Think about how much love I dump on you- does it ever feel clingy or does it feel clean and receivable without compromise?
(You can be honest)
It feels very warm and good and not like a contract at all
So if itʼs needy then itʼs needy- if you love me and want to express it- or want to make me feel good- let it rip Iʼm eating it up :)
I want you to do that thing where you move my hair out of the way, bring me soup, and then hold me for like 20 minutes because Iʼm being a wimp about mouth pain. Somehow even thinking about that is just really comforting
And I do (and will) express it, I just worry youʼll start to feel suffocated sometimes. But I know youʼll just tell me. And I donʼt expect anything from it, I just feel it and want you to feel as good as you can
:))))))) My chest feels like butter Iʼm so happy you communicated that with me I would l-l-l-love to comfort you right now
Youʼre perfect. Going to nap, hope you get a full 12 hours
And yea- I probably wonʼt ever feel
Suffocated if the energy isnʼt suffocating :) and since I donʼt have anxiety causing trouble for me - I wonʼt incorrectly assume youʼre suffocating me :)))
that didnʼt send Fuck ya later Whore
1/18/22, 5919 AM
Sheezus ok Iʼm up You up??
I Iʼm awake
Just woke up but have lots of sleep
Wahooooo! Like - woke up from sleep awake or awake awake
Sleep but
I mean— Iʼd love to see your face but donʼt wanna compromise your sleep so itʼs your call
1/18/22, 8901 AM
I love every little message I get from you :)
1/18/22, 10924 AM
Almost slept past lunch. Going to try and call you after
1/18/22, 11948 AM
Hi my beautiful slizut
Iʼve been merrily going nonstop all day on the laptop :)
Knocking lots of stuff off Love you hope youʼre having fun
1/18/22, 1920 PM
I love you. About to call labcorp about that bill :( You up?
Yep still just looking at headphones now lover hbu
1/18/22, 4938 PM
Can you hear me?
1/19/22, 1955 AM
About to sleep. I love you and need your arms around me asap
1/19/22, 5907 AM
I love you beautiful girl with a beautiful soul and doll eyes and a whore butthole
1/19/22, 7932 AM
I love you. Thought just popped in my head so figured Iʼd share ;)
Single brain cell looking for connections
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1/19/22, 8952 AM
1/19/22, 11925 AM
Hi favorite person in the world to ever exist
Oh? Anything interesting?
And ... same.
Was just talking about you with Jara :)
Mostly just discussing your flaws Sheʼs pretty disappointed and not really a fan now :/
JK lol- how Iʼm getting used to it being easy- and how youʼre a wordsmith with your words of affirmations :)
All you ever talk about is my flaws
And I love how easy it feels
I think weʼre still able to have difficult conversations
but Iʼm not usually really scared of them with you Best friend
Yay!!
Just got to take Eris on a walk
1/19/22, 1957 PM
Heading back to hotel lover be there in abt 15/20
Iʼm still giving birth... almost done Ok Iʼm freeeeeeeee!
1/19/22, 5925 PM
Letʼs go ahead and talk about how much you are into tonightʼs choice
What do you mean??? I did that... for you
Itʼs fine you hate it. I should have figured you hate everything I do.
Iʼm so livid it didnʼt record the sound :////
1/20/22, 1911 AM
What did you do
Iʼm just confused
Iʼm sure you look great
The universe is on my side now
Okay just left Samʼs and the stuff I used to accept insane
This grown man forgot to pay his power bill so we were sitting in the dark with a gas heater
I donʼt know I get mistakes happen but it seemed very on brand for him and I think I rely too much on a man to take the lead that itʼs not good for me to see a complete disaster as an example
Yeah it was a nice enough night
Didja get a good dick down at least?
I donʼt know that kind of stuff doesnʼt bother me but he was just more so comfortable with it that is was concerning
maybe he actually just didnʼt have the money
Iʼm pretty sure his parents would have paid for it if he knew it was going to happen
Maybe he was just trying to show off guitar playing
Yessss guitar playing lol Ok I gotta get one more hour of sleep
Get sleep Iʼm pressed up right behind you in spirit
1/20/22, 5914 AM
I am, just up for a minute. It is so nice
Sleeping lover? Iʼm getting up now Sleep is just sooooo sweet midday
Wait my sleep wasnʼt off I didnʼt see the message- still up?
Oh youʼre between sleep Ok. I love your face.
Ps also you are my princess
Ps also you are my princess
Few things make me feel as gratified as making this face smile this much
I love you so dang much itʼs insane
Everything about you just makes me smile and feel warm
1/20/22, 8932 AM
Had a Dubai dream that mostly involved this giant scary bug but I would still go for you
It was a metaphor for me Up??
Iʼm up!!
Thatʼs unfortunate. Excused her?
Honestly nicer than I expected
Thereʼs Rob
I love that I never really have to worry about your safety there
1/20/22, 12951 PM
Yea... so those pictures of her may have been taken 15 years and pounds ago.
I excused her in 5 minutes.
Hey listen I was expecting to meet you a while ago- and I donʼt think weʼre gonna be interested in the same things- but it was nice to meet you
Then I kicked her in the pussy
Iʼll be at hotel in like 15
Lol was that a worry before?
Lol was that a worry before?
My brain pretty much constantly goes to worst case scenario
But Iʼm not really worried about mugging or getting shot somehow there
As long as you are also there
Yea totally- that never happens :)))) Youʼre gonna loooooove it here ;)
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Wooooow really bitch??? Thatʼs how it is????
jk- goodnight. Charge your phone I love your face off.
Iʼm a dumbass and let my phone die
1/20/22, 11941 PM
Everything about you is better than I could have ever hoped for
I accidentally fell asleep but still going it cam in an hour or so
1/21/22, 1930 AM
Okay so maybe not. I went to go get ready and that thing on my nose keeps bleeding? Not a ton obviously but more than the zero amount Iʼm used to and I donʼt want to put make up over it. Going to spend a couple hours on other stuff and Iʼll do a couple shows tomorrow
Or maybe one in a few hours if Iʼm not tired
1/21/22, 2941 AM
Hi my beautiful :)
Imma try and sleep another 20 mins but the app says I had really great sleep :)
Call me your boyfriend and then shut the fuck up till
Hi boyfriend I love you
Nope
Iʼm done sleeping
1/21/22, 4933 AM
1/21/22, 5958 AM
Sleepin?
Youʼre my favorite boyfriend and I hope you have a fun and interesting day. Goodnight
Quit stealing my joke style you bitch!!!!
1/21/22, 11906 AM
I made it look like shiny glass :)))
A little Russian showed up to watch freestyle I think this one is a winner! I *think going back to hotel now?
Looks good! And Ok great have fun!
Awake
Yeah itʼs been confusing
You awake or intermission lover
I think you set yourself into dubai time while in alabama then set yourself back to alabama time while in Dubai
1/21/22, 2905 PM
I think I might have gotten something? Trying food first but doesnʼt feel like blood sugar, feels like sick
Wait youʼre feeling sick? Youʼre okay? Sheʼll be leaving soon but do you need me rt now?
Iʼm sick but thereʼs not really anything you can do.
Have fu Fun
I donʼt mean that any sort of bitchy way by the way. I legitimately hope youʼve had a good night
1/21/22, 4930 PM
1/21/22, 8944 PM
1/21/22, 8944 PM
Still alive
Still very into you
You alive?
:) Wtffff Iʼve only been asleep like 2 hours :/ Goodbye for now
1/21/22, 11956 PM
Have you passed out face down on the kitchen floor with a shattered salad brown next to your?
Iʼm still good, just paranoid enough to start looking up information on brain aneurysms again
But Iʼm all good, medication is helping. Get more sleep
1/22/22, 1939 AM
Going to try and get solid sleep now so if I donʼt answer Iʼm more than likely not dead
Ok cool
Love you best friend
Iʼm up
Is everything good?
1/22/22, 5956 AM
1/22/22, 8959 AM
I donʼt know why but Iʼm getting a little worried
1/22/22, 11918 AM
Youʼre the most attractive, smartest, open minded, funny, genuine person Iʼve known and Iʼm very proud to be with you
1/22/22, 12927 PM
Yea but whatʼs up you tryna fuck though?
Turn around bitch. Hands on the wall. Close your eyes and hold your breath. When I touch you you can breathe.
Obviously
That would work
You hit snack gold
I want to learn more about how bee hive and queens function
Read some crazy shit last night about it
Bitch...
Trying to connect
1/22/22, 5955 PM
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Just doing this kind of content and gonna focus on tik tok and advice
Better than this one, right?
Okay good, I trust your opinion Also I really fucking want you
Oooooh thatʼs a good one. Damn I want you.
First one is amazing
Yea my appetite for you is getting ravenous :) Actually going to bed now. Goodnight treasure
I have zero reservations about you (other than fears that I need to work on that have nothing to do with you) and I love that feeling
1/23/22, 12909 AM
I love you more than anything and I have your back and just want to be near you
1/23/22, 1921 AM
I donʼt know if Iʼve said it recently but again, youʼre the love of my life
1/23/22, 4946 AM
Iʼve looked at so much tik tokand still am not sure what to do but I feel like I did learn a lot from that advice sub and asking my subscribers what they would prefer. Gonna sleep now but youʼre my comfy place so going to focus on that now
1/23/22, 7943 AM
Lover I love love love love love love love love love love love those messages and i feel so incredibly good reading them :-)
But also I just want to double up and make sure youʼve fully processed that you donʼt owe me any level of sweet messaging and if anything ever makes you feel like holding back I would rather you communicate that tend send messages that are not authentically inspired OK? Or, if you just literally donʼt think about it but donʼt have any negative feelings and you donʼt have to send any messages at all until you do feel like it
1/23/22, 9924 AM
It is very authentic, just actually messaging you and saying stuff when I feel it
I love you insanely much
:))))))))) My lover my heart My home
Turn around Iʼm gonna tap on that butthole Youʼre so fun I love this :)
Uh oh lover looks like Iʼve got one of those Russian “dubai wives” coming to meet me at the mall lol. This could be a train wreck!
Shared a google doc with you for all the bella stuff :)
Have fun! Been getting much needed sleep And thank you so much!
Not going to go to her?
I wanna sleep with you
I think sheʼs flaking Kept trying to get me to go to her area... weʼll see
Hell no lol Way too basic type of person
Oh shit sheʼs on the way to the mall lol Woops
YES I WANT YOU ALL SQUIRRELED AROUND MY NECK!
I made the google doc all neat and tidy and pink ;) Thank you! Youʼre the absolute best, Iʼm very lucky
Easy is do 5X more Going well?
Shut up lover kiss my face 13 times!!!!!
1/23/22, 12940 PM
Big boobs- okay face- boring- donʼt think sheʼll come to the hotel now but imma push for it letʼs see...
She went home- Iʼm actually kinda happy- coulda been fun but rather get back get shot done n hang with you if you can
Imma go back into mall- grab ice cream- and then bounce
Iʼm just now getting up and took Eris out. Feel better but still just off
1/23/22, 6924 PM
Youʼre my best friend, Iʼm so so excited for the future with you
Still my favorite
1/23/22, 8954 PM
Although I kinda like this one more because I can see you kiss me
1/24/22, 1935 AM
1/24/22, 1935 AM
Just got off camming. Was kinda struggling to get past the $50 mark for an hour and then made triple in the next 15 minutes. Right now feeling exhausted but confident and very secure in you
Iʼm going to take a bath and set up tik tok and make a little bit of content for OF tippers there. My energy levels are even lower than normal but I feel mostly better
1/24/22, 3906 AM
I know how you feel about thigh highs
1/24/22, 4933 AM
Light headache from early has turned into massive headache. Need my boyfriend to rub my head
Nooooo lover whatʼs giving you headaches!? Iʼll rub your head as looooooong as you need :) Lover your EYES in this one :))))
You Culd scribble over the nips on this one and post on IG
Glad you made some MOOLAH last night Time for you to start paying for my dick Warm ness in my belly :)
I slept strain for 6 hours last night
The sleep part is great! Feel awake? I have no idea about the headaches, I think I actually did catch something. I feel a different kind of tired, like physically worn out and weak
Youʼre becoming a prostitute now?
*strait
I feel kinda awake- but these morning snoozes are soooooo deliscious
But I donʼt like that it eats up so much of the day If youʼre up ft me :)
1/24/22, 7953 AM
I love your special little heart and your dirty little pussy.
Uh oh! The Russian is gonna meet me at the hotel and she knows the rules!
1/24/22, 10909 AM
One that always was bitchy and controlling
You up?
Can I tell you a secret?
We are trying to find her car in the parking lot... Her face is pretty good but I just realized her ass is like a Salvador Dali painting...
No lol droopy
How do you explain yourself then?
Which Russian
Not sure which one that is
I am
I suppose
Swirly?
Canʼt have everything at once I guess
I could use a little more lifted butt
Also since Iʼm trying to get more flexible, might be a
Also since Iʼm trying to get more flexible, might be a good idea to document that daily through tik tok
Yes very good idea actually
And no- youʼre fucking retarded. You canʼt have meat without it hanging a bit
What about muscle?
Okay you win. Posted my tik tok username to onlyfans and Reddit too
Just got out of the shower
Pretty excited about these
Very light freckles
My bad, typo
Oof I just spent $20 over what I thought would be the max but itʼll be worth it
Bleach, developer, conditioner and then the dye that
Then itʼs muscle ass Youʼre soft n dainty
Maaaaaaan that bitch craaaaaazy If youʼre up imma call you
Oooooh fuck you save me one!!!!!
You misspelled insert dick here
On what??
lasted longer was in a smaller container
Hey that was never my name and wait what
I think itʼll turn out well, itʼs kind of a softer pink
The ones they had seemed too red plus I can always do it over the light
Sarah Pitts Nelson!!!
Just being silly
Nooooo u can so do hot pink bish
Yea youʼre right. I do t know why I doubt your genius.
And yet you continue to do so...
Let me know when youʼre done with the Donald stuff
Shut the fuck up
Oh no!!
1/24/22, 5952 PM
1/24/22, 6955 PM
RUDE
Ugh I FUCKING love you
1/24/22, 8911 PM
Even the least profound texts from you I get high off of- but damn bitch you know how to sink your claws in. I felt that one so hard :)
I treasure you and I want to make you burst from love.
Let me get my hands on you again. I crave you.
I felt it really hard. I canʼt wait until that happens again, I crave being next to you more than anything
1/25/22, 1929 AM
So Iʼm somehow still dying my hair and I already know Iʼm going to need to go get another box
Itʼs very light and kind of purple? Iʼm leaving this
Itʼs very light and kind of purple? Iʼm leaving this round on for an hour
1/25/22, 3913 AM
Okay so I give up. Still a massive spot that I know I soaked in dye. Going to get the dye I know works and go over it tomorrow. I feel very frustrated and like I wasted a bunch of time but I love you so so much and looking at those pictures from earlier brings calm
1/25/22, 4930 AM
Hi beautiful lover
I canʼt wait til we can fuck again
Love you
You still up? Canʼt decide if Iʼll do another hour of sleep
I wanna slide inside you slowly My dick is currently hard
1/25/22, 7904 AM
We gotta figure out how to have you do the hip masturbation but on my tongue maybe
1/25/22, 9909 AM
I donʼt know how to say it right now but youʼre so important to me and I feel really lucky and warm
Lover I donʼt want to speak for you- but assuming weʼre on the same page- do you realize this whole time weʼve been more less constantly excited, focused, sexy, and loving towards each other aside from blips that turn into rapid communication and a deeper bond!
Weʼre killing it! Iʼve never imagined it being so fun :)))))
And neeeeeeever felt like the connection was something I could reliably sit back and relax and enjoy :)
Exactly. Iʼve never felt this relaxed and genuinely just
happy and safe. Youʼre my person
Itʼs also nice knowing no matter what weʼll both be okay and supportive of each other
WERE DOING IT LOVER wowwwwwwww Fuck
That really just hit me Like- Iʼm cool with that Like- YOU- as my person
But I really want you as my person
life-
As like, an integral, and constant part of me and my
Wow I can feel that
Coooool
Lover Iʼm going to a secret dinner club at that guy Kuvs house how quickly can you be ready to join me?
What the FUCK lol this text exchange gave me a boner lol
I can be ready in 10. Lol I love that. I do miss that super intimate sex with you
Going to try and sleep for 30 more minutes, have fun be safe!
Ok Iʼm gonna send you the address
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Lol I love you I hope youʼre having a good time
This was very frustrating
1/25/22, 1953 PM
Wait what am I seeing? The video isnʼt great- did you get the dark spots or??
I actually did the majority of the dark spots but for whatever reason large chunks of my hair didnʼt take the dye
Yepp the first time I left it for the max recommended 40 minutes and then the second I made sure to really cover it and waited an hour
Only my ends
Wait thatʼs a second pink!!!!!!????
Did you condition after bleaching??
Ends like the two inches at the top of the hair or everything that isnʼt the roots??
About to be home to try one and then I have a box of what I know works. Two or three inches at the bottom
I think Iʼm just never going to try that dye again
WHAT!? Thatʼs impossible lol wtf is going on
Are you not mixing long enough??
It was very blended
Even turned color on my hair
It doesnʼt seem to be in my skill set but Iʼm not taking all the blame for that one
Man you really are a PIECE OF SHIT
Are you not mixing long enough??
Looks reallygood! Did you have a fun time?
Yea totally :)
The rules are you canʼt discuss where youʼre from, what you do, or how long youʼve been in dubai
Oh that sounds really interesting. Eliminates a lot of the starter filler conversation
But surprisingly difficult Iʼll be at the hotel in like 15 squirty pants.
Yeah I could see that too And cool, I just got back!
Okay so my plan was to use a color depositing mask to even out the color more and then do the pink I know over it. Hasnʼt dried yet but I think it was more pigmented than I expected
1/26/22, 12928 AM
Right now I feel like I have weirdly lost confidence but camming went pretty well. I need to climb into bed with you ASAP
Iʼm
On a sleep break but sorry you got feeling of lost confidence :/
Iʼm waiting get your fucking arms around my neck
Itʼll get back, just not seeing myself clearly today. Go back to sleep loser
Iʼd be fully on top glued to you right now
When you texted I was literally fantasizing about you facing me arms and legs wrapped around me - me standing by your couch and me saying I love you I love you... and then I said like keep telling me you love me and then you started doing it back while I kissed you over your words. Swear :) I fantasize about you how cool is that
Thatʼs the best fantasy Iʼve ever heard, going to steal that for myself. Fuck weʼre like in love and all that stuff
1/26/22, 3912 AM
What a perv
Iʼm officially too tired to function
Gonna listen to this Live Photo laugh md sleep
Live Photo laugh?
Iʼm still snoozing
Keep snoozing Iʼll very distantly join you
I love you. I love it. I cherish you. And Iʼm gonna make your pussy splash.
Pretty sure this birth mark is a form of a rorschach test btw
God I love your ugly little body I still gotta figure out what that is Give me a clearer pic of the birthmark when you can
Iʼve always seen some kind of claw. Got Reddit posts set up, now sleep for real. I want to kiss you btw
1/26/22, 5925 AM
1/26/22, 8918 AM
Best friend. Iʼm going to wake up next to you soon, making it happen
My heart my home my treasure
I loooooove the things you say to me :) Did you like open up another level? Or just less afraid maybe?
I think Iʼm a lot less afraid which has helped unlock deeper feelings
That just gave me adrenaline :)
Iʼm allowing myself to be so vulnerable and invested in you but itʼs so fun and the returns are so worth it :))))
Imma make you melt into a puddle of love.
Iʼm very happy you are, I just want to keep wading through my own issues so we can just keep getting better.
I feel very content, at peace with you
Just a sleep break but wow things with you are easy in the absolute best way
Oh maaaaaaaaan my heart my home :)
Still relentlessly trying to fix this flicker lol
1/26/22, 11926 AM
Youʼre so thorough I love it tbh
Everything about you is so endearing to me
I probably could use an hour or two more but I think Iʼm up for good
1/26/22, 7910 PM
Hey got some content and tik tok done, going to hang out with Sam for a bit tonight
Ok lover- I started watching TikTokʼs and am only now getting in shower lol
That app is a curse I wonʼt, promise
I still wanna say goodnight when youʼre out of the shower!
Gross
Iʼm leaving now- about a 20 minute drive You okay?
Kinda overwhelmed by how much I love you right now
But hey- donʼt drive drunk plz
Thank youuuuu Enjoy your raping :))))
Ok Iʼll let you know if youre still free :) Waking in now. I was pewping
Loverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
You have melted me to a new extreme
1/27/22, 5929 AM
Fuck yea :) Thatʼs my mission
YES!!!!!!!! Iʼve got your back beautiful girl
Gooood morning. Im betting youʼre either on hour 5 of a wild rape or sleeping off the alcohol - either one Iʼm glad ;)
Lol sleeping off! I just left
Will message more when I get back
Live your sleep dreams
Iʼm getting a breakfast sandwich Iʼm back now. Hey favorite person
We talked a lot about jealousy. Apparently he keeps expecting to feel jealous but hasnʼt so far, so I think thatʼs good
Wake up I miss you
Obviously I mean get as much sleep as you need or want but the miss you part still stands
Ok I may sleep an extra 30 FYI
Itʼs trying to connect
No
This is getting out of hand lol Iʼm missing sunloighy Iʼm up if youʼre up
Yea itʼs been doing something weird lately :/ Iʼm going to the bathroom real quick hold on....
:(
I think Iʼm good actually
SHUT THE FUCK UP
Ooooh thatʼs right they said the internet would be choppy today cuz theyʼre fixing it
Ok Gimmie a sec Iʼm pushing really hard
Do you wanna see my facial expression when pushing?
Um... wow... attitude much? Try calling me
1/27/22, 8947 AM
Once again, youʼre the hottest person Iʼve seen in many ways
My lover
So basically we have both gotten our biggest crush to love us and give up that ass
Well I wouldnʼt say youʼve given up any ass but yes basically
You have no idea how lucky you are to have sex with me
Idk you wonʼt let me peg you
Not sure what Iʼm supposed to do with that
No giving up ass is an expression Sara Jesus *H and yeah thatʼs actually one request Iʼd say no to
WHY DO YOU ALWAYS OUT LOKITATIONS ON OUR LOVE!?!?!?
Iʼm gonna assume you meant limitations Going to try and get a couple sleep hours
1/27/22, 11911 AM
Fuck. Iʼm always the dumb one. Ttyl lover!
Babe- weʼre like- in heaven :)
From my point of view this is in fact heaven here- and weʼre just making it so hard rt now :)
Iʼm swelled up with a grateful feeling right now
Also that “donʼt look up” movie is on Netflix we gotta watch it
*milking it
1/27/22, 12930 PM
We pretty much are, agreed. I canʼt believe things just worked out
Deal it looks interesting
I love you like a loaf of bread with pudding on top that nobodies looking at
Imma head home in a few and still have busywork to do wanna watch that movie?
Or, how was the audio when you were watching Rick and Morty?? Is that even tolerable for the movie?
Hey! I may have slept past when itʼs good for us to try
And yeah the audio was pretty good
Iʼm going to go walk Eris real quick and then Iʼm up up
Youʼll be up too late
Hey what do you mean pass the time? As in you have stuff to get you or as in I will be up too late?
I gotcha. Well I have energy to do more work and we
donʼt even have to finish the movie
Very good points. Are you at the hotel? Gonna walk her
Nope but I am exiting the mall right now
Alright I just gave the most annoying dog a walk
I would act really calm right now like weʼre gonna talk about something serious and then tackle you into the bed and log roll back and forth with you like 5 times
Ugh why am I not there
I want you to put your body on top of me and just push me into the bed
Okay good!
1/27/22, 5931 PM
Thought I had put it on the charger but it wasnʼt plugged in. Call me back real quick before you go to sleep?
1/27/22, 11943 PM
On with Maya fyi About the counter offer
Have you been taking care of my girl? Fuck I love you so much. I just got out of the shower
Iʼm feeling really tired and I want to cuddle
Iʼm going to set up Reddit posts and maybe watch a sitcom
1/28/22, 2909 AM
Youʼre my partner, my person, my best friend. I just want to be next to you and have your back
1/28/22, 5959 AM
Hi my warm lover You up?
Wowwwww... what a bitch.... I canʼt believe youʼre actually gonna FUCKING SLEEP THROUGH MY TEXT MESSAGES
ok lover so sent an email to Mike Dowson whoʼs name Iʼve seen on artsy nudes and I think even expensive campaigns for years and he emailed back saying thanks and that heʼd sent you a message
Waking up just a second: message on where?
Lover Iʼm kidding get your sleep
He wrote on your insta asking if you want to be in playboy lol
I donʼt check your messages or anything but Iʼm still logged in- figured I could help at some point- please tell me if Iʼm general youʼd rather just have the account under your control solely and Iʼll just log it out okay?
Definitely would have thought that was spam and yeah of course, Iʼll let you know if for whatever reason I do
1/28/22, 8907 AM
Trying to sleep past headache but I love you
1/28/22, 9943 AM
Youʼre my heart.
Hi my queen :) Iʼve never said that one before
lol that youʼre a queen?
I love you craxy
And I really do trust you
Itʼs surprisingly very true
Lol no that I trust uou
Might have to take a pill for this
A pill for?
A pill for?
Head. I think better?
I think itʼs hormonal. Are you okay?
Oh right ://// Is this a drinking byproduct?
Yes lover at a fun dinner party thing with jarah :) cool venue meeting lots of ppl that can be integral to the stuff weʼre doing :)
Feeling any better or?
Ooh I see the guy is messaging you bitch I told you that youʼre that gorgeous!!!!!
Thatʼs great!! Youʼre going to crush it out there. I think so? I think Iʼm gonna start moving around at least
1/28/22, 3951 PM
Lover PLEASE tell me youʼre awake
Iʼm awake
1/28/22, 6925 PM
Fuuuuck lover I have to sell/get rid of all my shit!
Mostly furniture, right? And everything left in that storage bin?
Just worry about being fully rested so you can actually deal with it. I love you and will do whatever I can to help
Yea Fuck Iʼll think about it tomorrow I love you
Also itʼs snowing?
Also itʼs snowing?
1/29/22, 12911 AM
Hey Iʼm going to start camming soon but I just wanted to take a minute to say I love you and feel so lucky to have a partner as perfect as you are to me
1/29/22, 3924 AM
Got weirdly insecure about your story but I realized itʼs just because Iʼm dreading my familyʼs pity about it
Oh no lover :/ Imma sleep like another thirty or an hour real quickly
I mean itʼs all good, out of all the issues to have with it it isnʼt that big of a deal. Just have to see boundaries and not care what they think as much
1/29/22, 5940 AM
Iʼm up loverrrrr You know just 11 hours after going to bed Can I have your face?
Sending you an un-invited slow lick on your pussy once every ten minutes without warning or explanation
Hey I love you
:)
:(
My world
I love you way more than that
1/29/22, 7934 AM
1/29/22, 8950 AM
Yea RIGHT.
I love you like a plunger in my butt.
Donʼt make everything a competition SARAH Lol youʼre seriously the best. Wish I was circled up
with you right now
Hey that video did better
Looking for plane tickets next week. Just going to cam until I have it
I need to feel you
Only thing on my mind right now
Seeing you somehow motivates me more than rent. I crave that kind of snuggle
Yeaaaaaa :))))) Only gonna go up :) Come be inside my arms lover
YES COME THE FUCK HERE
My lover my heart my home Letʼs melty skin snuggle
Fuck yeaaaaaaaaa And you wanna get fucked in a tesla... I know.
Penthouse view fucks. Fast food restaurant bathroom fucks.
Top of the iceberg lover Tip
Lol just fuck me
I just want to see you so bad
Damn so all I really had to do on tik tok was be mostly naked
Does it usually take awhile like that? Because last night when I posted there was no activity on it
Also I love this man
Feeling good?
1/29/22, 1921 PM
Oh maaaaan I took a 20 and kept hitting snooze it was sooooo DELISCIOUS
And yea it can lag for so many reasons
Yep :) Whatchu doing
And do you like getting each message about new followers or can I turn off?
Youʼd an turn it off! Iʼm just now getting up tbh About to walk Eris
Howʼs your day going?
Good I have two consultations for tax people so that felt pretty accomplished :-)
Oh yay! Thatʼll feel better to have an idea of what you need to do
FUCK minor safety
I sent an appeal request
Wait did your recent video get taken down!? On TikTok!?
Aaaah
Yea you might wanna lead with the post where you say your age and how itʼs a problem that you look young
Does TikTok allow you to send an image of your ID? And maybe we can make a vid with a picture of your
ID with the personal info blurred out but just your face and DOB that I can fix
I just posted a draft that was saying Iʼm not a minor but yeah I feel like Iʼll have to make several of those
Thatʼs super annoying
Got a lot of subscribers though
Wait yeah I do
And I have 19, Iʼll add year old
Running real late to the Jesse throng
Yea maybe a running theme
Oh/ also- put “19 yo” in your bio Yea :)))) how many?
Dont wanna use all the default hashtags?
I changed it to follow my Instagram mid way through to see how it would change followers there
15 subscribers though
Hopefully that keeps going up like it was
Iʼll do another video thatʼs basically the same thing when I get back
Thank you!! Howʼd you do that?
Of course! At dinner Or lunch
Youʼre the worst
Ok now you have a “business account” so you can check messages without anyone seeing that you read them
Easy- but I think Iʼm gonna go to bed now to try and stop this sleep cycle can I FaceTime in for a sec
There are children
Hey youʼre my best friend I love you
Ugh
Swear I wonʼt do it again
Give the parents my number Iʼll take the blame But seriously I wonʼt- I need to see your face
Yeah I think youʼve got to be way more overt like I said you should have multiple videos that just have a huge headline saying “Iʼm 19!”
I would even put that in the bio if you can edit that
Yeah I just changed it. Canʼt post until tomorrow, so damn annoying
Yep and it was doing well
And maybe take off “follow my Instagram” maybe TikTok doesnʼt like that
Oh shit so they took off your post about being 19??
Hmmm... Maybe thatʼs what the guy was talking about with censorship??
But thereʼs still so much more of it on other accounts I wonder why
Maybe do some googling and see what heʼs getting people censored and what isnʼt
You may be stuck between a rock and a hard place since you look so young or maybe they are cracking down on anyone who does bounce reveal stuff... Or maybe you just have to make a lot more neutral posts to counterbalance... Not sure
I will. I wonder if itʼs people being intentional assholes
Or even your ex...
Fuck I hope not
Fuckk them
1/29/22, 7934 PM
Iʼm going to look into how or if you can actually prove it to them
Ok weʼll at least itʼs just about the underage stuff
I forgot it was my moms bday they FaceTimed me so Iʼve been talking to them - back to bed- I love you my heart my fantasy girl my uncle monkey fucker.
Iʼm almost back so Iʼll focus on that when I am. So frustrating
Youʼre ridiculous. Donʼt change I love you
1/29/22, 9919 PM
So Iʼve been looking into it and apparently a ton of people have been having problems with it. Itʼs possible no one is even reporting it but their AI system just sucks. Apparently there are very few live people to help. I send a request in and if I donʼt get a response by Monday Iʼll send another until I do
The second video got restored!
1/30/22, 12904 AM
I mean hey I still got $150 in subscriptions for the 13k views. Hopefully the next one wonʼt be taken down or will be up longer. Iʼm not going to see today as a loss
1/30/22, 2913 AM
How on earth was I lucky enough to find you
Thatʼs the best evidence I have for the universe lining stuff up
1/30/22, 4916 AM
Btw if Iʼm asleep when you want to see me just call
Btw if Iʼm asleep when you want to see me just call
1/30/22, 7922 AM
I usually write to you to gush about the warm feelings I have and how much I love you and the person you are to me. But today Iʼm just going to Gush about your looks.
Your lips are as if they were drawn to match the penultimate shape of a dolls lips. Immediately noticeable, captivating, and hypnotic. Your eyes the precise size and color of a Disney princess but with a very sensitive undertone and a sexual allure. Your dainty neck could start a war. Your body exists at the far end of Uber dainty feminine design. Your breasts in the most explicit roundness. The soft skin of your legs like a sugary butter that your hands can taste immediately upon touching them.
Iʼm glad I have arrived at a point in my life in which I can just float in gratitude while having my best friend and lover in the form of a fantasy that my own imagination could not have quite perfected. You are the strongest feminine magnet Iʼve ever passed and I cannot imagine the need to ever resist your pull. Your balance between a loving heart and a sexual Lolita bitch pumps my blood and I cannot wait to explore it even further with you. You are my crush. You are my celebrity. You are my slave. You are my queen. You are my heart. You are my home.
You are, without any exaggeration, the most beautiful and sexy woman Iʼve ever seen.
Now get on your knees and suck my dick.
1/30/22, 10940 AM
Uh hi youʼre perfect. Thatʼs damn near poetry. I treasure you so so much. I really canʼt see anyone coming hear matching that and I donʼt want them to
Iʼm gonna get some more sleep and say more but I absolutely love you
1/30/22, 12904 PM
The bottom one
The bottom one
Okay I hope you have fun!
Seee
The so-so chick I hooked up with before is coming to meet me at this dance thing so most likely Iʼll hook up after
FYI
No I LOVE YOU Headed back to the hotel I felt really good dancing :) got a lot of praise
Itʼs official- girls here are definitely primed to be offended by being spoken to by a guy whoʼs interested in him:/
Was very social today and it was like an artsy scene. I got the rules. Theyʼre no bueno.
Weʼre stopping for a fruit smoothie- want one?
Cool big arts thing here but like once every 2 months or something
What youʼre doing and the room looks really cool
Youʼre the coolest btw
1/30/22, 1956 PM
Wait what happened? Arenʼt you going back with a girl though?
Oh yea- phrased that wrong *weʼre headed back to
the hotel
But she said “am I taking you back to your place”.... So weʼll see if something gets sticky
1/30/22, 4931 PM
Guessing it went well?
Yes :D Sheʼs about to head out lover PLEASE be free to talk to me
LOOVEEEEEER!!!! Goodbye Sarah. Iʼm ending my life.
1/30/22, 7906 PM
I did like 20+ takes of that video I just posted and I still hate it. I think Iʼm just not feeling attractive today, gotta ignore it and push through
Bella Berrada on TikTok
vm.tiktok.com
1/31/22, 12930 AM
Itʼs doing somewhat well, getting subscribers and all that so thatʼs good! Also got $100 from a 6 minute conversation
Still might cam tonight but got weird stomach cramps after eating pizza
Also Iʼm obsessed with you and I canʼt wait to see you again
1/31/22, 1942 AM
I made a coat to bikini one to post in the morning
Idk what to do with that comment
1/31/22, 3919 AM
Wait what hint? I was slightly offended
... take a hint?
How did you translate that?
Heʼs saying you have a million dollar face and body and to play your cards right and get huge jobs
Thatʼs not what you wanna do I get it- but heʼs saying charge people huge money- youʼre rare
See I saw youʼll never get big jobs if you keep being a cheap whore
Well- thatʼs part of the idea sure but not from that disrespectful angle
Yeah youʼre probably right. Either way not sure how to respond to it
You donʼt have to respond to anything- but just
liking every comment is good- nice or rude- and you could just say like “fair” or “:)” or or anything
Okay that I can do. Hey I love you
Hey youʼre my world
Hey I hope you have your phone set on sleep mode because youʼre going to get a few more
Hey I miss the laugh you make from fart jokes
Hey I still canʼt believe how much I love and trust you
Hey I would defend you to the death Goodnight love of my life
1/31/22, 6903 AM
Nice video lover- just when your text is too low itʼs blended with the caption
1/31/22, 9928 AM
Ah yeah Iʼll Iʼll raise it next time
Or is it worth removing and reposting
If youʼre gonna follow up with more posts soon then no- but also- choose the thumbnail with the bikini
When people visit your page they wonʼt click that one vs the ones they know will be bikini
Oh you didnʼt pick a thumbnail actually
Yeah Iʼm kinda annoyed at myself I missed that again. Posted right before I went to sleep
I think Iʼll leave it but pretty much redo it
Yeahh I remember how, I just didnʼt
Feelin better? Or youʼre probably mid sleep huh?
I love you lover- I shouldnt but Iʼm really effected by when youʼre sad
I have the high quality thing switched on! And I think so. Weird dreams but also yeah not feeling super tired now but definitely need more sleep
I donʼt want that
You should know itʼs very fleeting
I will!
Ok yea it probably will stay that way by default- just make sure it is
oh and ya ok I understand itʼs fleeting
But feels kinda weird to just talk normal while youʼre not there
Not *quite there
Obviously communicating clearly that youʼre gonna be off will help
But should I maybe just give you time to work out your emotion?
Talking to you about my day while youʼre not quite engaged I donʼt know if thatʼs the best thing?
Being with you for the sake of you going through something Iʼm all for- but I guess if itʼs kind of made an understanding
Hmm yeah I definitely get what youʼre saying but it
Hmm yeah I definitely get what youʼre saying but it also helps me talking to you. Obviously if youʼd rather give me space and not feel that awkwardness with me I get it
But from my perspective I still know how much I love you and want every good thing for you
I suspect Iʼm somehow moscalibrating what to expect- but I think for me the biggest help would just be you being real upfront when youʼre feeling off
Otherwise it obviously feels a little deceptive and not collaborative
I guess weve already figured that out when we were talking about it last nigh
I can 100% do that and I want to put in the effort to stick to that
So: Iʼll ALWAYS be there for you- if you ALWAYS trust that I can handle you having emotions- even if youʼve had them a million times.
As long as itʼs collaborative- I can be there for your emotions over and over and over :)
I know eventually youʼll wanna get back to cuddling and watching Rick n morty :)
It did really help me to hear that itʼs not a dealbreaker if Iʼm sad every time, as long as Iʼm upfront about it
Not that I want to be sad every time or that itʼs in my expectations. I do want to eventually get to the same place youʼre at with it
TOTALLY
I think youʼve come a long way and we donʼt need to worry about that :)
Itʼs just unconscious junk
When we reveal the fears in your own language- and youʼve seen me time after time embrace you- it will be like nothing :)
It really is pretty much entirely a physical response at this point
Totally
Like I told you I think before- had the same thing when Melinda met up with her first lover
But I really fucking marinated and accelerated the emotion to try and see what it really was
And had a really nice epiphany
But also- Melinda and I didnʼt have fully fluid communication
See I feel like Iʼve done that and now it isnʼt nearly as emotional or dramatic each time. But even if I know itʼs clearly not rational I still have some response to it. Again just not as dramatic and easily moved past
1/31/22, 11943 AM
Look bitch- bottom line is youʼre fucking mine okay? Thatʼs all there is to be said.
NOW
Iʼm sitting right now with a girl who owns a marketing firm for high end brands
She was at this mall and Iʼm gonna try to fuck her prob
BUT
I showed her all my pictures and she saw yours and was like WHOA that girl has an amazing look
And I said she doesnʼt think so- and she was like thatʼs so sad
I said do you think she has an international superstar look?
She said yes absolutely She said you would get tons of work here I said does the fact that sheʼs done onlyfans matter?
She said nobody here knows what onlyfans is
NOW DO YOU THINK WERE ALL LYING!?!?!?
I love you. Come nap in my chest cave.
Iʼve got your back. Your my home. Iʼm gonna walk with you into wonderful times. One step at a time bitch.
I donʼt think youʼre lying. And that is interesting
I love you a ton and I really wish I could nap with you. To be honest Iʼm probably not going to be able to get back to sleep knowing youʼre about to fuck but Iʼm going to try to sleep a little more. Weʼre going to sleep
I mean weʼre going to be great
Lover Iʼm totally glad you told me where you stand and how youʼre feeling right now :)
Still support you doing what you want though
1/31/22, 3935 PM
Hey lover sheʼs about to leave FYI
are you here!?!? Are you about to surprise me!?!?
Did you mean to send that to me?
And no unfortunately Iʼm getting shaggys and cleaning supplies
Yes lol it looks like you
Ok Iʼll leave it to you to decide if and when you wanna talk tonight
Iʼll prob be up another hour and would love to see your face
1/31/22, 5900 PM
I just got a strong urge to get really stoned and eat a box of cosmic brownies
Love that idea for you :).... Use it as your reward to shoot a million TikTokʼs and have them ready to go and enter in the no-comment words!!!!!
I mean that requires a day trip to Illinois so going to do it tonight anyways but might be worth going up sometime this week
He doesnʼt have a week connect here, works on the Arsenal so canʼt smoke. Plus I prefer cartridges
Or just a call to Jessy probably
Yunus definitely will have connections- want me to line that up?
I really appreciate it but nah, I usually find just driving up to a dispensary a more enjoyable method then buying it illegally here
Lol Jesse looked up my Reddit
1/31/22, 10915 PM
Alright I got two filmed, one I already posted and another I will soon. Then the last half of another one Iʼll finish in the morning
1/31/22, 11930 PM
Btw I feel very loved and supported by you, so thank you for that
Also I have met my goal and more for today
2/1/22, 1923 AM
Hm I feel kind of weird and physically anxious
I donʼt know, my chest just feed really heavy and tight
Hey lover- I have another hour.5 of sleep to go but do you need me to call you?
Nah itʼs okay just updating you
Okay. Iʼm kissing your chest right in the middle 7
Okay. Iʼm kissing your chest right in the middle 7 times.
Thanks. Iʼm just feeling very distant from you for some reason
Itʼll pass but hard where I am
I love you
It feels like my hormones are throwing a temper tantrum and I hate it. Please donʼt take any of this personally
Grrrrrrrr
My lover my heart my home
2/1/22, 4914 AM
Iʼm up
Thank lover thatʼs definitely helps my side Iʼm up wanna talk?
2/1/22, 6904 AM
Youʼve given me so much so please donʼt feel any kind of pressure to do so, but I think reassurance does help
Oh- okay cool- I feel like when youʼre down and I give you reassurance you kinda say “I know I know” which gives me the presumption that you are filled up in the reassurance department and need something else?
Like I love gushing over you
So just general reassurance or kind of a specific type?
Itʼs definitely not filled up I just donʼt always know how to respond. Either I feel bad for how much of it I need when I already think I know or I feel bad because I canʼt respond with the same happy energy level at that moment and I want to give it to you
Just general I think
Lover I looooooove reassuring you :)))))
Lover I looooooove reassuring you :))))) You have every right to just say what you just said :)
“I feel bad for how much of this I need and that I canʼt give it back right now”
Great! I would love that
2/1/22, 9903 AM
I just took a nap that was like fucking heroine holy shiiiiit
I canʼt wait to create all kinds of adventures with you my queen :)
Sarah Pitts kept an audio message from you. 2/1/22, 10940 AM
Hey I love you so damn much. Just woke up, very sleepy but I think feeling a little better
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
Itʼs okay if youʼre not feeling perfect though - I looooove you
Thank you, that means a lot to me. Youʼre my best person
2/1/22, 12936 PM
I couldnʼt do it lol Lovely girl but only felt like a friend
Iʼm gonna sit at the Starbucks and start doing some work so call if you want to flirt with me when you wake up
Did you just take off the top part? I just left lunch, about to pick up conditioner
Sweet... fucking... relief
No I found one built like that
Oh good! Hopefully you donʼt have to keep it on too much longer. Actually feel somewhat awake now, didnʼt earlier
Trying to figure out if itʼs worth a nap when I get back
I think Iʼm gonna go the caffeine route, might accidentally sleep all day
The glasses fit! Very unattractive. I do feel extremely disoriented walking with them but I think thatʼs just because Iʼm not used to it
Soooo much better Are you half dead lover
Story... of... my... life lol
Sexy bitch
Lololololol
Donʼt send me a picture or anything itʼs not like I care
Theyʼre pretty bad tbh donʼt want photographic evidence
But Iʼll call you
2/1/22, 5902 PM
I feel a lot closer to you and as always, very attracted to you
2/1/22, 6953 PM
Hey just so you know I love, respect and trust you more than I thought possible
Also I dint see my connection to you fading, even
Lol k
when my body gets confusing
Have one slutty tik tok posted and two ready to post
2/1/22, 10918 PM
Thnx for the love words lover :)
She looks good! Getting jobs?
Lol I hate you go to sleep
I will probably sleep this off a little
Just woke up, headed back Or almost
No jobs just shoots Back to sleep. See you at the airport tomorrow.
2/1/22, 11956 PM
2/2/22, 1918 AM
2/2/22, 4929 AM
Sleep this off?
Nice :) And yes
Glad I woke up now and not two hours from now but had a good night
Oh shit the very slutty one is doing well
When you do a string bikini and a bouncing under a t-shirt Iʼm telling you youʼll get millions
Iʼve gotten 50+ subs from it and yeah kinda
struggling on what to wear
Not looking at that comment section
Accidentally saw one and yeah I think thatʼs best Okay Iʼm back and I love you
Wasnʼt even close. How are you feeling?
donʼt do it
NOT TODAY DUI Love you
Like weʼre a bit disconnected but I just need to stay in my momentum and let us recalibrate naturally
And a little bit sad about that but Iʼm OK with letting that emotion go through
Thank you for being honest. I want to send you love and encouragement throughout today, let me know at any point if you do need space
Yea I wonʼt have any problem asking for space that Iʼm aware of
Okay yeah thatʼs fair, not sure why I even said that part
But hey youʼre my favorite part of the day, my favorite human Iʼve met on this planet and I wish I could invent the technology to just blip myself over to you so I could cling to your back and hold you right now
Thank you for those words lover but letʼs skip the support for now it feels a little bit too exchangish to me at the moment. Just follow your pleasure and letʼs assume weʼll crash into each other organicallly :)
I completely understand but I also know that Iʼd say that regardless. I want to do what I can to help you feel better because I care about you. And we will
Donʼt *worry about me I donʼt think thatʼs our thing-
Donʼt *worry about me I donʼt think thatʼs our thing- Iʼm always gonna bounce up to the high vibe- Iʼll be happy if you follow your absolute pleasure fearlessly and we find each other there.
I see what youʼre saying but also part of my pleasure is giving you pleasure
Iʼm going to wait to say more because I donʼt want it to feel like an exchange or not organic but itʼs there naturally
Also Iʼd like to see you for a minute before I go to sleep but I get if that might make things worse
Tbh not really sure what I meant while I was typing that, but more I donʼt want you to feel obligated to do it
I think this is the first time youʼve ever needed time and I want to handle it well
Well I love that :)
I gotcha
Explain?
Okay yeah thatʼs probably it Theyʼre both in my drafts
TikTok
Raised the price
Hmmm... I think youʼre doing a bit of speaking for me
2/2/22, 8904 AM
Drafts on?
Canʼt you download the draft to your phone?
Iʼd have to post it and set it on private but Iʼve read tik tok doesnʼt like that but not sure
My brain is starting to hurt a little
Ok no sweat- post at your leisure and Iʼd love to do color edits on your next ones
Just record in the cam instead of TikTok Drink some water you fuck bag
I will both. Posted one then I think sleep
Hey my brain is fried so this might come out badly but I think sometimes I assume that just because Iʼve never been this openly vulnerable that itʼs enough but I really want to be fully and not have any pretense or closedodfness with you
Thank you for telling me that. I canʼt wait to hold you.
You excite me. We made cool vows to day- letʼs enjoy the expanse :)
Oooooooh that new one is gonna MURDER
I donʼt know where you are emotionally from today- so Iʼm sending you these words thatʼll somehow be intuited by your sleeping mind- you are so loved. This will become normal. Weʼre gonna make fucking amazing memories :)
And when you wake up- I think this is warranted:
When I see a girl on TikTok I search her name and pussy- and a lot of girls are too new so thereʼs nothing there- so people can assume that. For now your new name isnʼt related to your old stuff- I REALLY think you should bank on that and get rid of everything thatʼs been given out for free. You can DEFINITELY re-join subs.
I know weve talked about this but I want to re- encourage you to recognize what Iʼve been telling you and that you can be an anonymous massive hit and walk away whenever you want with enough to always be comfortable and give Eris a great life too- and we can have fun as long as you wanna share it with me too ;)
2/2/22, 12915 PM
I kinda need some melting
Emotionally I just crave connecting and ease with you but Iʼm excited to work through disconnect and challenges. I love you so much and I want you to feel it
I think youʼre right about deleting though
Just woke up not fully up. I hope youʼre having a great free feeling day
Youʼre at a quarter million on one video :)
Come melt into me right now and fall asleep on my back and think more when you wake up
That would be perfection
Almost forgot about the booster shot today
Dumb ass
Iʼm back at the hotel working on some drafts of my break up letter to you- donʼt know what time ur booster is but I got a lot done today would love to Rick n morty it up
Iʼm so relieved to just be able to spend another two weeks with you soon. Itʼs at 3g30, probably should leave around 3. Soo about an 50 minutes from now And ha. Haha.
Iʼve already made more this month than my worst month
Dang it I remember having a really cool dream and thinking multiple times about how I was going to tell you about it but now thatʼs all I really remember
2/2/22, 2907 PM
lol I realize how that sounds.. I think Iʼm just going to risk that itʼs going to continue as long as I keep it up
Hey I love you. About to take this dumbass dog outside in the rain
That glasses picture is horrendous
So thinking more. I think itʼs time to pretty much clear out my Reddit and make a new one but keep it up to direct people to that onw
Iʼm debating lowering my risk of getting banned by keeping the 10 days ago ones up since theyʼre all pretty tame
Great work Yea... probably just a fluke.
Nah. Probably just a fluke...
And I love your stupid little face
A whole new one? I donʼt get the math
A new one so I can potentially post again if I get banned and need to but keeping the old one up for a bit to try and transfer the 70k+ followers to it
Yes
Iʼll delete those
For deleting the posts
... while also removing the old posts?
And what about the posts on subs?
Ok sure But why would you get banned?
Reddit will ban you?? For removing posts youʼve made?? Or just banned from the subs?
No no the subreddits will
Including the biggest nsfw sub on Reddit. But yeah youʼre right
Or just banned from the subs?
Yea- but fuck em lol
They werenʼt paying out nearly as much as TikTok
It did seem like it was getting more difficult too- people can downvote there so people not liking it actually changes stuff on that platform
I think Iʼm just nervous to get rid of a platform Iʼve had moderate success on but I think it is too much nudes
Iʼm starting the deleting process
And I treasure you and want to give you a long feet rub right now
My partner trying not to think about the shot part until itʼs over
Iʼm 100% confident about it I know youʼre scared
:))))
my bliss My heart my home
Oh I never even look at the needle Itʼs rarely actually hurt
If you dare to be outspoken- tell them youʼd rather reschedule if they donʼt have the smaller needle
You donʼt even feel that one
The ones I got for India I literally could barely feel them. It almost had like a sweet sensation to it that was pleasurable. But, the second shot I got really
fucking kind of pinched and stayed uncomfortable... The girl told me that she had run out of the small needles
Okay yeah Iʼll ask even if I donʼt look
Iʼm so excited thereʼs about to be immediate plans to see you
Even if it is I still have enough to see you
That was the happiest nurse Iʼve ever met. It didnʼt hurt though! Just waiting the 15 minutes
Watching some of your dance videos
I donʼt know whatʼs going on in them really but I do know it looks cool and youʼre hot
ITS JUST A FLUKE!
Buttering me up! Lol Yay- sheʼs all set :)
Iʼll pitch to you that I think the next two things you should go ahead and do with a confidence that this isnʼt going to slow down is: hire a company if you think they really can get rid of shit thatʼs on the net - and also buy a couple of props or outfits or whatever you think you need to do posts that people want to see
Lolololol what do you mean whatʼs going on with them
Agreed, Iʼll look into both of those. And I donʼt understand any of the technical stuff
Melinda just sent me this Iʼve never seen it (itʼs chzaurliey bday today) - but look at my daughterrrrrrrrrr!
Oh with freestyle nothings technical
Aw she seems so seeet Sweet
Aw she does look pretty happy
Oh with freestyle nothings technical
There is nothing she wants more than to be wedged between two people
Do you think youʼre going to try to get her moved over if you do decide to make Dubai more permanent?
Yeah but more like if I really really really have some good money I want to know that I could take her back-and-forth to Norway or something like that
Hopefully that happens, she seems like a great dog
Thereʼs no trading her in. Sheʼs an angel
Thereʼs just spending a lot of money to make sure sheʼs happy and protected if Iʼm not with her
Oh Iʼm just saying trading Eris in isnʼt an option for me. Although Iʼm sure yours is objectively a better dog
Hey guess what
Iʼm going to see my favorite person really soon
Youʼd literally trade in Eris for her
Huh?
I know lol
what what what!!!
TYLER BENNETT!!!????!!???
Lol I hate you
Very glad I raised the sub price
Very glad I raised the sub price
Iʼm happy youʼre starting to see what I could see
Iʼm at least closer than I have been
2/2/22, 5940 PM
I think it disconnected
Need to go to the bathroom but Iʼll call back in a sec
This
Hot water not working :/ theyʼre sending someone
Next Wednesday is when we know things are gonna move fwd....
In which Case maybe we should think about you just visiting here soon because I donʼt think two weeks after that would go into the range that would affect me being in LA
Ah shit Iʼm sorry, thatʼs not good timing
Hmm yeah I would like to be there before next Wednesday so I think thatʼll work
Iʼll look at tickets
Of course
Do you want to be my best friend and my lover?
Ooh lala :D
Iʼm waiting for Maya to tell me when The property would need to be delivered
Ok yea- I wouldnʼt even need to potentially be around till like next month :D
Letʼs do it then!
I think thatʼs the one Iʼm going to do if you want to send it I can pay you back very soon
Then booking Covid test, parking, and Eris boarding
I feel like this is probably worth it
Whoa my brain is not holding thoughts or focus well at all
Okay yeah these side effects are way faster and not good. Apparently they might last shorter? Idk reading isnʼt going super well
COME BE WITH ME LOVER!!!!!!
2/2/22, 11903 PM
Movement hurts and Iʼm so dizzy- been trying to come up with something for an hour and a half
I canʼt get my ass to not look flat
I absolutely have to do the onlyfans stuff tonight so Iʼm going to try this again after
2/3/22, 12946 AM
Alright I just made a bunch of content, answered messages, and posted a 5 second trash TikTok that somehow took me over two hours. I know I should really make one for the morning but I can barely walk right now
Going to focus on how much I love you and how excited I am to see you soon
Yeah I have a fever and full chills. I want to curl up in bed next to you so badly
2/3/22, 2925 AM
If it stays over 102 I might have to go to a doctor I think. It shouldnʼt though
Ps Iʼm going to spoil you so much when I get there
2/3/22, 4930 AM
Went through Lobby Iʼll call in cab
Wow...
Wait what??
So- apparently they need to amputate my right shoulder by not my right arm????
Juuuust kiiiddiiiiiing lol
He said nothing to worry about everything looks normal :)
Thatʼs great! Are you getting any of it tested?
No he said no need to biopsy anything
Frankly Iʼm thinking the US doctor who did some biopsies was probably like- might as well just to be careful (and to get me some payout)
So Iʼll get a cheaper medical plan
Buuuuut shit- if I start making big money then maybe I shouldnʼt go cheap on insurance hmmm....
You might regret not but I donʼt really know It doesnʼt
It doesnʼt
Insurance
Hi love of my life Still no
Favorite person Nothing
Just did
Wtf is that message lol
Ok lemme try with ringer off - do message again now
Ok send another now
Ok now try to call
Ok I think it will let you send me stuff without you pushing through
But that means Iʼll always hear you during sleep lol even if itʼs not an emergency. That sucks
Just keep it on today and normally have it off?
No itʼs all good- but my mom has like a thing at the bottom of her text messages that will say “Charlotte has sleep mode on- do you want to notify her?” Or something like that
Iʼll figure it out
You will. Iʼll help tomorrow. I love you, sleep well
Goodnight my queen
2/3/22, 11904 AM
Excused this girl in *literally* 5 minutes lol
Sending you 97 kisses on your sleeping face to make the pain better
And in only 5 DAYS ILL HAVE YOU BITCH!!!!!!!
What happened? Sorts up but also movement is hard
I canʼt fucking wait
Basically she was combative and I called it out then she told me sheʼs seeing someone so she just wanted to be social and I asked her to leave
Ah yeah at least she was upfront but yeah
So many things flowing right now
I hope you will enjoy being the place where I dump my love and gratitude energy. Even if it comes out sometimes as angrily charged butt humping
She wasnʼt so much upfront as she was backed into a corner lol. Donʼt give that bitch any credit! Lol
Oh and we need to schedule a day for you to stop by my moms house
Would you want to join them for like a dinner while you are there?? Or would that be me pushing you a little too hard onto them?
Getti stuff done? I canʼt wait to just spoil you like crazy
And lol fair. Iʼm honestly not sure
Not even a question
Iʼm dancing for you will you please have sex with me
Iʼm so excited to make love to you.
Heading to the hotel lover call whenever
2/3/22, 3931 PM
On my tax meeting give me another 10
Weʼre going to have a great two weeks
Hey
No problem
2/3/22, 5942 PM
Fuck I have a flat tire
Noooooooo lover wtffffffffff
AAA?
I might have that through insurance, going to check. If not my stepfather will come change it
Ok. Let me know if he canʼt come and Iʼll come do it
Heʼs coming tomorrow. That would be a very expensive tire change
I donʼt understand how they tagged my car immediately (I found out through the orange sticker from my complex) but the car with the window thatʼs entirely duct tape has been there for months no issue
So they put an orange sticker on your car if the tag is expired, if it inoperable, and a few other reasons. Warning that if it isnʼt fixed in 72 hours theyʼll tow
Posted that tik tok and it got taken down few quick for adult nudity and sexual activity
2/3/22, 9950 PM
This is the best one I took but do you think it could cause me to lose followers? I ended up posting a very safe cleavage one
2/4/22, 2927 AM
Wait what?
That one? No not at all
That ones good just for filler and keeping up with 3x daily
Theyʼre not gonna unsubscribe for less than Uber sexual
Whyʼs there that brand watermark at the top right? I hate my life I had only 6.5 hours of sleep and now I
gotta go have a meeting.
2/4/22, 3937 AM
Iʼm so sorry, youʼre getting a full 10 tonight
And yeah going to buy the version to get rid of that
Youʼre my person, my best friend, partner. Weʼre going to do awesome things and I canʼt wait. I think Iʼm starting to feel better
With videographers
Ah I get it
I craaaaaaaaave you lover youʼll be here again so soon!!!!
Iʼm at a meeting with our videographers atm
I know thatʼll go well. Iʼm going to try to get a couple more hours of sleep until my stepfather gets here to change the tire but my ringer is on if you need something or if youʼre excited about something or any other reason
My heart :) Iʼll go as deep as youʼd like to go with me :)
2/4/22, 7955 AM
Oh weʼre going to go so deep
It was just a nail stuck in so heʼs taking it to get patched up
2/4/22, 10917 AM
Ok good :) Aaaaaaaand did you get the dog collar?? And are you feeling better????
As soon as my tire is fixed going to go get it! Still super tired and my atm hurts but otherwise good!
Ok probably a heart attack I. That case but youʼll be good
Got a little Russian dubai wife type meeting for a tea Iʼll keep you posted on tonightʼs challenge lol
2/4/22, 1919 PM
Sounds good!
Yeah I got banned off TikTok
2/4/22, 1919 PM
WHAT!!! NOOOOOOO!!!
No worries weʼll restrategize- you did it once you can do it a million times
Calling you in like 19
I submitted an appeal and wrote an email but yeah Iʼll be able to restart
2/4/22, 10945 PM
Hey love of my life youʼre the hottest person Iʼve seen and Iʼm so excited to be part of your life
Got some decent basics for cheap from the target clearance section. Having a hard time seeing myself as anything but disturbingly skinny tonight for whatever reason
2/5/22, 12945 AM
Sleep intermission- Iʼm gonna dowse you in love then throw you out a window.
Come with me?
2/5/22, 3912 AM
Come *on you Good morning my glove lover!!! My celebration partner!
Good morning favorite ridiculous person
Ashley Matheson on TikTok
vm.tiktok.com
Big sleep regrets
Iʼm just very tired
2/5/22, 9914 AM
What the fuuuuuuuck does that cryptic message mean lol thatʼs so worrisome
Ooooooh because youʼre up- got it lol Yeah pretty much have to walk Eris and head there
I hope youʼve had a great day so far
Fuuuuuuuck
BUT! Afterward you can take a DELISCIOUS nap!!!!
Yup good day- met with a girl Iʼll shoot- computer work- now dancing- then masturbating to Bella marie Berrada pics
iPhone just sold for $350 on eBay :/
But I still have the iPhone 6plus here but we can prob find you something good and cheap on marketplace
Wait- is onlyfans iOS only?? Or can you do it from a computers
?
Oh good! Do you have to be careful about what you shoot there or just vague on location? And Iʼll find another one
It can be from a computer
Oh thatʼs a really good ideA
Well no as long as itʼs not in public- might do her in that sand room- in like a ball gown (she doesnʼt wanna do any risqué) because thereʼs actually multiple rooms out there with different colored walls so we can still do the green room :)
Nvm... I was thinking TikTok Which I think has to be a from a mobile
To be very vulnerable even though itʼs very surface level so I feel like it doesnʼt even matter to say- just in the interest of pure vulnerability. I always get kind of jealous of your ideas for other people, I think slightly more when theyʼre clothed too?
But I know thatʼll look really good
Nah jealous they inspire different things out of you
Lolol Jealous of my ideas?
I love you being completely immediate with your feeling lover!!!!!!
Oooooh I get it I totally get it
So Iʼll just douse you with even more love sucks for you!
Man I loooooooove feeling safe that youʼre up front with me about that :)))))
I mean thatʼs always been just an ego reflex or something but yeah
And while I love your ideas for me and itʼs definitely just my head, Iʼve always liked your ideas for other people more
Oh woooooow yea thatʼs a tricky one
I donʼt wanna deter from your ability to feel what you feel- but you saying that made me realize something which is valid to say right now because Iʼm genuinely realizing it:
Of all of the concepts that I can think of that I have done which are extremely memorable... None of them would I have wanted to do on you but only for this reason: your look is so incredibly beautiful I wouldnʼt want to do shoots with you where thereʼs like candy coming over your face or pantyhose over your face
With you I just want to use the ideas that highlight your frame and face and lips etc.
But... If you would like to do some of the more crazy things with me from a creative standpoint, and not from ego, I can totally make a point to do some of those weirder things with you for no other reason then for us to have more fun activities?
And- side note- my idea with her isnʼt interesting at all lol- same type room I wanted to use- but with a ball gown
To be honest I donʼt think itʼs necessary to make any changes because, again, I donʼt feel like itʼs that deep and itʼs really just my head. But I do really appreciate hearing that, so thank you
Just trying to be extremely honest even if I donʼt
Just trying to be extremely honest even if I donʼt think it needs a reaction or would even really show up
Good I also donʼt want you to feel like I donʼt support you doing cool stuff
I looooove this
Come melt into me right now
I see you I feel you now I just want to love you and relax into bliss.
Then.... __________ (fill in the blank)
I will very soon, Iʼm getting antsy waiting. Butt stuff might take a bit longer
I love you I love you I love you We canʼt forget to try out different honeys!!!!!
Iʼm very excited for that!!
This girl got super pissed at me because I looked at her boyfriend for too long. Inthihhht he was my friend Jonathon at first
She started to stand up and he said something and then they were just loudly talking about it as I was ordering and paying
DRAMA lolololol! What did she do!?!?
Oh shit you almost got beat up
I thought about saying something to explain but uh probably best to not engage
She was very unhappy
It wasnʼt like a comment, they talked about it for 2-3 minutes
At least
Not at your weight class Lolol
Coffee was nice! Sheʼs about to go to Florida with Tim
But she seems to also be really interested in him
Love this audio
Iʼm about to get a burger- I still feel so dizzy for some reason
Bitch you are beautiful get used to it
Gettin dat money Dick lol
:((( Probably just after shock from the vaccine??
Yeah maybe just lack of steady food
Whatʼs your opinion: should I probably create separate comedy, dance comedy and spirituality accounts for TikTok as well as Instagram so that my main account isnʼt just a cluster fuck of different things?
*comedy, dance, Sporitual
Iʼve heard competing things on that. Most of what I saw said to stick to one niche but then I saw a few other people saw they post whatever they want and it works for them
Hmmm... asking some of my social media friends
Thatʼs a good idea. Youʼre at a better social media headspace than I am
I just found two pairs of shoes I actually like for 60- 80 percent off
:DDDDDD Bitch do it! You out shopping for that hoe shit!?
And did I ask you if you want me to set you up to be able to have a meal with my mom n Rand when you go by to get stuff??
I am actually but I decided to check bells for shoes kind of on a whim. The real cheap hoe shit will be at parkway place. Trying to decide if itʼs worth driving over today
And yeah if theyʼre up for it
Do you want to or are you just agreeing to it cuz Iʼd like it?
I do want to but I donʼt want them to feel obligated to
And you leave basically early Wednesday morning or late Tuesday night?
Iʼm leaving Tuesday afternoon, flying out that night
OK I just asked my mom about her schedule
It makes me really happy to think that you could have her as an LA in your life as well :-)
An ally* Anal*
I only have enough anal room for one Iʼm still dizzy wtf
I am and Iʼve had a full meal
Lol that really sounds like someone else is fucking your ass
Youʼre I little fucker. Not surprised your dizzy- aftershocks of the vax Iʼm sure
Drinking water?
Still dizzy?
Probably just a vaxxed now?
:(
Sleep intermission- one more hour- I love all of you. Youʼre like fucking an angel.
2/6/22, 4957 AM
I love you like when frogs have sex
I loooooooove surprise pictures or videos or anything from you :)
Just got a cheap hoe outfit at h&m. Yeah I guess? Never been this dizzy for no clear reason- like blood sugar or standing up too fast
Everything okay?
Iʼm at the hotel doing work Lover call me whenever you want and Iʼll act like I like you
2/5/22, 4951 PM
2/5/22, 10910 PM
I have 10 customs to do tonight... itʼs time to up that price
Fuck I love you
2/6/22, 1949 AM
I feel like I got a good amount done today and also like Iʼm going to give you some form of a massage at least once a day while Iʼm there
2/6/22, 3936 AM
I love you
I know exactly what you mean
What... the .... Fuck
That looks really good!
Iʼm sorta trying to head to sleep Absolute love of my life
20 more minutes of sleep Youʼre still awake!!!?
I cherish you
Grrrrrrr still to0 long!
Imma get in shower
2/6/22, 11939 AM
2/6/22, 12946 PM
Just two more days til Iʼll be on the way!
2/6/22, 2912 PM
Agreed. Iʼve got the Covid test in an hour or so Are you having a good day?
2/6/22, 4925 PM
Was just about the call back- I think that part of slaughter just has bad signal
But go do that
I almost forgot to tell you that Iʼm so happy that you went ahead and made a thing by your bed for your birth control and water and vitamins :-)
Lol I hate you. Iʼve been fighting back the ant population
Theyʼve taken over four areas but Iʼve almost got them pushed back. Need to pick up more ant poison actually
2/6/22, 6925 PM
I donʼt know why I tried to downplay it but I want you
to meet my mom because youʼre both important to me, sheʼs not skeptical or anything like that
2/6/22, 11937 PM
I just took way too long of a nap
We can definitely do that
Hey favorite person
What kind of Tesla do you want
2/7/22, 1911 AM
We gotta go watch jackass forever!!!
2/7/22, 4901 AM
Man crashes Tennessee book burning event — throws a Bible into the fire and yells "Hail Satan!"
reddit.com
Yeah I gotta get out of this country
Iʼm awake best person
2/7/22, 7936 AM
2/7/22, 9956 AM
You sleeping my heart my home?
Iʼm a great drawer- and I couldnʼt create a more beautiful girl.
Iʼm a brilliant storyteller- and yet I couldnʼt imagine a more special person.
Iʼm so excited to do life with you
I recognized this- let the universe do its work- and then there you were.
2/7/22, 11932 AM
A. The girl I didnʼt feel like doing yesterday asked again so I assume Iʼll go beat her down if not just hang for a bit at her place
B. My mom said sheʼll be home around 6 and while she canʼt make dinner sheʼd absolutely love to hang with you and those are her words
C. The picture of your cute little night stand health booth made me so happy :) im gonna save that picture forever :)))))
Okay have fun! Iʼm going to try and sleep a little more
Ok lover. I love you like dish soap on a table
2/7/22, 2929 PM
Again thatʼs bad
WHAT!? Lover... you donʼt GET me Look at my tick tock please
I canʼt, deleted my other account
Alright I made another. Her place looks nicr
Cool!
Yeah Iʼll be there a little after 6
Yeah really fun room and there was pizza with crab on it :-) :-)
Shall I tell my mom to expect you?
Iʼm still hanging out over here and I have a call with an agent at IMG For Maleesha now
OK cool I will tell her :-) Shit and then I need to also tell you what I need
You can just text it
Oh and also we canʼt forget hopefully the credit card is there now
I wonʼt forget. Iʼm very happy that you seem so happy honestly, but I donʼt feel good whatsoever right now
Again, donʼt want that to reduce your happiness. Just trying to be upfront
Aw :/ Can I offer you reassurance?
Yes I get that- but Iʼm waiting for the makeesha call and would love to be able to help you if I could
Or reassure you
Nah I really donʼt see what would help. Thanks though. Just worry about enjoying yourself
Also btw - Iʼm gonna pitch you to the IMG girl as well
If this girl at one of the top modeling agencies says you are in fact an international beauty- then you have to scream at the top of your lungs at the airport “Robert is right and heʼs my master!”
Lol deal
2/7/22, 5917 PM
Calling you in a sec
Naturally
K call me Iʼm on the way back to hotel Just for the record I love you 100 x more than you
I canʼt answer for another 20 or so
At my moms right now dropping off the gun
About to leave
Just for the record I love you 100 x more than you love me
Fake news
Also whatʼs in the plastic bag under bed and a view of the shoes from the front
And more drawer pictures are coming yea?
And itʼs the pants with the small checkers- BUT- please get the drawstrings from the big checker pants- and the black pants with white paint splashes- and any other pants that have drawstrings added into them
Lol
Thatʼs all the drawers
Just one? Have all the pictures done through?
That plus the sock drawer are the only clothes drawers
Alright one second
Oh yeah but I wanted to have a look at the other shit to just to make sure
And- if thereʼs any black socks with the white adidas- or black socks with the polo symbol Iʼll go ahead and snag those plz
I can do that
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Just the drawstrings- not the pants?
Yup Except the pants with the tight checkers
And remember the front of the bed shoes and
And remember the front of the bed shoes and whatʼs in the bag
The bag is empty
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Which do you consider small
Ok thnx x infinity my heart.
Lololol true- the top ones
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Also when youʼre here weʼre watching Daniel Sloss comedy heʼs great. So to have a list:
Desert pictures, TikTok vids, honey, jackass forever, bitchy play.
No- only the ones that clearly had raw strings added
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1B
And just the strings, right?
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Both strings or just the white ones
Yup
Just the white
Done
Just tell me anything else you see and Iʼll get it before I leave
Do you want the tax forms too?
Okay!
Thank you so much- now come to dubai and get fucking smothered
Nope donʼt need them
WHEW lol u scared me
Wasnʼt super worried but thatʼs a big relief
Hey there were not any other Adidas socks right?
I didnʼt see any adidas- I got a black polo and one black calvin Kleinʼs
I think Iʼm also feeling that travel anxiety kick in as well. So Iʼm going to take a minute to say that Iʼm super excited to be with you and try new things
No Calvinʼs needed but polo cool
Finally going to bed- imma have my nose buried in your neck in 48 hours
Canʼt wait for that. Get good sleep
lol my grandmother is interrogating me about the girl in your story
I didnʼt actually watch it until she said something but idk I feel kind of weird about it. Like weʼve never done anything near that fancy. Which is fine
because normally thatʼs not the kind of thing Iʼd go for anyway but I also know I have issues feeling like I donʼt deserve it. And itʼs just not fun to see I guess. But again i think I also just have a ton of anxiety in general about traveling so who knows
From everything Iʼve seen the vpn should be fine as long as you arenʼt involved in something super serious. There is a slight risk of a fine if you get caught
Also I have so much restless energy Iʼm going to go as out as possible for Huntsville on a Monday with Sam. Iʼll keep you updated
2/7/22, 10930 PM
I gotta talk to a doctor about anxiety meds next time, this is ridiculous
2/7/22, 11947 PM
I didnʼt understand “go out as possible for Huntsville on a Monday”?
And we didnʼt do anything fancy? Her hotel room is cool but I was just hungry and ordered room service cuz the restaurants had closed
Honestly now that Iʼm feeling less anxious I realize that was a ridiculous statement. And I meant that this town is very small and most things are closed
Iʼm at a sort of sketchy pool bar
The vpn should be good to go but there is a fine if you get caught using it for illegal purposes
And- what about the vpn? Fine with what? Aaah
Oh as far as you posting? Iʼve been using a vpn the whole time out here
Yeah it should be fine, Iʼm not posting anything public enough or so quite scandalous enough for them to notice
This place might be as Alabama as it gets
Itʼs country karaoke night And yeah I feel a little lighter
Itʼs also a pro smoking inside plaxe
Iʼll leave around 1 or 2 Flight isnʼt until 9g45
It was nice! I think we had a good convo
Lol rock n roll Baybay
You guys having fun at least?
Ewwwwwww
Oh fuck no Not a chance in hell What time do you head to ATL tomm?
And wait how was the hang with my mom??
Damn thatʼs unfortunate timing
The card is apparently getting there between 2-6 but donʼt worry abt it
Itʼs fine like I said once I have the numbers is all
Maybe get a little Rape in tonight?
lol maybe. I love you btw sorry Iʼm a mess with traveling
No worries lover. Itʼs your job to feel and my job to be sturdy while you feel
Also donʼt forget ring light
I wonʼt! The bathrooms have sheets as doors, I am home
At the bar?? Youʼre at your home or expression meaning the bar
At the bar. Itʼs very rough, I donʼt know why I feel this comfortable
2/8/22, 6901 AM
Good morning chubby lover Iʼm thinking someone got blackout drunk lol
A girl with “Iʼm not a minor” stuff
Ok so maybe itʼs about not being in underwear but rather sports attire???
2/8/22, 8944 AM
Holy shot I way overslept
I feel alarmingly not hungover We did not have sex
Iʼm so confused
There are very large gaps and Iʼm concerned
I mean I know I didnʼt drive or have sex so hot a big deal Iʼm just confused
Yeah exactly
I donʼt think anything bad happened I just donʼt like having them
About to drop Eris off
Huh
Itʼs an anti anxiety drug. I very vaguely remember him giving me some for flying
No I definitely didnʼt take any last night
silly billy
?
I assume you mean about the gapʼs?
Hm :/
?
As in you took it last night?
I would be able to feel it for sure Nothing happened there
Would you know if you had sex? Would you be able to feel it? Or would you know if he came in you!
?*
itʼs all a little weird to me I dunno
I know for sure there was no sex involved
2/8/22, 11913 AM
Iʼm about to head into lunch before I go to Atlanta. Weʼre almost there
Ok
Wait was that short on purpose?
Just making sure. You got this
No just trying to rapid fire between maleesha/lawyer/collab ppl etc
2/8/22, 1903 PM
Iʼm about to head out!
Driving now if you want to talk at any point
Driving through the poorest area of Alabama Iʼve ever been in
Fuck I keep getting delayed with stuff
Right now Iʼll barely be three hours early
Airport. Downloading Uber if the shuttle takes too long
I really hope so
2/8/22, 6909 PM
Apparently itʼs not in the domestic so I wasted 20 minutes trying to figure that out and now waiting for international
2/8/22, 7922 PM
Ok call you in a bit lover :)
:/ you on track though?
To the car rental or airport?
Ok youʼll be totally fine :)
I think so. Apparently it was necessary to print the Covid test out but someone should be bringing that to the gate. I just wanted up to it, about an hour before boarding
Youʼre very right, especially about having enough time. I just want everything to be resolved so I can focus on seeing you
2/8/22, 8946 PM
So somehow what they printed out doesnʼt have my name on it but it does have my date of birth and matches the screenshot that does have my name on it so weʼre just going to hope thatʼs enough
Honestly Iʼm not sure. Iʼm going to the gate in Istanbul immediately to see what I can do. It also doesnʼt have the portion with the date taken or what kind of test it is
Sʼok now???
Toooooooold youuuuuuuuuuu
Maybe Iʼll have to come to Istanbul
I really hope theyʼre able to print out the correct page there and there are no more issues with it
I do have it plus at least one part with sort of identifying information on it
Iʼm about to board the plane- itʼs running a little behind
I meant I have the screenshots of the entire test, and one thing with identifying information and the negative result printed out
Youʼll be fine- theyʼll take care of you :)
2/9/22, 1923 AM
2/9/22, 3937 AM
Are you flying!?
Iʼm flying! I love you
Hmmm... I think Iʼm More awake??
Hard to tell with the lil head cold Iʼm gonna see you in fucking 11 hours
New thought- some yoga pants Cameltoe stuff :)
2/9/22, 6916 AM
2/9/22, 7930 AM
Would highly recommend Turkish airlines food
Iʼm so excited!! How are you feeling?
And yes thatʼs a good idea- just did a custom with that actually
Iʼm landing now
Okay so it looks like they donʼt let you know the gate number until like an hour before but I got the right thing printed out!
Canʼt wait canʼt wait canʼt wait!!!! So much fun stuff to do!
I didnʼt get any texts till now FYI
I feel not terrible- slightly achy belly- slightly scratchy throat- slightly tight head- but somehow not that bothersome?
I think maybe the Zoloft makes it more tolerable
See lover I told you that you have nothing to worry about!!!!!!
Isnʼt the Istanbul airport crazy?
Join TikTok and see what I've been up to!
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Hmm hopefully all that goes away soon. Itʼs very nice I think. The international transfer area is a little confusing
Join TikTok and see what I've
been up to!
I need to join TikTok again
Yep Weʼll do lots of work stuff together :) Get the fuck here and be my scarf
Iʼm very excited. Confused because I think itʼs saying my flight is leaving an hour late but Iʼm gonna get this cofffee and sit down first
Aw :/ Hurry the FUCK UP
You know what I just realized- this trip is gonna be all about you totally physically letting go and squealing like a little girl again :)
I know youʼre gonna hate it- but- too bad
Oh wait I was reading the boarding time, not the flight time. Should be good to go. And I should have everything I need and enough time to get to the gate when they do day where it is
To be fair I donʼt know I ever did much squealing
I have been hit on twice, I think my baggy sweatpants are better for no one talking to me at airports
Iʼm at my gate just waiting. Iʼm so excited to see you
Oh this is going to be rough. Someone near me does not believe in deodorant
Noooooooo lover
Is there any other seats?? You can TOTALLY change seats itʼs not a big deal at all
Like I said thatʼs why I usually go on last... Because if they tell me the boarding doors are closing then absolutely no one will come after me so I can literally sit anywhere I want
Itʼs pretty packed unfortunately
been up to!
vm.tiktok.com
Itʼs pretty packed unfortunately
This is only 4 hours at least
Iʼve never been so thankful for masks
Ok- but seriously if you tell an attendant in private what your ordeal is theyʼd totally accommodate that
Lol
Yeah I might have to do so
I donʼt think itʼs isolated to this one person though
Iʼm hoping now that thereʼs less movement itʼll get better
Iʼm at least towards the front so hopefully should be able to get off earlier t
OK Iʼm headed over to the mall to grab some handcuffs and a baseball bat and nails :-)
Settle down
Iʼm so happy I get to see you soon
Hey Iʼm landing now
2/9/22, 2935 PM
:)))))) My heart my home :-) Letʼs hang out
And Iʼm in a taxi coming to get you :)
Yay! Still might take a bit to actually unload and go through everything
Ok no worries- Iʼll wait around for 5 or ten minutes and if you think itʼll be any longer Iʼll head on back and wait for you at the hotel
Need anything to eat lover?
Need anything to eat lover?
Iʼm almost to the train so might not actually be as long
I think Iʼm okay And donʼt you dare
Damnit I have to take a Covid test because I went through Istanbul
Not sure how long this will take
I know, I tried to argue She said it didnʼt matter
I was so close to passport control Test done
No idea but Iʼm in passport control
Wtf!? You had a layover in an airport same as an airplane
Sheesh
Ok no problem I have tons of stuff to check out on my phone
And negative?
Lolol brilliant I guess they just try to Chase down the negative ppl
I guess so. Was surprisingly efficient at least
Iʼm waiting in the coffee shop for ya :)
Baggage claim Love you
2/11/22, 8951 AM
2/12/22, 8908 AM
Lemme know when ur done
Iʼm done I love you
Where am I meeting you?
The big store One second
Iʼm outside that
2/12/22, 1958 PM
Iʼm looking for you by carrefour pharmacy where are you?
Yea the big store is carrefour
2/13/22, 8917 AM
An actual bus or people just came to check in so Iʼm going to go to the store first and then hope that line is reduced
Did not know that
Just grab it from the side table- everything is on camera and trusted here- grab the bag and kind of wave it at them and theyʼll just nod
2/14/22, 2901 AM
Becoming an OnlyFans Superstar with Aella
youtu.be
2/15/22, 9935 PM
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2/22/22, 12922 PM
No on that
No on that
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6F5
Donʼt really like this on
This could work
2/22/22, 8926 PM
I love you like a bag of candy with socks on
I love you so so much and Iʼm very excited to see you again. Get lots of good sleep and Iʼll talk to you very soon
Youʼre annoying because thereʼs no end to the desire to snuggle you. Thereʼs no filling up.
I would have loved 15 more minutes but youʼre right- wouldnʼt have felt like enough
Line to check in was stressful but everything else went quickly. Getting on the train to the gate soon
2/23/22, 3917 AM
First flight landed
Hi my beautiful lover :) I got one more hour of sleep to go
And I looked at tik tok - Iʼm already signed in to maleeshaʼs account- you can have multiple signed in and switch- so Iʼll just make you a *fan* page that will be aggressive videos :))))
Okay great! At least we know bans arenʼt the end of the world anyways
Toaster?
These cheese rolls are NOT as good cold lololol
I dunno- high risk of leaky cheese
I dunno- high risk of leaky cheese Iʼm addicted to your smell
I liked how lately I just wanted to sleep with my nose on your temple
Iʼve been a huge fan of that too. I love having you close
I was going to upgrade but tbh it was more than I was comfortable with and capitol one thought it was a suspicious charge so just going to take that as a sign I should deal with economy
2/23/22, 6934 AM
The median age on this flight is probably 60- Iʼm very confused but crossing my fingers no one comes for this middle seat
Elderly. And 790
also where is the button to recline? Iʼm trying to look it up
All older ppl? How much was the uograde??
Are you in an exit row or right in front of one??? Those donʼt recline
Iʼm in a window seat in the middle of the plane Wait I found it
Lolol
Itʼs crazy that only hours ago you were here and yet still itʼs unimaginable to me that you were actually here. I guess Iʼm realizing itʼs just a beautiful thing that you will always feel like an unreal fantasy to me :-)
Dainty, sweet, beautiful, slutty.
I was willing to do 500 after the flight I had to get here but nearly 800 was a bit much and hopefully this one will be a lot better
I absolutely love spending days with you, theyʼre my
favorite. Iʼm still a touch sad leaving but Iʼm excited to see you again and how much weʼre going to grow together
Thereʼs a baby behind me but thereʼs no none in the middle seat so Iʼm optimistic. I love you so much, have a great day and Iʼll be landing in about 12 hours
Oh fuuuuuuuck not a baby lol- hope your earphones are noise cancelling
Otherwise we should get you the expensive bose ones :D
2/23/22, 9914 AM
Baby is fine, this girl in front of me decided to recline to the point where I canʼt use the tray or really see the screen right. But other than that itʼs been decent so far
It reckoned that far??? Usually the recline is really subtle
Also- I just absolutely love you. Youʼre candy magic. And my laptop stickers came iiiiiiiiiiiin!!!!!!
2/23/22, 1959 PM
Bitch I love you so much theyʼre gonna make machines named after you.
Also- we need to have a semi-serious talk- are you sad at all that I didnʼt put it in your butthole before you left?
I miss your smell
2/23/22, 4928 PM
Also: did you want your journaling notes?
Also: I need you to start sending me links of any clothing youʼve every wanted but that arenʼt *quite small enough for you.
2/23/22, 7930 PM
Holy shit it wasnʼt one small kid- they were twins and whichever kid was having a terrible time at the moment got sent to the mother behind me. Nearly
non stop scream crying and kicking my seat. Got maybe an hour of sleep
Also I love you very much and Iʼm very excited for you about laptop stickers. Iʼm not devastated about the butt thing
And I probably do want the notes
I assume the audio was a mistake?
Oh wait now I see them
Sarah Pitts kept an audio message from you. 2/23/22, 7947 PM
Sarah Pitts kept an audio message from you. 2/23/22, 7947 PM
Youʼre ridiculous and I love everything about you. Get great rest
2/24/22, 6910 AM
Ugh Iʼm not tired at all
Might just try to ride this calm energy until I crash
Still didnʼt sleep!?!? Just got up and on my way to the meeting now Well I guess itʼs only 6am for you
Just canʼt for some reason. Going to try to follow this list and accept I might have to move it around again if I get too tired
Look at you
Oh you mean youʼre gonna start it now? Also- your clock might be upside down now
Yeah I think I might as well. Thatʼs very possible. That meeting is going to go great btw
2/24/22, 7938 AM
In the middle of the meeting and ocerwhekmed by
In the middle of the meeting and ocerwhekmed by my love towards you itʼs so fun
I love you best friend
No but I have been very productive How was the meeting?
Getting Eris now
Hey youʼre my favorite human
Donʼt tell anyone Back whenever
?
2/24/22, 12904 PM
Someone make it to sleep yet?
Youʼre not human.
I called you back you slut
2/24/22, 3910 PM
2/24/22, 6906 PM
Meant to send this like an hour ago but put on those white shoes taking Eris out and i felt really loved by how well you did them and I donʼt think I said how much I appreciated that
Your take currently
2/25/22, 5942 AM
Look what I wrote to my old assistant on accident
Lol very nice
Lol very nice
Wait am I doing that?
I actually feel *proud of you seeing you become this take charge optimistic girl :)
Instead of sitting on the couch doing nothing you chose to initiate all kinds of work on your home last night... Donʼt you think so?
Thatʼs fair, I did get a good bit done
I also just really want my apartment to match my mood more so I can really enjoy nice dinners and relaxing here
But I do wonder if the klonopin knocking off some of my anxiety helped
And now youʼll have a therapist to find something perfect for you :))))
Medicine
Very excited for that too. Actually going to take it this time
Leaving now. Iʼll just be driving if you want to talk Also that dot near my eye just went away?
Jamming everything together and heading to the mall
Itʼs like a perfect fall breeze here right now :-)
Oh my gosh my legs feel so different from being stretched yesterday :-)
Thatʼs great! Dancing?
And very jealous, itʼs just raining and very cold
First the photo shoot girl for tomorrow tries on the dresses, then I do work, then a new bumble girl comes to meet but has to leave at 10, then I dance
People have told me before that rolling out my legs is important but I fucking hate it because itʼs so
painful ... But the way she did it by tying my legs and a pretzel and kind of half massaging them made it tolerable... So maybe I should do that more often. Or we can teach you how to do it because she was basically walking on me
So very busy day
And I can definitely learn how to do that
Which shoes?
Got the shoes returned :)
The ones I got that were too big They gave me a cash refund :)
2/25/22, 9942 AM
Your legal name is Sarah Elizabeth Pitts?
Thatʼs very good! And yes have them certificate and everything
I love your face and neck and breasts.
Youʼre perfect to me
Got the stuff and driving back
Did you mean to?
Hey youʼre hot as fuck
2/25/22, 11929 AM
2/25/22, 2942 PM
2/25/22, 9932 PM
2/25/22, 11921 PM
Bitch I just called you!!!
Is this one good to post? I feel like my ass looks terrible but Iʼll trust you
Iʼm very sleepy and would give a lot to be on your chest right now
2/26/22, 2952 AM
No that one needs to go in reverse motion Iʼll fix that one up
You up?
Just woke up but should probably sleep Very much in love with you by the way
I love your words lol itʼs crazy how fast that works on me
Like an instant high Headed to get the rental car now You are the absolute star of my life
I yearn to make you bust with love- to discover ways of making your heart overflow :)
2/26/22, 7948 AM
Be safe
Might sleep a couple more hours.m, not sure yet Hope youʼre having a great time
:)))) this shoot is fucking greeeat- and less risqué so I can show it more freely
Thatʼs good!
2/26/22, 10947 AM
2/26/22, 3928 PM
dequilosantez@gmail.com
Sitting in the perfect air with Jara for some Thai food after driving half way up the coast- frequently thinking of you- and compelled to text you an I love you at our first moment out of the car
Also did you get the links to Donald and did you get therapy appointment?
Youʼre perfect and I love you. Email composed then forgot to send. Doing that after I leave my parents Therapy appointment thing is Monday
Ended up talking for longer than expected. Hope the
Ended up talking for longer than expected. Hope the Thai food was better than normal
Headed into Walmart right now and really wanting to be completely pressed against you
Are you safe?
Sarah Pitts kept an audio message from you. 2/26/22, 5940 PM
Your voice brings warmth and dumb smiles
2/26/22, 7929 PM
2/26/22, 11936 PM
Hey Iʼm awake and I love you a crazy amount
2/27/22, 12946 AM
Samʼs stopping here from Birmingham. I assume heʼs staying since itʼs so late but I think he has work in the morning but Iʼll let you kno
Kno W
2/27/22, 3948 AM
Going to sleep. Iʼll talk to you very soon favorite person
Call me
Good morning lover :) RIP to tht pussy and enjoy the snuggles :)
Today again filled with some weird gratefulness in my chest and that always just pops your face right into my mind :)
2/27/22, 9927 AM
Iʼm awake but heʼs not so might try to sleep a little more. I love how good I feel about you
:) Able to enjoy his affections more? Or is it imposed?
He hasnʼt been pushy with it so not bad
Cool :) I know at some point you said you didnʼt
want that with him but you also hadnʼt vocalized to me that you had found a comfort in that with him- is it something you donʼt feel comfortable discussing? It just leaves me feeling like maybe you want to have a separation in conversation about that, right?
I think itʼs more that Iʼm very unsure about it more than anything else. But I think I just want it a lot less and not often, even if sometimes I can find comfort in it
Absolutely no hesitation that I want you as my person, best friend
Heʼs moving to Birmingham soonish Fuck I need to start TikTok again today
Ah okay didnʼt know
When I sense things in your love life evolve and that it doesnʼt become a normal conversation for us Iʼm realizing that often triggers me into assuming something is unspoken and that youʼre feeling the need to work around and not talk openly with me about- and then I can just not worry about it but it does also have a moment where I feel a little bummed that the openness isnʼt there in some ways. And I definitely know that I could be making bigger assumptions here- or not- just speaking openly with you
Thereʼs seriously nothing unspoken happening or feeling. I definitely want to be open with you and talk about it but I think I have. At least thereʼs nothing significant I havenʼt talked to you about. What would you see as more open? Not an accusation just trying to see what steps I can take to reassure you about that
Tbh at last sentence felt SO loving and big to me :) Dancing now lover hit you later
2/27/22, 12921 PM
Iʼm all for openness. I love you, hope that goes well
2/27/22, 1939 PM
One of Maxʼs friends that I actually like is in tow so
One of Maxʼs friends that I actually like is in tow so Iʼm going to go get a burger with them
Not planning on staying long
Iʼll call when Iʼm done!
OK Lover no worries Iʼm back at the hotel :-)
2/28/22, 2932 AM
Gonna sleep more- but I love you like pound cake falling off a skyscraper
I love you so damn much. I accidentally slept from 7- 2
Youʼre my favorite So rude
2/28/22, 5939 AM
2/28/22, 9940 AM
Lies
Iʼm going to go walk Eris and then Iʼll call
I didnʼt do it lover you did!
Fine bitch I got the contract finished :-) itʼs in your email
2/28/22, 11900 AM
2/28/22, 1907 PM
Iʼll nap and call you after lover
Unbeatable
I think my signal is bad
Oh is that what you call having someoneʼs big dick in your mouth!!!?
Eyeyeeeeeeeye Bursting with gratitude right now and thinkjng of you
Love you best friend
I got the small one by the way
Fun! Yay lover
Wanna share some oil with cheeses and stuff? Itʼs very tasty
But now I feel queasy as fuuuuuuuck lol
Definitely lol I adore you and canʼt stop gushing :)
It looks good! Worth it?
Iʼm very excited and feel lucky to be with you
;) Also:
Send me any tik toks that youʼve already uploaded
Iʼm obsessed with you And will slowly- driving
2/28/22, 5900 PM
I love you like a train crash
I love you more than this food Iʼm about to get
I love you like a blimp in the shape of a penis
I did miss this town a little
Wow I know how much that means coming from you
;)
And Iʼll be very safe by the way
And Iʼll be very safe by the way
Thnx lover
Have all the fun in the world just make sure I can bury my face in your neck again.
I love you like an an insane amount
2/28/22, 6937 PM
3/1/22, 3938 AM
He will sleep now.
Hi lover i just got up I crave you always
Youʼre candy
I got back three hours ago and fell asleep on the couch. In bed now. I want your smell so bad
Sleeping again soon but youʼre perfect
3/1/22, 5918 AM
I feel Proud to be someone who makes you feel loved
Well make a day of just watching all the summer movies back to back on our road trip :)
3/1/22, 6950 AM
I would love that so much
I donʼt feel great right now but everything about you is my favorite
Not terrible but yeah s little hungover
Oh no whatʼs up? Hungover or?
Iʼm massaging your temples right now :)
Hey also when you get a chance send me your normal TikTok posts
3/1/22, 9912 AM
I love you. Did you get the ones last night?
Iʼm heading back now
Youʼre getting 5,250 by the way
Oh my gooooosh
I got the good ones but I need some filler ones
Iʼll send them to you- might have to download some and wait til I get home
Why didnʼt you take your pill smasher lover!!!??? LOVER!!!!
I love surprise lover photos and this ones an extra winner
And it even smiling :) Ur*
I thought you bought it for some reason! And
YOU PAID FOR IT AND YOURE THE ONE WHO CANT TAKE BIG PILLS WHAT KIND OF DUMB FUCK ARE YOU!?
One
Thatʼs a great question
I love it
Iʼm closeish go home To
I just kinda exist in a state of love for you now
To
Iʼm gonna shower and then call after?
Oh thatʼs really cool LIKE I GUVE A FUCK
Yea donʼt even fucking think about it
3/2/22, 10927 AM
Um, I mean- just the way you smile at me on video chat is a pretty comparable poetry
Btw she power napped at my hotel after and I fingered - so after all we will probably have convenience sex one day
Thatʼs good! Seems like a cool person to have around
But sheʼs still really cool
just cuz
Rick & morty?
3/2/22, 12952 PM
Youʼre the cutest
Of course
Ok luvvr Iʼm
Grabbing a burger then heading home
I feel like lover could use a dose of quality time and Iʼd enjoy giving it
I would absolutely love that. Iʼm getting some chocolate and heading back
I love Being able to mean something to you :-) :-)
I feel very lucky you want to
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3/2/22, 4901 PM
Therapy place called back- sheʼs sending over new patient paperwork
3/2/22, 6926 PM
3/2/22, 9917 PM
Max is coming over for a bit, he might sleep on the couch. Either way Iʼm going to call it pretty early. Very sleepy. I miss your back
3/3/22, 12941 AM
So sleepy. Iʼm very excited to see you again
3/3/22, 2947 AM
Oh my lover my lover my lover my lover Lover wtf where did you see this!?!?!?!?
Just filled with gratitude and love every time I think about your face
And...... ___________
3/3/22, 6933 AM
Cold stones Facebook! I love you. Are you going to say butthole?
And...... ___________
Yeeeeeeees
I wonder if butthole will ever stop making me smile
I hope nor Not
It makes you laugh too hard, in a good way
You loooooove meeeeee
A whole lot actually
3/3/22, 8949 AM
Grinding away at specificities for ongoing assistant
Youʼre my best friend and Iʼm always envious/impressed with how focused you are
If we have someone doing 2-3 1 hour days per week for $5-$10 per hour- the cost will be $360-$1080 per year- not bad I think :)
Haha really good!! Howʼs your find them!
Iʼve posted on upwork and freelancer- a lot of proposals already :)
Just took me forever to figure out precisely what we need and the expectations etc.
But this machine is about to lift off bitch
Itʼs going to be so good and weʼre going to have a great fantastic time together
3/3/22, 11930 AM
Iʼve already made my minimum goal for today!
Just $ in general. Trying to get at least 1k a day
You mean like subscribers?
Lolololol you rich ass biiiiiiiitch Shit I need to edit the arch back one
And what do you mean Train? Like hoping for or are you literally doing something that makes a difference??
Iʼm assuming you mean trying but yeah thatʼs a good point. Not really doing anything that different
Iʼll do something on Twitter and Instagram soon Stop being so good at calling me out
Lol I literally wasnʼt even calling you out Hah Hah Hah Hah Hah I was actually just literally asking what you meant by trying
And keep in mind that my only opinion about your responsibilities is doing three TikTok today and putting them on the other sites thatʼs all
Oh I wasnʼt serious but the gas fair Thatʼs
You got the first Venmo, right?
Also hey youʼre incredibly special to me and I want you to feel warm and safe
3/3/22, 11925 PM
Hey best friend. Iʼm so tired and Iʼm about to sleep but I got a lot done today and Iʼm very excited that youʼre part of my life and I want to be as close as physically possible right now
3/4/22, 5932 AM
Lazy bitch
I just absolutely adore you. thereʼs really no
I love you I love you j love you
Iʼm up now I think
sentence that makes it more clear than that
3/4/22, 7922 AM
3/4/22, 9912 AM
When you are up let me know we might be meeting the African guy at 2g30 today – your time
Do you think you would be able to handle staying up till midnight for an interview with the girls in the Philippines?
Maybe not tonight but I could work up to it
3/4/22, 10930 AM
OK so both Africa meetings are set for today at 1g45 PM and 2g30 PM your time
She is at a restaurant around the corner so Iʼll go meet her and do some shoe shopping lover
Sounds good. How are we doing the call?
3/4/22, 12938 PM
Why did the early 2000s come back as a fashion thing
I did, one sec!
Whatʼs the passcode? Still not letting me join
3/4/22, 1938 PM
Hey lover hereʼs the meeting code did you install zoom?
761 706 9779
Shit lemme check
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3/4/22, 4928 PM
Hey I love you and I feel very special being able to be a safe person for you to be vulnerable with
Weighted blanket was a good purchase, might even go up in the weight
3/4/22, 9916 PM
Yeahh Iʼm gonna need to not read the comments on the bunny video even to sort of pedo ones.. hitting my biggest insecurities of ass and arm hair
Or maybe thatʼs why I should, who knows
3/4/22, 10950 PM
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3/5/22, 3955 AM
Iʼm up now and Iʼm assuming youʼre sleeping
3/5/22, 6907 AM
3/5/22, 8921 AM
I love you like satan and I got a ride to show
shopping from the “fan” girl!
3/5/22, 9956 AM
Niven
Nice! Love you
Damn thatʼs unlucky
Niven!? Literally 6 stores so far and nothing
YHATZI!!!!! $60 each :D
You know imma put some black drawing on that white one though
Looks good! That will make a big difference though
Or maybe a rainbow colored swoosh
6 more shops to go Howʼs you sleep I slept like shit
Ooh- just found out we have a free place to stay in Vegas :D
I slept okay, just slight headache. Drinking water though
And how?
Dang it I didnʼt actually set up plans for tonight when I canceled yesterday
Itʼs on a cool compound type place
Rude ass biiiiiitch lol
Buddy who used to hire me for dance jobs has been telling me for years to come stay with him and Vegas
he has a wife and a kid in a cool place
Kinda tempted now to ask Max for an adderall and clean. And that sounds good! Iʼm excited to see you again
You donʼt think heʼd come around if you just asked??
I donʼt think Iʼll have any sexual energy when we get back to hotel so Iʼll call you then but def. At least another hour
I love loving you so much itʼs just the coolest
Heʼs got plans with friends tonight apparently
Just let me know! Iʼm on the way to food. I love you
3/5/22, 5908 PM
Itʼs in your head until your dead! (Worst Song)
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Please listen to this and then please call me
3/5/22, 6932 PM
No matter where I end up on this I do regret talking to you in such a frustrated tone. I felt attacked but I get thatʼs not what you were trying to do
I gotchu thanks.
All I want to do is love on you and excite you in whatever way works for you so we can discover your perfect rhythm for maintaining your career however you want- and finding fun ways to deter
procrastination and unlock whatever thoughts hold you back.
*if you want my help
If not all i want to do is love on you and be diligent with tricky moments so we can use them to grow and not to develop bad habits.
Take your time processing. Iʼll go to sleep soon but no rush if we just need to speak tomorrow
Are you still up?
3/5/22, 9954 PM
Iʼm up
Karma
No but seriously wtf :////
Iʼm confused how I have a headache after 5 glasses of water
3/6/22, 12947 AM
PS go buy those pink heels immediately at DSW
3/6/22, 8932 AM
Lover when youʼre up fyi Iʼve set up more meetings for us for Philipino ppl- me in the am you at midnight
Iʼve got four scheduled in Phillipines from 10pm your time to the last starting at 12g30am
And, it says that I do in fact have to take a PCR test 24 hours before departing flight for into the US even if Iʼm a citizen. Remind me of what you had to show at the airport? Can I just fake it?
Then the next morning one at 10am and 10g30 for two Africa people
Uggh still have a slight headache. Iʼll go by dsw today
Wait I canʼt in the morning, dentist appointment at 11
Also I got mine through the DHA at the mall. They have an app and I showed the form
Oh shit OK I can change them
But at the airport what did you have to show? The app specifically? Could I literally just use an adjusted screen cap from your app?
Will you be OK to be asleep by 1 AM for your dentist in the morning?
And that will knock you out for a day or two, right?
I might just take those meetings myself and let you know if they are standouts since we already have four Filipino people
Maybe? Idk they looked pretty dang closely at mine each time. And yeah at least a day
Iʼll send what I showed them in a bit
OK send it over but yeah I probably shouldnʼt take the risk if they were scrutinizing it
What time is your flight?
Okay good so not hard to get one after that time the day before
The mall wasnʼt bad but I think you can set up others at clinics
3/6/22, 11957 AM
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Changing the Arabic might be an issue
8g30am
But you just showed them that or you showed that in the app?
Usually in the app
They asked a couple times
Are these the shoes?
Yaaaaaaaas wahooooooo!
Yaaaaaaaas wahooooooo!
I mean to text u to say i wasnʼt serious abt the urgency- just reminding u cuz I thought abt heels while I was looking at shoes
Oh I was already going to Sephora for face wash
But I got here twenty minutes to 12, which is apparently when things open Sunday so I got a drink and then spent way too much on clothes
Now there are two more pairs of shoes I like and I donʼt know what to do
HAHAHAHAHA oh you a spender now
This is genius lol
Well- how much did you spend on how many clothes and how much are the other two—- and most important: do you think overspending would become a problem? Or are you just enjoying the first splurge in a long time?
$200 on a dress, pants, shorts, and a shirt that are all very good basics that Iʼve been missing. So far itʼs been stuff i objectively need in a loose sense
I think this would cross into splurge territory Whatʼs genius?
GET ALL THE SHOES
This. I just love seeing you spend on yourself it makes me happy and giggle
I think you definitely need to have a splurge experience babe DO IT
Pause... where... in the fuck... is the heel??????
Lol itʼs just very thin
Iʼm not getting those but I am getting two others
Iʼm not getting those but I am getting two others
Lol that would be my only use for them but yeah that and they were over $100 plus the clasp was kind of messed up on the only pair of 6 they had
I got the pink one an Ones!
Why do you think I got them first
But I also got a pair of comfortable everyday sandals and a pair of nicer ones
Rude but that sounds like you
Uh hold up
I just realized that end call could be because something is wrong. Is anything wrong?
Just fuck me in theses
The pink ones!?!? Or the black
WHEW that would have been the end of us
Iʼm gonna toss em.
Good night booger lover
With us? I donʼt hang up on ppl I communicate
3/6/22, 4904 PM
Or in general
I mean I figured not but my thinking isnʼt super clear right now and I just want to be sure
Thinking isnʼt clear? Is anything wrong on your end? I just thought your signal dropped
No just migraine. Drinking water
I thought I said goodnight and then you did but I just couldnʼt hear you and then you hung up but I realized like twenty minutes after that I could have read that wrong
No- I figured youʼd call if you wanted to- I know yesterday was a lot for you and I was pushing without realizing it was sensitive- and I certainly donʼt like being in a realm thatʼs bothersome to you- then unnoticed there wasnʼt really a goodnight text or a good morning call- which kinda concerned me then I just reminded myself that I can be too controlling and that thereʼs nothing to worry about what will be will be- so I figured that was maybe an extension of you needing to breathe a bit on your own honestly
No not that at all- I just havenʼt been able to get rid of this thing and Iʼm trying to not think or limit screen light and relax
Put that phone down and have no concerns - Iʼve got your back. Take care of my girl
Interviews in abt 5 hours- if you canʼt make it we can do a second round with the winners
Itʼs had nothing to do with you, promise. I feel very good about you. I should be good. Get sleep
Nevermind, the pussy song is somehow stuck in my head and I hate you
3/6/22, 10927 PM
I donʼt currently think I can make it- just feeling worse
://// We gotta figure out what the fuck is the culprit Birth control?? Stress from yesterday??
I donʼt think itʼs either of the last two, itʼs been on and off all week
I can still try to stay up until event Then
If I didnʼt have the dentist thing in the morning I definitely would but I donʼt know
Stress from yesterday?? Being a faggit?
Up to you but you def donʼt have to
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Okay yeah Iʼm sorry I hope you donʼt think Iʼm not taking this seriously, I just canʼt focus on words well
Yeah one second
Hey the guy am meeting right now seems like a pretty damn good candidate do you want to just drop on for one second while heʼs on zoom just to say hello real quick and get a vibe for him?
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3/7/22, 10902 AM
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Hey Iʼm terrified and I donʼt want to do this but on a very separate note I love you so much and Iʼm very excited to see you
You got this babe itʼs NOTHING!
Iʼm riding with you holding your hand making you laugh!!!!!
Just be assertive as though I was there talking for you the whole time and itʼs gonna be so fun! Theyʼre gonna get you all high and silly!
Iʼm practicing asking for the gas. And whatever is wrong with my gum needs to be fixed, itʼs starting to hurt to ear
Eat
Itʼll be over in 24 hours lover!!!
I wish I could be there to be study for you but I know at the end of the day youʼre a strong boss bitch
Just PLEASE be overly communicative about the gas and numbing and ANYTHING that comes up. PLEASE take good care of my girlfriend she means the world to me and has this thing where she doesnʼt realize when sheʼs being unnecessarily quiet about her needs. Please speak up for her so this can be a breeze for her. Will you do me that favor? It would mean a lot
Itʼll be worth it. Both doing it and asking for the gas. I love you so much by the way
I met the two other assistants btw- both nothing anywhere near whatʼs his face- and one of them didnʼt want to do anything to do with pornography lol
Already told the dude we canʼt wait to hire him :)))) So many things are about to be taken care of for us!
Okay great! I think heʼs a really nice choice
I love you and Iʼm gonna show it to you in your butt
Going in now and no
I am frustrated at myself I should have timed out calling you for support :/ bummed I missed the chance
And are you supposed to drive yourself home???? Or did your mom get you or???
Youʼre the cutest
Itʼs done and yeah I can drive, it was just gas
All that practicing and she asked first thing if I wanted it
I have three temporary crowns
I mean it doesnʼt feel great but not a big deal That gum thing will be though
Apparently itʼll probably require a skin graft
Yulia? And yeah
Oh cool, getting massages together or?
Lololol
I just love that you “practiced” So no big deal or??
Whatʼs the gun thing? Btw about to walk into massages with Yulia Bringing skin from somewhere else???????
Cool girl surfing
Yeah thatʼs crazy. Are you ready?
Yea same room we wanted to do the nail salon foot chair but theyʼre closed
Holy fuck Iʼm leaving in 10 hours to the USA
I think????
My fingers are all fucked up Iʼve been picking at them. Really donʼt know why travel seems to make me anxious
Or is it just that Iʼve gotten used to this dose of Zoloft?? Have you notice a difference??
I donʼt think Iʼve noticed a difference, at least over the phone. Travel makes me really anxious too, I think itʼs just a transition point where things can go wrong
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Why
I love you
That was disturbing
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU
3/7/22, 3951 PM
You had to use the app for your thing or they just texted you a link to the pcr thing?
I used their app. Did you go through DHA?
Yea I think so- the Al hosn app or a different one?
I just have an app that says DHA - thatʼs what they told me to download
Were you able to give them your actual number?
Well fuck
Maybe itʼs a false positive?
Holy fuck Fuck this shit fuck me Iʼm fucking positive what the fuck???
Iʼm really surprised You fell for that lol Damnit I should have listened to that part of myself
Damnit I should have listened to that part of myself
Sorry nothing going on my mouth just really hurts
Nothing going on? Do you have pain killers lover?
Yulia is sleeping here till her trains go again and Iʼm packing fyi
And you are my celebrity crush
Oooh No lover you need to rest
And WTF they send you home without pain killers after that???
Like I know I havenʼt been saying much but itʼs just the teeth pain
And unfortunately no
Do you have ibuprofen to scarf????
I mean itʼs just crowns but yeah Iʼve taken some
Crowns are what? Where they cover a cavity?
I thought they were fixing the teeth by your fake teeth did they do that?
Basically they grind down the teeth in to nubs and then put temporary fake ones over it
Fuck... youʼve told me this before
So when they do the wisdom tooth and gum theyʼll replace them itv
*or?
Theyʼll put the real ones in about two weeks and then Iʼll set up an appointment for the root canal and the gum graft
Stephanie seems great and thank you for introducing us but in the future maybe a warning?
Not super looking forward to talking today
Sure but is this about a warning or is this about you not feeling like you have the right to say to her that youʼd prefer a day or two or three to recover from your mornings mouth surgery before jumping on the phone?
I mean Iʼm going to say it but Iʼd have preferred not having to do so today
Really donʼt mean that in a hostile way
I gotchu will adjust next time
3/7/22, 7947 PM
Itʼs probably that
Or youʼre just a big bitch and Iʼm used to it
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Literally a baby one seat away from me...
One baby canʼt cry for 16 hours. And sometimes theyʼre mostly quiet
Lol that works too. Hope you get some rest
Moved seats cuz Iʼm gangster
Youʼre going to have a great flight
Ok so I do have texting wifi donʼt fucking bother me But what email do you wanna use for the assistant Do you have a Bella email?
The closest I have is sarahmarieeris@gmail one I should probably make one
Yea for sure go make a gmail I think I already have bellaberradamanagement or m
anager@gmail.com
Bmbbusiness@gmail? Bellaberradabiz@gmail? Bmbprivate Bmbcontact Iwantitinmybuttholeforaweek@gmail.com
Huh? Oh- ok cool
bmberradaprivate@gmail.com
Or trying
Yeah I think itʼs wet up Set dang it
Tried a couple of your suggestions but they were taken
Are you still logged into upwork? If so message him back for me cuz I donʼt have data just messaging- send this:
Cool her email is bmberradaprivate@gmail.com and mine is bellaberradamanagement.com. Send an
email with both of us copied and let me know how youʼd like to get paid. PayPal? Venmo? Cashapp? Also- Iʼll get the big tasklist together for you while Iʼm on the plane now- but whenever you have a chance, go ahead and dig right into the content removal services and get us a comprehensive report on what you find and what the best options are :)
If you donʼt have the login itʼs rhagan21@hotmail.co m a specificphillipino2
Any capitalizations in the password? Itʼs not letting me in
I have to go to sleep but if I wake up and see a response Iʼll try again
Also I love you very much
3/8/22, 5911 AM
Slept 6 hours I think :) I sent you a picture of us that didnʼt go through :/
Weʼre going over the North Pole
Also- we may need to like make an email thatʼs a shared email- so, for example, the assistant can make accounts for you and then have your main email account as like the backup security account- so then if/when we stop working with him we can just change the password on that email- or use the backup account to reset.
Like: bellaberradateam@gmail.com
I would make it for you if I had internet - oh wait - were rich now I can totally get internet on the flight lol
Ok Iʼll do this
Cuz you know... Iʼm like... the producing manager and everything.
Thereʼs this guy who is literally like scream coughing and clearing his throat every 5 minutes and plays his phone totally out loud
Now the DRAMA lol...
I told a nice flight attendant who used the idea of making everyone mask in our row- and he refused and she started screaming at him- he kept refusing and she said she would notify the captain and have authorities come
Now heʼs saying he has asthma and shows his certificate
We do have great pictures. I only look scared like 85% of the time now
Damn sounds like youʼve had an exciting flight
Hey I love you
3/8/22, 10957 AM
See if you like any of these ideas or if you want plain :)
I think blue faux fur/shag carpet though
Sent an email with all the tasks to your Bella email- check make sure you got it :)
Bitch did you not hear me!? We went over the North Pole!
replace car roof fabric designs cool ideas
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Thatʼs crazy and really cool! Did you see? And Iʼll check! At lunch now
I like the suede too!
Also Iʼm going to go get an adderall from Max tonight, just realized the dog trainer will be in my apartment tomorrow
car headliner fur
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Be honest- is there mold? Also- therapist?
No mold because I have no food out at all- trying to starve out the ants but it is bad
Dang it still nothing, gotta call today
Oh shit I forgot we gotta get you a cleaner! What had we said about that?? We were doing a weekly?
Oh I thought for that one it wasnʼt worth the money at this point
Maybe monthly?
Maybe not before you had money but now for suuuuuuuure
Definitely weekly lol you can demolish the place in two days
Now tell me honestly: will you be glad to have your house fresh and clean without you having to make any effort? Or will you feel invaded?
Hmm fair point but honestly Iʼm not sure how Iʼd feel about it. Might have to try it first
So can i set up? I think if itʼs someone nice youʼll enjoy how spick and span they can make it
You might be right. And I can always use it as a time to take Eris to the dog park
By the way Iʼm getting off birth control (I said I had a wisdom tooth removed on OF to buy a few days without having to say that) so there is a chance my emotions will go a little crazy for a short time
Hasnʼt happened yet just something to be aware of
Helped out and appreciative
Ok cool Iʼll set one up :)))) Do you feel pressured into it or helped out?
For only fans why? So if you bleed you donʼt have to work?
Can you not just be *out of commission for the week*?
Yeah Iʼm going to bleed for a couple of days at least. I usually like to have a decent reason if I am so people donʼt assume Iʼm going inactive
And I have your back lover. I will be EXTRA strong even if you get really evil and see what we decide after that storm passes if it comes.
lol I wonʼt be evil, promise. Just curious how Iʼll react to less hormones
And Iʼm still going to post some and tik tok, just saying itʼs drafts
Lover do you think that maybe youʼll start wanting a lot of buttsex!?!?!?
Iʼm pretty sure thatʼs a side effect, sure
In all seriousness though my sex drive might go up
We can definitely try
OH MY GOD YESSSSS!!!
Lover Iʼm so happy!!!!! Oh shit lol- road trip fuck fest?
I swear I must be projecting it just seems like your responses are kinda dry??
Oh no Iʼve just been either talking or driving this morning! I just got back home though so it should be better from here
That one is maybe the one that threw me
There is a good chance Iʼll get really horny for awhile though. No guarantee
I would be excited to get that with you I got Eris some birthday presents
Itʼs her birthday today?
Itʼs her birthday today? Wet abt to land
Itʼs the day the shelter said she could have been born at least
And nice! Howʼs it been?
I got tooooons of stuff done- particularly all the info to the assistant
You saw that email?
Yea but thatʼs just for my stuff
:))))) In line for passport checks ughhhhhh
That kept not sending
Oooh I found this one in the life options
Iʼm happy for you! Seems like a productive day. And I did! It seemed written well
Heʼs sent to two different places I think
I just found your email! It went to spam for some reason
Youʼre my favorite sentient thing on Earth
I do love that picture. The live one is better
Improvement from this one
Have it?
Ah yeah thatʼs fair. Pictures are hard okay
I donʼt know how you got all the angles/ not looking like a hostage down
I canʼt pay you on Venmo right now because Iʼve exceeded the weekly limit but I will as soon as thatʼs up
Probably should figure out a better way to pay
Also kinda have a urge to get a masters in library science
Sorry kind of stoned and feel like a drowned rat after I get out of the shower so probably super awkward with Carter. He seemed nice, hope you have a good time!
Interesting, some people are finding me through OF recommendation section
Fucking disaster lol but at least we have it lol
Like for the funny memory
Oooooh shit!!!!!
Bitch youʼre fucking big time
Make a million well get a penthouse in Vegas
So faking excited to touch you What is library science??
Iʼm also very excited to see you again and just be closer to you in general
Archives, databases, research. Itʼs what librarians have
Nothing Iʼm planning on doing anytime soon or probably ever, just an idea
Also did I tell you Iʼve seen increased traffic from Ukraine? I used to rarely see that country on the list and now itʼs like top 4
Thatʼs so funny but why get a degree in it as opposed to just indulging in the actual act of it??
How in the flying fuck because youʼre viewership be going up and Ukraine!?
Most entry jobs in it require a masters. Which yeah I recognize is a bit ridiculous
I have no idea why or how itʼs going up there
3/8/22, 9941 PM
Hang on getting adderall! Phone battery is really low- didnʼt want it to die mid call
Yeah Iʼm pretty much sick of the excuses at this point
Iʼm sick of you
Not really I absolutely love you
Probably another ten minutes
The what??
2015 Honda Civic I think
Yes 2015
Your pants still kinda smell like that and I love it
No stress no rush You got the electrical splitter?
And whatʼs your car make model year
:))))))))
DID YOU GET THE ELECTROCAL SPLITTER SO YOU CAN CHARGE THE PHONE AND USE THE CLAMP LAMP
No lol itʼs in your MAILBOX Delivered Thursday
Ohh uh no I have not done that yet Iʼll add it to my Walmart list
Lol what!! I did not know that, my bad
Did i mention youʼre the best person Iʼve met
Lover I really need you to show up at nicks house wearing your favorite sweatpants suit and the pink heels
Iʼm still not 100% sure I can pull off that look but Iʼll look into it
Feeling very full of love for you right now
More like 4-5 but yes! Was he also confused?
YAAAAAAAAAY LOVERS ALL LOVEY TODAY
was just telling Carter how psyched I am about you
About to get Taco Bell for the first time in six months right?
3/9/22, 1916 AM
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Itʼs pretty much clean besides never ending laundry and vacuuming! I love you favorite person
Mind just totally woke up- gonna fart around my
google searches till hopefully get tired again
Youʼll have a maid soon!
I hope you have an easy time adjusting
And yeah that could be interesting! Iʼm excited to get all this laundry done with
3/9/22, 8900 AM
I have no idea how or when she did this, but Eris ate a bird fetus
3/9/22, 9921 AM
Lover I need 37 kisses on my face while you sit on your knees in my lap and hold my head with your back arched
I absolutely cannot wait
Eris just did really well with all the prodding and shots. Still so stressed but a muzzle was not needed
Annual vet appointment!
Before! Vet was 9, trainer is 2
Me too! She had so much potential Has
Oh nice :)))) Wait the trainer already came???
I know but I thought that was after trainer
Fun Iʼm excited for the trainer
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I love us
Training thing went really well I think- started early
She said a lot of similar things that you said with her and Eris seemed to respond well
She provides everything, does an hour session a week- walking, going in public, meeting other dogs- until weʼre both confident sheʼs good to go
Do they have a list price on the website or is that something she just presented on the spot there?
Sheʼs charging you the same as my mom who has a PhD per hour lol
She had something on her iPad, said it was based on distance
OK well I think the headlines are pretty simple which I might as well share which is just that: I think youʼre being beyond scammed at that price. Like, you could have someone doing each one of those jobs and a daily dog walker for 1/4 of the price
I would love to be in a position in your life in which you can do for people to me for anything and everything that has to do with price or negotiations. I think that girl just like any mechanic will look at you and immediately see dollar signs and know that they can pretty much throw out any number and you will just agree to it
But I would only want to be in that position if youʼre welcome to be into it and weʼre comfortable with that. I am totally comfortable with negotiation and
obviously it makes me feel upset when I see that someone else has taken advantage of you and itʼs taking away your money.
To be fair itʼs a bit more than just dog walking, sheʼs bringing her dogs and tools as well. And itʼs not like anyone sees me or my apartment and thinks I have money
I take pleasure in researching and finding good deals and we also have the assistant in your life now so that there is always options as opposed to putting you in position to be scammed or forced into something by someone.
Thatʼs the totality of my thoughts and I can very much so feel that I need to be very wary of pushing myself onto you as far as guiding your personal life. Itʼs totally your money and your right to just pay whatever it costs to not have to deal with conflict, and of course I would love to have you rely on me so that you are not even in position for conflict... But yeah, I will leave it completely up to you, no pressure, I will love you all the same even if you pay this girl $10,000 per day lol
True, at the end of the day I could totally retract all of my thoughts on this but... For now I feel like it needs a serious evaluation. How many dogs did she bring?
And I do really appreciate that but to me if I like her and Eris seems to be responding to her than to me itʼs worth it. Itʼs a little bit more than the average private dog training session but not wildly so. She has two Great Danes, a shepherd and a French bulldog mix. So good practice for Eris with big and small dogs
Itʼs worth it to me for Eris to be calmer where I can actually control her so she can be happier and actually a part of my life outside of this apartment
Plus I felt comfortable having her in my apartment and thatʼs not a common thing
I can tell Iʼm not expressing quite how much Iʼm into you but just know I really really am
3/9/22, 7912 PM
Hey as soon as possibly your drivers license and dob
Lover lover lover
In the shower but one second!
Have a massive headache. I think itʼs because I took a different kind- instant instead of extended release. Took one of those pills and going to sit in the dark for 30 minutes or so before it kicks in
:(
Almost hit the FaceTime button then realized youʼll wanna be off video chat :/
We need to figure out whatʼs going on with the headaches!
This is definitely the adderall, Iʼve had these before. Very sharp. I absolutely love seeing you but yeah going to listen to some meditation or something until this starts working
Iʼm looooooooving all this verbal affirmation youʼve been giving me- not gonna lie it totally adds to my power and momentum :)
Iʼm soooooo into you being a constant sense of family
Also, I had an extremely hard chuckle... As I was reinstating my insurance we added you on as a driver since you will probably do a lot of the driving across country... And when he pulled up your record his words were precisely “Uh-oh” lol
I want to give you all the affirmation. Itʼs what I feel so I want to show that
Ah yeah my insurance agent did the same thing
Ooooooh Ok lover
My heart is all the way full at 100% right now :)
CyberGhost vpn password when you get a chance plz
GrimmaVPN33!
Better bow! Now
You okay?
Goodnight love of my life
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3/10/22, 12924 AM
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3/10/22, 10940 AM
My favorite name :) Melt into you later
Waking up and laptopping text me when youʼre up pickle feet
Slept for 13 hours, just walked Eris and got water
3/10/22, 12915 PM
I wonder who this is from
Youʼre the worst and I love you
I would NEVER
Those are the plugs?
Ooh lala!
Yes! Thank you, Iʼll put it in when I get home I might have a threesome today
Ooh lala!
If I still have this slight headache Iʼll cancel though
Same guy I had the first one with and one of his friends
Still spotting so another reason Iʼm not sure I want to today
Max and his boy or new adventure?
Meh donʼt remember But fun :) Already stopped bleeding?
Aaaah
Usually Iʼm either neutral about your sex adventures or slightly edgy that a guy might try to hypnotize you away- but Iʼm actually just excited for you this time :)
I didnʼt know that so thank you for telling me
Iʼll let you know if I do end up going through with it today
3/10/22, 2937 PM
Other guy probably canʼt make it today. Might still hook up with the first one for a minute. Itʼs never that exciting tbh but he wants to try a few new things so maybe itʼll be better
Are you good with everything?
If anything changes let me know! Iʼm going to focus today on relaxing and staying in a good mood for TikTok
Iʼm currently looking forward to it and trying to stay that way
Cool :)
Yes :)))
Or keep that mind set
3/10/22, 4928 PM
It was more historically when we hadnʼt had quite as many experiences- when I would see you distressed about my adventures it left me assuming youʼd only be looking for an escape route in yours. But now that I see you seem to trust me and my intentions and love with you I am able to not have any distractions in my genuine pleasure in being along side you for whatever your desires may be :)
3/10/22, 5944 PM
Yeah thatʼs very fair. Not looking to escape at all He tried some new things, overall better
By new things I just mean duct tape and vibrator Oil change
3/10/22, 7946 PM
IMG_7293
Apparently duct tape bruises
Iʼm about to get ready to do TikTok
You liiiiiiiittle kinker
You got this my love :))))
Letʼs do whatever the FUCK we want on our road trip
filtered-8B097533-00AC-4F4D-AB0C-A6C9B2510C86 Look how soft my pants are
And Iʼm so excited!!
They were at Marshallʼs for $8, very exciting And absolutely
Just did a throwaway and then I have two more Iʼll
Got those the other day? Hey wanna be family?
make and send you first
fun :))) Did you just hate it?
3/10/22, 10915 PM
Are you hooking up with that girl tonight?
3/11/22, 1902 AM
So thereʼs a 5 second one where getting stuff on the sound is important so not sure how to do and send you first with watermark
3/11/22, 3916 AM
Yeah exactly! Sorry somehow didnʼt see this Sleeping soon
Head still kinda hurts
Goodnight favorite person, I seriously canʼt wait to see you and fall asleep on top of you again
Wait what? Iʼm confused Oh like sound from the app
From the assistant: Here are the latest tiktok videos for this week:
#accountant #kinktok #thictok #tikthot
https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSd1vFUHh/ https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSd1vmtVy/ https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSd1vpHfV/ https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSd1vsTnv/ https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSd1vPoaP/ https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSd1vqVuJ/
3/11/22, 7931 AM
Thank you! Iʼll look when I get up for real
3/11/22, 12926 PM
Did you know tbh stands for tug boat horny
3/11/22, 2905 PM
I did not
Iʼm having such a hard time waking up
Iʼm having such a hard time waking up
Lol what
Got someone who wants your golf bag :) Is there a good time they can pickup tomorrow?
Wanna have them meet at a gas station or at the apartment office?
Leasing office sounds good! And any time really
Thatʼs great! Thank you for setting all that up
God it feels so good to see my balance versus available credit
Thank you! Itʼll be good to have that out of my trunk
Cool- theyʼll have $75 cash :)
Fuck I really do all the way love you I legit felt happy because you said you feel happy!
What are we thinking about the laser hair removal!?
Iʼm terrified of it but itʼs probably worth trying the $600 one I bought
Yea just read about it- thereʼs probably tons of YouTube vids on it- and just try one zap give it a few days see if thereʼs any problems then go nuts!
Wait- actually- I think me
And Melinda found out that like the whole thing is you have to have black hair
Or dye the hair before
Do some YouTube vids or we can have the assistant do :)
Yeah Iʼve read about it, my hair is pretty dark there. I think you also have to shave fully beforehand
Is it? I remember it being light brown??
More dark brown- same as my eyebrows
3/11/22, 4929 PM
And I think light brown is still fine if I remember right. Like the darker the better, but itʼs more there needs to be a contrast with your skin. So it doesnʼt work well with blondes or dark skin tones
Site rip Reddit
3/11/22, 6937 PM
I love you so much itʼs stupid
Bonked with so much grateful energy right now.. and of course... as usual...
I love how comfortable I feel with you
3/11/22, 9947 PM
Which one
Posting in 25 minutes to get in the right time frame Hey I love you
Itʼs full snowing right now, Iʼm so confused
3/12/22, 1905 AM
Lol
I think itʼs good!
Lol Found a good place to work :)
Did the email from the assistant help you as far as being ready with trends or do we need to adjust it in anyway?
Awesome. Also, didnʼt we have a list somewhere of all the Links of people that stole your shit?? I thought it was in our document but I donʼt see it now?
Hang on I emailed it to Donald, Iʼll find in You should see it
The wind is actually howling, it sounds pretty cool. Going to get some sleep, I canʼt wait to melt into you for says
Says
Days dang it
I love it
The degree to which this makes me happy is ridiculous lol
I love love love my treasure girl
Apparently the best tailor in town is the one by the Publix and steak out called Suns :)
You have access to this, yea?
At the bottom is tasks and questions for you so you can check in on them.
create and edit documents online, for free.
docs.google.com
For now hereʼs the pressing ones:
For now hereʼs the pressing ones:
Would you be OK with streaming for four hours minimum per session on twitch? If so, how many times a week could you stand?
Would you be interested in doing ASMR on twitch?
There is a bunch of feet pic sub Reddit that he found. Would you like him to pull pictures and post for you or would you like to do the posting?
Oh I guess you definitely do because you should be posting from your Reddit account, right?
Lover I just did all my imminent tasks and Iʼm so mad you arenʼt available to talk to me now. You really donʼt fucking care.
3/12/22, 10934 AM
Wait just requested access with wrong gmail! Iʼm pretty sure I do
And I can do the posting! I miss you
The golf bag ppl are asking if they can come earlier? At noon
And let me know for sure when you check the document :)
Asking for 12g30 now actually- so they can be on time safely
Fuck Iʼm sorry
Iʼm up now
I can get in the document
Please
Eris does not like the snow
LOVER GODDAMNIT
Melt into me
3/12/22, 1959 PM
Golf thing is fondness Done!
Get some sleep, I love you
Iʼm about to make a big meal before taking half of that other adderall
3/12/22, 6928 PM
That was after a big meal and watching porn nap so kind of hard to beat
Yaaaaaay :))) Now youʼre REALLY rich :)
Gonna try to sleep another hour I stay tired but this bed is sooooo soft lol
Done already? You looked so happy
Itʼs been an hour, probably time Iʼm so tempted to take the rest
3/12/22, 7934 PM
Why not though? How long does it usually take to set in?
30 minutes to an hour. Just could get mild productivity twice instead of high productivity once
Unrelated but my brothers in the hospital again. They arenʼt freaking out but itʼs more serious than the other times heʼs been admitted
Iʼm having coffee with Stephanie tomorrow at 1g30 by the way
And Iʼm so excited to float around with you
Fun!
I donʼt know why I get such a kick building webs of awesome people around me
Like- so excited Road trip has never been something I really liked but
everything is change so much. I really enjoy my time with you and the simplicity of finding a place to sit down with a laptop and your cuddles at night itʼs pretty fucking exciting
My laptop sticker got left on the front steps so if you go out for food or something tomorrow can you please grab it?
Iʼve never gone on a long one so Iʼm curious what I think but Iʼve always really wanted to do so. And I love spending quality time with you
I assume thatʼs for Nick or your mom?
Oh do you have any fears or concerns?
No thatʼs for you. It was left on my momʼs front steps. But I forgot I havenʼt told you that they are out of town until Friday
And Will is good to watch Eris except for the first week of April because he has to watch his parents dog so thatʼll be easy to work around. And yes I can pick that up tomorrow!
Not really anything specific, I just know I can get kind of stressed with specific travel. But I think the fact itʼs not super regimented and that I can relax and trust that you have it will make it easier
Yeah itʼs not that awful!
Aaaaah I get you
Wow so itʼs actually only 30 hours driving from la to hsv
Well, until you break that down into eight hour drives at a time lol. However we have lots of stops so I guess that doesnʼt matter
I could do 10 probably but yeah that might push it into too much. I saw a vlog of a couple moving from LA to North Carolina by car and it took them about a week driving 6-8 hours a day
Yeah. The stops will make it all makes sense now.
Maybe we bring you some Adderall? So we double check no one falls asleep? Or have you never never never ever had that problem?
The only time Iʼve had that problem is when I was getting 2-3 hours of sleep, in a home environment that was terrifying, with a 10 hour stressful job, and driving an hour before dawn
But might be a good idea to bring a couple if I can find more
Remind me the name of the history game?
Crusader Kings
It might not have much of an audience
Tbh no one will be watching me for the game though- thatʼs not my audience
It might be useful if he found more light, lower skill games, that are popular on there
Blue - Snowball
bluemic.com
I have this right now
Iʼll try to add that to the list
I did not
Nothing in spam either
And what kind of microphone do you have right now? Did you just mean like your laptop one or?
Did you get the email I just sent?
To bmberrada private?
Shit my bad I wrote it to the wrong address- It was just an email telling you and the assistant that there has been an update on the document for both of
you. A couple questions and tasks for you and him
Unless you want him to have a copy of your drivers license and stuff then you will need to go ahead and make your own account on feetpics.com. And then start posting on the Reddit with the hashtags he found
Okay cool I can do that tonight no problem! Iʼll add the feet pics to the list
Thatʼs great! I canʼt wait
Weʼre going to have so much fun
Youʼll never get away with it
Youʼve planned terribly, thereʼs already evidence against you
Got everything fixed on the jeep! :)
Iʼm gonna kill you
Ooh I love a challenge
Nope. Iʼve invested six months of*absurd jokes. This just blends in. I just seem like a silly guy ;-)
Mhm sure. Iʼm just going to assume you wonʼt kill me, I think that helps our relationship
I mean it is always a risk
Iʼm so attracted to you in so many ways and I canʼt wait to be near you again
Do you feel loved?
That was so raw lol
Loverrrrrrrrr That text hit HARD
Yeah?
If Iʼm divulging and letting you know exactly who I am and all the silly minutia lol... I would say that probably the fact that you have probably throughout your life learned to modulate how animated or expressive you can be leaves me internally just a little bit less than certain... But like I told you before, that little bit of uncertainty probably is a treat to my masculine tendency to want to have something to impress and enhance... So for now I donʼt know if we have a problem but just know that anytime you want to you can always drop more love and emotion on me :-) but also that I still love you in the very excited about you regardless
I can understand that, I know I donʼt show stuff very well usually. I want you too feel loved though, youʼre an extremely important person to me
I love love love those words :))))))
Also the way youʼve become increasingly honest, vulnerable, communicative, progressive has left me feeling important to you :)
But believe you me on this road trip Iʼm going to have your ass dancing and expressing lol lol lol. Donʼt worry I will get you drunk first
Time out – I forget – do you have like a sexy cocktail dress? If not we need to order you one in your size and or have it tailored for the road trip
Iʼm still not sure about the dancing but weʼll see
Iʼm pretty sure I have one that works now? Iʼll see if I need to tailor it a little bit
Itʼs the cutest thing when you think you have a choice
I mean I feel like Iʼll definitely end up doing that Sending a potential TikTok in a minute
Old work clothes versus new work clothes
Old work clothes versus new work clothes
Good one :) Any worries that the nips will be too much?
I can cut that part of the video to barely showing
And obviously, on this one- make that 19 year old text niiiiice and big in the middle lol
Did you see other videos that have nipples being seen through? I donʼt even know
Iʼve seen it before a few times! I guess Iʼll find out But yeah I definitely will
Iʼm going to wait until 5 or so, thatʼs when the people that follow me start being more active
3/13/22, 10938 AM
Getting gas before I meet for coffee. Definitely starting to feel a bit sleepy. I need full cuddling
Lol here goes nothing!
She was really nice! Be careful
Are you okay?
3/13/22, 12922 PM
3/13/22, 1954 PM
3/13/22, 4901 PM
Yes! My bad she texted me in the middle of my video and asked if I was there and then I realized I was late!
Still at lunch hit you in a little bit
All good! I figured it was something like that just wanted to be sure
3/13/22, 9934 PM
Why arenʼt you replying to all my messages??
3/13/22, 11945 PM
3/13/22, 11945 PM
Sorta but awake too
Oh no I forgot the laptop sticker Setting an alarm for tomorrow
Not yet
Sleeping lover?
Iʼm just driving over to that game night if you want to talk
3/14/22, 12957 AM
You mother.... Fucker. No rush lol
Sleeping lover?
Probably going to shower and try again soonish. Game night going well?
3/14/22, 1900 PM
Just slammed out of the bed to the dentist lover goodmkrning :)
Good morning! Iʼve slept so much
3/14/22, 3933 PM
I love you on the way to pick up that sticker
I love you like pizza
Thank you loverrrrrrrrrr
Lover feels generic Iʼm eager to find the real pet name. Lover doesnʼt feel specific enough for you
Do you mind that I never really use pet names? Because itʼs something I can try if it bothers you, just never really have
Iʼve definitely never once thought about that or felt like it was missing from your side :)
But I feel very cared about that youʼd ask :)))))
I just realized that I donʼt ever use them
Iʼm tempted to actually go into rosies and get a drink
Lol whatʼs the motivation just the joy of alcohol? Anxious?
They just have good margaritas
Also ordering food to go during a shift change is never a good idea
Lol I was wondering if they had a camera
You deserve it!
3/14/22, 5911 PM
Yesterday :)
It looks really good!
Hey btw... I started feeling really depressed today
Then I realized I think it has a lot to do with the pet name thing
And I think I do in fact feel pretty unloved without that
So- could you please start calling me “my little wiener boy”?
Okay little wiener boy
Okay little wiener boy
HAHAHAHAHAA
If thatʼs what you want, who am I I deny you
Does any of your apps have a blur brush or anything on them? So that you can blurr your feet pics as Armand has suggested?
Lightroom might but Iʼll look into that! Starting it soon
Starting what soon? Lightroom?
And in the document that I sent you with all of your personal lists... Is that thing a little bit to overwhelming? Should I make separate documents that have only like your daily and weekly and then other documents for like your references etc. etc.? Or are you fine with the document?
3/14/22, 7920 PM
My bad I thought I responded to this! Starting the feet stuff now. And that document is good, thank you for checking though!
Soooooo are you saying Iʼm like the best producer that ever lived? Orrrrrrrrrr?
Oh for sure, no question
Also very cute
YES!!!!
3/14/22, 9947 PM
Ah well thatʼs unfortunate
Oh noooooooo lol
But I mean CMON lol ME!?
ME!? IM GORGEOUS!
Thatʼs actually a very good point
Although people use escorts for a variety of reasons
DONʼT FUCKING CHALLENGE ME SARAH!!!
I could never
Going to walk Eris, make a tik tok, and go to Samʼs for a little bit. Will definitely be late but probably not overnight. Either way Iʼll keep you updated
Eris is the worst walker Excited for that to be fixed
On Wednesday!
Sheʼs going to be such a great dog. Has all the potential
Also doggy antibiotics are expensive, remind me to check if my pet insurance covers it
Okey dokey love cyclops
Yea whenʼs the first lesson???
Boss bitch :)
Iʼll put in your task list? And yea that is pretty exciting actually :)
Oh you donʼt have to do that, just bring it up if you remember in a few days
I brought water with me by the way
Who the FUCK are you
Youʼre so coooooool :)
I mean I also brought whiskey and sprite, so still very much the same
Think youʼll overdo it tonight? And swear it off tomorrow
Nah Iʼll be fairly responsible probably
And hey- as much as I love being able to see your face at night- and whether you are or arenʼt in the mood to be held by him- pleeeeeease donʼt drive tipsy okay?
I wonʼt, not even questionably sober
I locked myself out of the car...calling a locksmith Left a voicemail at several places but nothing yet
I think I might be out of luck until 5... damnit Definitely getting a spare key
Thnx Lolita
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Lol
What you guys getting into tonight just drinkin and Bullshittin?
mock up of the black paint idea tell him I said wadap or is that weird for you?
Yeah exactly. His cat is nice
It looks good! And not weird he says hi
DONT FORGET TO ASK LOCKSMITH HOW YOU CAN GET A COPY!
Definitely will. I feel dumb, canʼt believe I did this again
Not dumb... Your attention is so focused on love that you donʼt have the capacity to keep up with menial organizational tasks
lol youʼre cute and I love you but I should probably have realized
3/15/22, 3951 AM
Going to sleep- love your soul out you dirty little slut
Trying locksmiths again! This shouldnʼt be this hard
Iʼm in!
Getting that key made today
3/15/22, 6958 AM
3/15/22, 8925 AM
Where do you get it made?
The magnetic thing for car is being sent to you from Amazon
I might use the locksmith people that actually came out. They can do it for $5 and have great reviews
Fuck I love you
Also get a duplicate of your house key to put in there
I have a few apartment key duplicates! Realized it was kind of pointless because theyʼre all in my apartment except the one my mom has
And yeah itʼll unlock the car but not start which seems good for theft protection
WOW 5$!?!?!?
Lolol
If your mom has one thatʼs good :) Aaaah
The start the car thing might be a programmable digital thing. Did they say how you could do that if you ever wanted to?
Yeah normally Iʼd feel comfortable calling but will is still in the hospital so seemed like a bad time. And I didnʼt really want Sam to meet my mom
They should be able to do it, a lot of the reviews mentioned them doing it
Oh not car, apartment
I can definitely do that!
Oooh your mom has an extra car key too? Perfect :)
Then have them do do one that starts your car too for sure. I think if you donʼt have a working key to get the digital or transponder frequency off of then it makes it much harder and more expensive
3/15/22, 4939 PM
Whoa I way overslept
Going to shower and try to call
Great one of the temporary crowns fell out
Yea maybe DONT maybe o donʼt CARE anymore
Wait you have to be here before so maybe Saturday. You definitely have to stay the night here
Like this Saturday?
lol I can do that. When do you have to be out?
In the condo. Get fucked on the balcony
Yeah you fucking idiot
21st In theory
I think we could rent to the place longer but I donʼt
I think we could rent to the place longer but I donʼt see any reason
OH SHIT WE GOTTA GO TO THE MAGIC CASTLE!!!
Yeah thereʼs no reason to do so. Hm I was thinking about waiting until I had my permanent crowns put in next week but I donʼt have to
Ooooh
Well... staying in the condo isnʼt the most important thing in the world
At least the seal will be more fresh now that I have to put it in again
It would be nice to have that out of the way and not have to worry about it but I also really really want to see you
Also can you see if Donald can maybe watch Eris the first week of April?
Get your nap I love you
OK I think more about all this when I wake up
3/15/22, 9900 PM
Probably should consider going live on TikTok at some point
Apparently it can be helpful lol This rain is making me so sleepy
What are you a little career girl now or something
The girl is cool but def Ukrainian- kinda accidentally tries to put trip ups in the rhythm. The more I kept her from going off track the more she became resistant- I think sheʼs also thrown off by the polyamory- yes sheʼs still hanging around in the condo while the maids work lol
SO SLEEP LOVER YOU DESERVE IT :) Lol well that sounds like an interesting night at least
Show went fairly well, $100 for thirty minutes of not really doing anything
Cool have fun!
And yeah itʼs gone up
32 ish
Niiiiiice :) penthouse in Vegas
And the girl said she really wants to try to be more open and honest like me so she came with me to the Krump session Iʼm about to walk into :))))
Lover.......... Wtf........
do you know roughly what mileage you get??
At this cost it may actually be way more worth thinking abt your car cuz I get 14
Iʼll do the math later
Although lol... at the end of the day you have double Mileage but youʼd be double driving length lol
3/16/22, 1924 AM
Going to head to sleep, goodnight Extremely attracted to you by the way
Actually going to sleep now. I love you, completely excited to spend a good chunk of time with you soon
3/16/22, 3902 AM
Just douse you with quality time
Just douse you with quality time
3/16/22, 8937 AM
Whew so missed the call but they left a voicemail that they could do it today. Called back and it always directs me to their headquarters or whatever and that person said they couldnʼt until next week so I had her connect me to the actual office and now I come in at 11
Oh fun!!!!! Yaaaaaaay Such a go getter :)
Iʼm so damn tired
Cool that was awful
3/16/22, 10943 AM
3/16/22, 12902 PM
I really really donʼt want to wait but I should probably get permanents before I go anywhere. Appointment is at 8 am on the 23 so I could even leave that night
Fuck I donʼt want to spend a full week without seeing you
3/16/22, 3959 PM
Hey I had a bunch of calls about the condo and stuff and now I have to go certain documents so I will hit you in like 30 minutes or so
3/16/22, 5900 PM
Did the dog training stuff!
Got two different types of collars. Mostly just went around and tried to redirect her attention from people walking around
Yep! Iʼll be able to do one next week too before I go
Oh today was dog training??
Fuuuuun okay call when free
Lover do you even seriously understand what weʼve got ahead of us?
Not yet I donʼt think
Howʼs this for the universe saving my ass lol... I filled up the bathtub to wash my outdoor reclining camping chair and totally forgot... But I figured the safety drain would keep it from overflowing... I was maybe two minutes before it would have totally caused a huge flooding problem lol
Oh shit, really glad you caught that Also huge tub
3/16/22, 9940 PM
Iʼm so dang tired, just slept on the bathroom floor for an hour before taking a shower
3/17/22, 12939 AM
Hey on the 19th Iʼll be officially divorced for a year
Why you feeling tired lover?
I want that so badly
Hey come fall asleep on me and have sweet dreams all night
Iʼm here at the Krump Battle and I did one rounds but I literally just feel like wet paper there is nothing in me
But I think itʼs good I came anyway just to continue to integrate and be a part of the scene
Yeah definitely good that you went! Why do you think youʼre so tired?
Someone said “uterus pudge” in a comment and I can stop thinking about it
Not in a negative self hating way, Iʼve just never heard that term
3/17/22, 5912 AM
3/17/22, 7900 AM
3/17/22, 1917 PM
You asleep little bitch?
Sleep
Just got up, about to walk Eris. I want to melt into you so badly
I want some situation in which I can protect you with my big muscles
Your magnetic key Hider is in the mailbox :-)
Lol letʼs not have either of us be in danger. But I do feel very safe with you
And yay thank you! Iʼll go pick it up! Iʼm going to go get the key tomorrow
Or have it made
Itʼs gotta end soon. And Thursday
3/17/22, 2952 PM
Every morning I blow approximately 5 pounds of baby dinosaurs out of my fucking those
Nose* You get in wed or thu?
The sinus thing is over now itʼs just every morning thereʼs stuff coming out of recesses I never imagined
Threesome is off for today. Seems like they both have weird schedules to work around
3/17/22, 6900 PM
I cannot even begin to tell you how sad I am for you.today is a dark day for you but I want you to really know that Iʼm here for you to do whatever I
can to get you through this dark time
And- my nap was sooooo sweet but imma shoot for maybe 30 more
It is really tragic. I did get some kind of whiskey honey herb liqueur though so pretty excited about that
Fucking drunk.
Ass
3/17/22, 10909 PM
Motor teashop?
And yes you absolutely should
It looks very trendy but nice
:) youʼre so cooooool Iʼm irritated I should be there with you
At a cool motor teashop working
Cool little lol
Fuck Iʼve spent all my brain energy trying to find a poofy jacket now I have no more energy to work out or do more computer stuff ://////
And Tempe chairs here SUCK and the tables are so low you have to look down at your computer
Take a night off then! Thereʼs a lot going on for you right now, no need to push it
My loooooover
When you say things that have a built in source of concern and protectiveness I feel soooo good :))))
Yea the only thing I really *need to do though is work out before tomorrow :///
But in all reality it would make a very small difference
So maybe I just have some halo top and watch a movie tonight :)
Uh oh- the green tea is setting in- starting to get that grateful buzz
Good, I was worried I was telling you what to do. And you should, youʼll just have more energy when you do restart
Aaaaaaah I see the contradiction
Telling me what do as far as guiding the relationship is where it can be tricky
And- I think you can always just change the verbiage to get the same effect
Okay good because I think you do deserve to just chill for a bit
24
That sounds good with me!
If sheʼs comfortable with it
Wait you get in 24 thu or 25 fri? This message is okay to give me it feels fine :)
OK so letʼs plan on Tuesday going to my moms house to pick stuff up and if you want to also set up a dinner?... Because then your appointment is on Wednesday and your flight is Thursday... All sounds good?
Call with you enjoy having a dinner? Should I set it up?... Just donʼt want to feel like Iʼm pushing that
K I just asked
K I just asked Second wind :) I think I can keep working a bit
OK now we have options for cleaners... Remind me how often you were comfortable with? Once a week? Twice a week?
Time of day?
Also- it looks like your mic is good enough for ASMR :)
Once a week and preferably the afternoon I think but it really doesnʼt matter
Thatʼs great! I can do that on tik tok live too I want to be next to you so badly
Cool I hate you too
I love you favorite person
A what?
Oh my
3/18/22, 2954 AM
3/18/22, 10932 AM
:)))) My beautiful tiny epic lover
I love you like lice in porridge
Just blew out another 2inchx1inch
Booger
This bed is heaaaaven
Lolol Weʼre sleep heads itʼs okay
3/18/22, 2907 PM
I canʼt wait to join you. I woke up two hours ago feeling rested but somehow slept for two more
Weʼre special enough to be that way
Iʼm about to walk Eris, go get the keys made and then come back here and fix my hair
Since you have money to deal with now why not just get a professional to at least fix it up for now since itʼs got so many things going on?
Honestly just super embarrassed to bring it to one- theyʼre usually super judgy about at home stuff. Once I fix it I am tempted to go in for an actual haircut and a conditioning treatment
And this dye only takes like ten minutes
3/18/22, 3946 PM
I just love your brains out and itʼs so cool
This target is starting to make me dissociate for some reason
No she quit awhile ago. I think itʼs because theyʼre remodeling so it looks weird and itʼs kind of grey outside? No idea really
Itʼs also pretty busy
Yeah Iʼm fine, getting some coffee and about to leave. Just weird
3/18/22, 5925 PM
I think I found the way I want to celebrate the divorce. Thereʼs a show in Nashville with a band I really like. Just wonʼt drink much and then I wonʼt have to find a place to stay or get someone to watch Eris
?? Cuz your sis is there??
Hmmmm Youʼre okay though?
Lololol you really want to celebrate this I love it
I mean I was considering going to the Nashville or Chattanooga one anyways but the dates lined up
3/18/22, 6947 PM
My lover my lover my heart my home Which band is this one lover?
I love you. Sarah Shook and the Disarmers, youʼd hate it
3/18/22, 8951 PM
Bitch... Wait... Till... You... See... This... Underwater... Shoot
Weʼre getting food right now
Yay! Glad it went well
3/19/22, 12904 AM
You look great!
GAFRAND
Goood morning Pusey grabber
3/19/22, 12907 PM
Hey! Just walked Eris
Very much didnʼt want to get out of bed
Hey could you not do that publicly
Hey could you not do that publicly
LOVER——— kidding aside I just realized the perfect next idea for viral TikTokʼs - fake braces on you
But Iʼm being literal- not making a joke- that will be a major fetishized trigger
Sadly I donʼt disagree about the braces. But Iʼm already insecure about my age with your family and friends- your jokes are just embarrassing to me
3/19/22, 2927 PM
Oh shit I didnʼt realize the donʼt do that publicly text was to me and not to me and my mom - I thought it was banter
No I really donʼt find it funny
Sleeping maybe 20 more minutes
Wait what?
3/19/22, 4926 PM
Going to let it charge while I walk Eris and call back Guessing youʼre starting?
Iʼm just going through a bump where I really donʼt feel special to you. I love you and want you to have a good time. Hope you get great pictures
Fuck I forgot to transfer cards back to my wallet. Iʼm just going to call it
Iʼm not going. I was halfway there when I realized that so by the time I got there I would be fairly late and have to deal with worse parking
Oooooh putting them *back in the wallet
No donʼt turn back... What do you need to pay for? The tickets?
Gas?
Iʼm pretty sure I can just call the place and use my card and buy a gas station gift card and send you the numbers, no?
Gas and I need an ID to get in. I appreciate it but I just feel defeated, calling it a night.
I hear you lover. I feel really unappreciated and sad that you feel the need to push me away when you feel unloved still- but I also know youʼre going through a huge change with your hormones and and that youʼre going to likely start up a lot of self work with a therapist and maybe meds- so Iʼm gonna make sure I stand firm for you. And in only a few days I will douse you with so much love that Iʼll win the love contest hardcore
I donʼt know where the line is between getting distance and just attacking you or having you feel sad. I do appreciate you and I know I havenʼt been easy the past couple of days
I havenʼt felt this just full defeated in a long time and Iʼm not really in the mood to try and twist it or make it a cathartic night or whatever. I donʼt want to darken your mood or night at all so just focus on enjoying yourself
Okay yeah thatʼs fair
I think for me the only thing that Iʼm concerned with is just the communication and not feeling confused or dismissed. For example: “hey Iʼm feeling really overwhelmed so I want to handle this a little bit by myself before I communicate with you about it “ maybe that would help me to feel a little bit more involved instead of wondering?
Does that kind of connect things or not really?
Which, frankly, probably has a lot to do with me being very uncomfortable when Iʼm confused based on the things my dad did to me
I donʼt want to confuse you, definitely not my intention
Iʼll work on the communication. It doesnʼt mean I love you any less, Iʼm just done emotionally right now
Yeah I think Iʼm also not used to that because confusion in my family meant is someone about to leave forever or not... Just realize thatʼs why Iʼm
really bad with confusion
So for like 18 years I was always wondering what the fuck you wanna fight with me over the other... So now I just hate not knowing lol
Thatʼs very fair, it doesnʼt mean Iʼm going to leave though. I think the excessiveness of the amount of how sad and hopeless I feel is hormonal, because
my skin has never been this oily and every little think is sending me into a tailspin
3/19/22, 11942 PM
3/20/22, 2944 AM
3/20/22, 12945 PM
Slut
Ass
Rude
Iʼll be waking up there soon Hey I love you a lot
Iʼm up a little early for someone to come look at the indoor plants
Iʼll let you sleep in my bed a little longer
3/20/22, 4901 PM
Thereʼs another show in Chattanooga tonight Iʼm debating it
Nah bad idea, bad parking
3/20/22, 10915 PM
She sounds really cool but Iʼm in the middle of doing videos so probably a bad time
Lover do you wanna meet Satya?
Lover I love you so much I just wanna show you off
all day and snuggle you all night sorry thatʼs just how it is
I love you very much and I appreciate that very much. I am also very drunk
Way too drunk for that
I canʼt wait to snuggle you to non existence Weʼre gonna FaceTime Kris you still bizzy after that?
But doesnʼt that make you more social??
Not with new people over the phone; itʼs a different medium
Iʼm sorry :(
Okaaaaaay :/
Ok weʼre gonna watch a YouTube or two then sheʼll head out
I really do want to be able to give you that, Iʼm sorry
I hope the medication helps the social anxiety because I donʼt really know what else to try
3/21/22, 2954 AM
Hey I love you an insane amount, canʼt wait to show you
3/21/22, 11909 AM
She did it.. my face is now tattooed on someoneʼs body
Holy fuck I love this message
3/21/22, 1952 PM
We canʼt be in Austin till like the 10th so we have lots of time to explore before fyi
Thatʼs insane
And that sounds good! I just got up somehow
3/21/22, 7951 PM
Call when you can, Iʼm at your parents Bad signal
Itʼs sending
Okay Iʼm just going to take all of the keys
The black and white pills Maybe send a pic of the keys
So the car keys, clicker, the two sets that have the stubby elevator key, the thin mail key, and just not the bad pool key, or the two “ivy” copies
Sure- and I can sort them with you later lol.
Thank you so much lover call me when youʼre in the car and donʼt fucking make me wait.
Iʼll have a short call with an onlyfans guy here in a little bit- really wants to meet up and paid $100 to talk about it
Going to tell him the same thing I said over messages though
He seemed nice and I do feel bad for him- heʼs like
mid 40s and got diagnosed with some heart problem he has to have surgery for- but I still think Iʼm good not meeting people from this
Also max is coming over for an hour or so
ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!? You feel bad for HIM!?
Iʼm a mid forties guy with a tiny little dick and you donʼt EVER say you feel bad for me!
Youʼre 41 and have a very nice dick
I love you an excessive amount
Iʼm not sure how I feel about that name but I love you
This is bullshit Iʼm fucking out.
Yeaaaaaaaa Napping now
Youʼre my angel monster
Angel monster :)))))
Angel monster
Iʼm gonna make you melt.
I love you
Only three more sleeps!
Sheʼs so disappointed in me
3/22/22, 4938 AM
Somehow havenʼt been able to sleep yet. About to really try but I wanted to take a second to say I love you like crazy and youʼre my person
3/22/22, 1914 PM
3/22/22, 1914 PM
Waiting to get those keys made. Iʼm going to pay for Huntsville airport parking for a day and give my mom the spare key so they can move my car
You so smaaaaaaaart :) These are my favorite things ever monster
Doing waaaay too much waking up throughout the night- gonna shoot for another half hour
Sounds good. Sorry youʼve been sleeping badly
Shhh
I bought a reasonably priced purse I like because the cheap one I got at target is very inconveniently shaped
Soon as I get home
Basic enough to go with most things and big enough to fit what I need without being too big
Itʼs cuz of the way you treat me
SHOW ME
Omg you turned into a label Whore
Next thing youʼll be wearing sunglasses only with huge brand letters on them
Iʼm sick of this
Hey thatʼs the smallest label one they had
Even if Iʼm a label whore?
Look- youʼre my treasure monster and thereʼs nothing you can do about it.
That part is still gonna be a problem.
But the green is so pretty and itʼs the ideal size Not sure how I feel about the shape but it works
So rude
Just let me enjoy things
Itʼs soooo pretty I think they call that bottom of the pond green
Your whole life is a garage sale painting that nobody wants.
3/22/22, 6943 PM
Hey I wanna fuck you
Weʼre definitely fucking You look so good!
Youʼre the best person Youʼre the cutest in the world I keep looking at this one
3/22/22, 11905 PM
3/23/22, 1921 AM
3/23/22, 4913 AM
I love loving you
:)))))
I think I might technically be more of an admirer of you than any other description
3/23/22, 7936 AM
Definitely should have had more sleep
3/23/22, 9922 AM
Okay so I only got two In because he didnʼt like the fit of the third. Not ideal but Iʼd rather have a good fit and not have to worry about a bad crown for the next 10-20 years. I said I was going out of town so he used a semi permanent seal
My first round of numbing went quick but wherever he put the second numbed all the way up to my eyes
3/23/22, 1956 PM
Yep- Too many oats and cereal expanding in my guts give me a bad back. As I suspected, all of those overnight oats have now got my lower back hurting this morning
Aw Iʼm sorry! Could you make smaller containers may or?
Maybe
A new favorite
Weʼre so so close!!
3/23/22, 6909 PM
Iʼm so excited to see you. You are one of the funnest parts of life
3/23/22, 8922 PM
Lover WAIT. Till. You. See. What. Iʼve. Set. Up. For. Us :)))))
Iʼm gonna take a power nap.
Iʼm so ready to see you, using all that excited energy to clean and make content. Going to stay up and sleep on the plane
Didnʼt have my volume on. I love you so much take a
Didnʼt have my volume on. I love you so much take a great nap
What is this?
Lol WHAT Iʼm not bringing that on a plane
Ketamine lol
No just the black and white pills - you didnʼt see them?
I did! Theyʼre in my vitamin thing now
I thought that square was a little note saying how much was in the pills at first
3/24/22, 12942 AM
Not ignoring you by the way just super busy trying to get everything done
Okay thatʼs all
Lololol no
Yeah fuck off you cocky bitch
Shit Iʼm sorry! Hit too early I love you
3/24/22, 1942 AM
3/24/22, 3935 AM
This shoot is gonna be so cool lover and Iʼm gonna see you in exactly 12 hours omg it begins lover :)
Iʼm so excited! Leaving for the airport in like 15
Oof leaving Eris was brutal. She wasnʼt even barking, just whimpering
LOVER COME LOVE ME!!!
3/24/22, 5935 AM
3/24/22, 5935 AM
Got through security and everything, just waiting
You still on the phone? Sheʼs about to leave now- some cool shots :))))
Have about an hour until boarding And thatʼs great!
3/24/22, 9944 AM
Nooo I was sleepy and I think I left my earphones on the first plane
Jk got them. About to get on the second plane! Estimated arrival is now 1g25
LOVER COME SNUGGLE ME NOW!!!!nʼ
SLEEP
Just landed!!
3/24/22, 3904 PM
Iʼm driving to pick up my literal favorite person in the world!!!
Definitely going to take a bit to actually get off the plane
Also donʼt hate me but I realized I didnʼt actually pack your laptop sticker
Bitch... You better be fucking using my joke style about the sticker...
...
...
Iʼm really sorry- I reminded myself to do it a few times but I did not
That would be a lie
For real
Itʼs in my car is kind of the issue
But I did leave a key that unlocked it so when my parents drop my car off he can get it
If not you can get your own fucking ride
Come on... Hit the punchline
So you for real for real for real forgot it??
Fuck lol. OK so Will is at your place? Because I definitely want to get someone to overnight it
And only you have the key??
Is all of that scheduled for a certain time or?
Just vaguely today- maybe this weekend because of the battery replacement...
Iʼm seriously done with you
Is what I meant
Do you realize that youʼre about to get your brains lived out in under 30 minutes?
What airline by the way?
United
And I love you
Terminal 7 Level 1
Still waiting for luggage
What airline by the way?
Call are you outside yet? Iʼm just pulling up to the airport
Iʼm on the first floor directly across from seven b in the parking lot
Okay! Hopefully this comes out soon This is taking too long I want to sue
Got it
Is that on level 2? Oh wait get it now
Waiting to cross
Lol ok
Iʼm in my black jeep basically right next to the gate to the parking lot
3/26/22, 7934 PM
Which key is for the elevator by the way?
3/27/22, 2945 PM
Stubby lol Did they come??
Not yet
3/28/22, 1944 AM
I think I have to wait until the show is done unfortunately
Whereʼd you go?
3/28/22, 7930 PM
3/30/22, 7933 PM
3/31/22, 3934 PM
Un-fucking-real
I have no idea who that is
Hey I love you
I couldnʼt not. I gotta know what her mind is like
Come open the gate please
The sooner you can come out the better the guy will be here in 10 minutes apparently
3/31/22, 5948 PM
4/2/22, 2952 AM
Hey you flirt Portofino inn burbank
Iʼm sorry I love you have fun but I canʼt be around you in a helpful way right now
I get it lover- there would have been a time I wouldnʼt have known how to take that- and of course ideally I would want to hug and kiss you as always- but I know where your heart is so I will see you in a little bit and be really excited to see you
4/4/22, 3903 AM
Youʼre so pretty Iʼm tempted to sell you for some sweatpants money.
I dislike not being able to touch you About 15 minutes
4/4/22, 6959 PM
4/4/22, 9952 PM
4/5/22, 12943 PM
Donald Banks
Oh wow not long :)
Done!
Going to get a drink from that grocery store
OK I am on the way like five minutes away Iʼll wait outside the grocery store
58-60
I donʼt think I am
Okay I can definitely see that
4/5/22, 7912 PM
4/6/22, 8915 PM
Thinking what Iʼm thingking?
TikTok jiggling
Love you, Iʼll be here whenever you get back
4/12/22, 11939 AM
4/8/22, 12947 AM
4/17/22, 3951 PM
Senpitts@gmail.com Grimma33!
Sounds good
Yes
Will do
Heck yeah
4/17/22, 8933 PM
4/18/22, 3922 PM
Give me your bespoke login
Kings daughters?
Thatʼs what you said though right?
Jug of water too plz
And can you find the heel protectors/mole skin and send me a picture of whatʼs there?
Daaaaaam bish I might only have to pay like $600/year for insurance
Iʼm looking by the way
Iʼm gonna go get gas btw
Add to backtrack and shit so donʼt go outside itʼs hot it will be another 15 minutes
All good, feels nice
4/19/22, 1941 PM
4/20/22, 4909 PM
No abduction smile BITCH LOOK
OK
My phone is going to die, Iʼll just stay out front of the Jersey mikes
You donʼt have an extra cord for the charger I gave you this morning?
I do but thereʼs no outside plugs and itʼs cold Going to the Starbucks again
4/21/22, 1923 PM
2 make your own chicken tacos- queso, onion, cilantro,sour cream
Kids cheese quesadilla and sweet tea
4/21/22, 11920 PM
Ok leaving in like 5
This is what I sent to maryss yesterday: Don't tell anyone I'm sending you this message now
1. Noooo
2. No way
3. What the hell?
4. Impossible
5. I don't believe this
I might be to high to consistently act but they might be too drunk to notice
4/26/22, 4905 PM
Not tonight- but for the future
Don't tell anyone I'm sending you this message now or ever- It's for a mentalism magic trick I'm going to do- u will say the phrase (as an expression of your anticipation about the trick) that corresponds with how many fingers someone is holding up- (the syllables match the number):
You got any verbal affirmation in the tank? Iʼd love some
You bring a lot of happiness and all kinds of good into my life and I treasure you
Of course
Yeah but am I the love of your life!?
I dunno if itʼs the medicine or not- but at least regarding getting everything unpacked and ready for my passport task Iʼm flying
But also feelin a little edgy/anxious hmmmm
Flying is good? And could just br adjusting to a new environment
4/26/22, 8951 PM
I think I am pretty bummed about this but not any more than usual and Iʼm really just too tired to approach it productively
5/1/22, 5908 PM
FaceTimed do you
Ok I gotchu
Huh Weird that keeps happening
Which face?
Answer!
YES
5/1/22, 11945 PM
7/21/22, 7942 PM
I got someone who was blind from birth to smoke DMT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - The Psychedelic Experience - Shroomery Message Board shroomery.org
Hey have you received anything regarding your corp!
*?
Just that the request was received
7/22/22, 4945 PM
Thinking of you warmly. A lot of revelations down here. Increasing the Zoloft has been really impactful- Iʼve been such an anxious attachment person all my life lol!!! How are you in general? Things are okay?
Iʼm glad your anxiety is getting better! Iʼm okay, trying out some new productivity methods and planning on getting a referral for adhd testing next week. Canʼt post on TikTok until the 24th but I think Iʼm going to make a new account
Just temporary. Iʼm sending an appeal request each day
:/ Banned??
Making sure youʼre okay with that one as the select Yeah weʼre going to pretend that one doesnʼt exist
Now hold on letʼs think about this...
Although- truth be told- that could be a really interesting concept. But. I
But no
In my defense it was very heavy
I like it!
7/23/22, 10957 AM
7/23/22, 1939 PM
Do you have any of the others I can use for onlyfans?
No rush! But I would like them
Yea totally Iʼll get them to you today
I can do today no problem. I sent you a video on telegram... Could you log into my TikTok and upload that? Itʼs for a free class in Cuba
Yeah I can do that. Iʼm redownloading telegram
Do you want anything in the caption
Rhagan21@hotmail.com asshoeztik2 Youʼre my HERO
Ah- Um I guess just
#cuba #dance #dancers #hiphop Thnx thnx thnx
Done
Do you have any of those pictures?
7/24/22, 9950 PM
Everything okay?
Well glad it turned out okay!
Thank you!
A lot got me distracted but Iʼm headed back to the Airbnb and can totally pull them up soon as I get in
Oh yea totally-
Data going out / thought I lost all my money in an Airbnb safe yada yada but everything turned out fine thank goodness
Sent over on telegram :)
7/28/22, 7921 PM
Man- 200 Zoloft is really opening my eyes more and more. Itʼs like a whole new perspective on life. Almost like being in mushrooms but all the time so I donʼt have to have big trips once in a while to get insights. But one of the insights I got today was kinda how a part of me was killed when I was a kid. And how other people who may poetically say theyʼre dead inside, etc, have a point. Then thougt abt you and feeling like youʼll never know what itʼs like to not have a father and I felt sad.
Anyways you good?
Iʼll be stateside in a few hours- would love to help grow your business even more but feel like my hands are a bit tied at the moment. You still kinda
wanna have your own space to advance things at your leisure? Anything come up that I can handle for you?
Iʼm glad itʼs helping you see things that way at least Iʼm okay, I have a referral for a psychiatrist so waiting on that. Iʼve been super anxious this week so taking tonight off but otherwise I think Iʼm fine. Iʼll let you know when I think about it more
7/29/22, 9908 AM
Trying to change my sleeping schedule, everything okay?
7/29/22, 2944 PM
Gotcha. Sorry Iʼve been in kind of a weird headspace the past couple days
8/1/22, 3957 PM
Hey I know Iʼve been very distant lately and I apologize if thatʼs come across negatively. I started working more on the childhood stuff and itʼs just been very hard, so not in the best place right now
8/1/22, 7958 PM
Yep just being social
Itʼs ok I didnʼt notice :)
I absolutely love the consideration. Feels really nice. Yea as we know the communication isnʼt always abundant- and looking back , now with increased Zoloft, I personally think it to be kinda off putting how relationship and communication intense I was- so Iʼve concluded thereʼs a combination of you fatiguing of my intensity and also a defaulting to just giving up on people (as you had to throughout your life) - which is why your inner work made you disconnect and at times be hasty to me. So Iʼve assumed thereʼs little social nutrition left for you towards me, and that makes me accept and float away. If anything - just to see if eventually we ever have time to align with my slightly less intense energy- and obviously over the business. But all of that is at your convenience. And if youʼre still going through a lot itʼs certainly nice to be kept up to speed. I do feel a little sad that I canʼt be along side as a friend or lover as you grow- and egotistically I wish I was a sturdy place for you when youʼre feeling
fucked up. But I respect your boundaries and your growth as you see fit. Sending lots of love.
8/5/22, 12905 AM
Thinking about you as I head to bed. Canʼt imagine what youʼre going through but feel like telling you Iʼm proud of you. Really impressive how hard core you are when you set your mind.
8/5/22, 12900 PM
Itʼs a whole lot lower this month
Iʼll send it to you soon. Just as a heads up I am planning on triggering the exit clause. Iʼm really unsure if Iʼm going to keep doing this at all and I canʼt justify only keeping 60% of what I earn
Also commission
60? You mean 80 no? Oh meaning the rest goes to onlyfans? And youʼre planning to quit onlyfans?
Itʼs a curious change of direction - if Iʼm not mistaken, just one single idea of mine earned you 30k in one month?And, all entertainers, including myself have that much of their income shared with the people who generate their opportunities and manage their business. Iʼm assuming the impression that thereʼs certainly a bigger factor in play here which would make you want to part ways - even if itʼs not one you want to mention.
Itʼs by your own admission that you do more performing than is even necessary to amplify your income through OF and the other outlets- which again proposes a confusing rationalization. And, the confusion for which, as well as being informed over text, i feel very, very sad about.
Hang on I just got food. The change of direction is primarily because I think it might be more damaging to my mental health than helpful. And yes, but I think you would agree that you have gotten your fair share of any profits that video has earned considering it
was months ago and no longer trending. And that one was great but again you did receive your cut of that and I wouldnʼt want to screw you out of anything. I apologize if through text feels dismissive in any way, that is not my intention. Iʼm just mentally and emotionally exhausted right now and I know youʼre persuasive in person and I donʼt currently feel strong enough to hold my own
An agreement is an agreement- you have every right to back out. Itʼs the part where you donʼt see why you would want to share the profit- when my ideas clearly are insanely profitable- that makes it really seem like thereʼs more at play.
Giving 20% when my ideas increase your profit by hundreds of percent doesnʼt make a rational point. Hence me assuming thereʼs more to the story. You didnʼt then, and donʼt now, have to disclose anything you want with me- but you disclosed that you canʼt rationalize the percent- so Iʼm telling you that it doesnʼt seem like an honest rational- and for that reason, Iʼm just feeling very hurt, confused, mislead, unappreciated, avoided, mistreated, and deceived. And I know you know why Iʼm disclosing those feelings with you.
Also- you arenʼt even using my ability to totally 360 your career. Everything weʼve planned, and everything I can do, has been 100% halted by you. Including other videos weʼve made to go viral, expanding the brand to twitch, products, etc etc.
Again, a contract is a contract, but this overwhelmingly seems like either vindication, or someone else creating an influence on you. Either of which I would find very distasteful, disappointing, unkind, and unfair.
I am very sorry youʼre hurt by this but Iʼm not keeping anything from you and thereʼs no other influence other than me having to value my mental health and reconsider things
You quitting onlyfans I would never even kind of advocate against. Thatʼs not at all on my agenda fyi.
But just you parting ways with me as producing manager I canʼt understand at all - since Iʼve even
created a separation between you and I through assistants- and have totally suggested you significantly decreasing your performing. In fact, I would even suggest never performing again other than just to create clutch tiktok *ads. And/or transition to a twitch career around gaming/history. Or anything else for that matter.
If I may ask- is just dealing with me in general something that you feel compromises your mental health? Or is it that you legitimately donʼt think I have the vision, resources, and responsibility to significantly increase your income while decreasing your obligations?
Is there any adjustment that you would feel makes a better fit for us to consider working together?
Donʼt get me wrong- I want to earn good money, if course. And your brand, as I told you from the beginning, is a gold mine. I would love to be able to make you *and I tons of money with minimal effort- or whatever level and type of effort you would deem necessary. I am having a hard time understanding why you wouldnʼt want to customize my role to fit your comforts, and let me rocket your brand into massive income with whatever level of attendance or effort you would prefer. Are you okay with offering me any words about that?
Itʼs not really about your ability, itʼs more about how Iʼm not in the place to where I want to, or am safely capable, of getting to that level. Itʼs one thing to keep it on the side to see if I can have fun with it at all, but keeping a professional relationship with you adds influence and obligation that goes against that
Ok- Iʼm trying to really respect all that youʼre going through/processing, so Iʼll tread lightly and attempt to conclude this discussion as efficiently as possible while still covering what I think is fair terrain:
The obvious follow up question, though, is do you not feel comfortable with being able to tell me that youʼd like to let go of all obligations to me or expected timelines until further notice? Or even to just say maybe:
“Hey, I need to relieve mental stress, and one of them is your waiting for me to activate the planned
chores for the brand. That will probably significantly reduce my income, and Iʼll need all that I can get. Instead of just ending our contract altogether, do you mind if we revise it for me to take a sort of hiatus at my leisure? Or can we just, as people with a close historical connection, agree that for the indefinite future Iʼll be experimenting with what I would or wouldnʼt do with zero pressure regarding my onlyfans? And then, if and when Iʼm ready to re- approach a more regimented, business like, and aggressive strategy, I would reach out to you so we can strategize, I can offload tasks, and you can become a part of the income again?”
I (think) Iʼm seeing more clearly where youʼre coming from. And Iʼm relieved (I think) because at first it seemed heart breaking my personal. As Iʼve said, I obviously care a great deal about you and hate that itʼs not right for me to be along side your journey or in much of a rhythm with you at all these days. But Iʼm still here and believe in you.
*breakingly
Also- just out of curiosity- and feel free to not have an answer: do you still intend on being friends/close? My insecurities I think just make me assume scorn the longer go without talking. Thanks in advance for using some of your energy to throw me that bone.
That is essentially what Iʼm trying to stay without any guarantee about the future because I donʼt feel comfortable making any when I donʼt know for sure. I do still care about you and I really didnʼt want or mean for this to hurt you in any way. No scorn felt or intended
Ah. Ok yea that helps. I thought you were just kinda separating from me. Iʼd be toooootally cool with 100% backing off- not asking for money.
Just to clarify: Are you saying, that if you were to eventually want to re-engage in a strategic approach to your business, more less as weʼve discussed, that youʼd wanna keep doing our plan together? As long as for now thereʼs no pressure on you to have any sort of timeline or expectation?
Iʼll do this past month at least. And potentially
OK thatʼs totally understandable. Iʼm not out to nickel and dime you or something like that. I do think thereʼs something to be said about the momentum I helped to generate and the existing followers now etc. To repeat myself: I think your face is insane and I obviously would just like to be able to be a part of the financial reward. But only if-and-when things are moving in a bigger and more lucrative direction where you actually need the help and ideas
So forget about me for now and enjoy your process, and as always, let me know if thereʼs ever a space where I would fit in perfectly for you.
8/8/22, 2932 PM
It looks cool but yeah please donʼt tag me in that one
Just checking
Hi :)
Omg with the FX
Yea Iʼm ahead of you on that lol
And while weʼre here - hi - sending a smile - happy to see your name on my phone :)
8/12/22, 3909 PM
Back in Madison just so youʼre aware Lmk if youʼd wanna go have dinner
8/13/22, 1904 PM
I canʼt really drive much until Tuesday but yeah we could. How long are you staying?
8/13/22, 3948 PM
The queen of cliff hers lol Cliffhangers*
Iʼm in bham now but plan to be back Monday- set
Iʼm in bham now but plan to be back Monday- set for Tuesday night?
8/13/22, 5945 PM
Late take off to Birmingham but Iʼm about to pass you in case youʼd like a hello
8/14/22, 10918 AM
Hey sorry my phone was dead for a lot of yesterday and wasnʼt home. I canʼt Tuesday but I could Wednesday
Ok cool Wednesday it is
Letʼs try that poppy place 8pm?
And whatʼs going on with all these oddities lol? Car broke down and new romance?
8/14/22, 1933 PM
Nothing new really, just hit a curb really bad and then went to this sailing thing at Maxʼs parents
Right turns are hard
8/16/22, 5935 PM
Do you mind if we make it 7? Iʼve been trying to sleep fairly early
Also, if Max comes? Didnʼt get my wheel in today so had to reschedule those plans
You. And. Cars. Lol
Oh no Iʼm not gonna be in the mood to be group social, no, sorry. Is it just about the ride or is there more to that? Thereʼs Uber or Iʼll be coming in from bham
To be very honest you have a very strong personality, which is great but Iʼm really struggling to set boundaries I want and would feel much better with the support
Are you aware that this is the first time Iʼve been made aware, indirectly, that I compromise boundaries of yours?
I didnʼt say that, I meant you have a strong
personality and tend to push, which leads me to have a difficulty in upholding my boundaries because of who I am as a person. Im not blaming you
Hmm... From my side really kind of confused all around. But before I respond, is this something you care to sort through?
Iʼm not sure I have to mindset or tools to do so right now
Gotcha. Well, like I said, thereʼs so many confusing aspects about this to me.
And I respect that youʼre not in a place to unpack it.
So would you like me to just decline without further messages?
Alternately, perhaps the better first step would be for max to call or text me to inform me of the boundaries or limits heʼs meant to be watching for in me?
Otherwise this feels, to me, like Iʼve been volunteered for a therapeutic experiment and you kind of tried to sneak it in without telling me, knowing I was just expecting to catch up with you, and knowing that I was unaware of being imposing of your boundaries, nor given the ability to modulate the ways in which I may impose without a third party chapperone type thing- which I think deserves some consent from myself before assuming.
That may sound cutting but I only mean it literally.
Shit. We are two damaged people trying to fix ourselves at the same time lol. One great take away for me on this is that I will never never respond to a message that feels less than perfect until I have completely changed my mind to another topic.
After a moment not thinking about this- (and thanks to 200mg Zoloft) Iʼm able to see more clearly on this.
I know you have a lot to process on your own and probably everything I say to you is received through
the filter. But, Iʼm pretty sure this warrants sharing with you:
Iʼve become extremely aware of my ever present insanely loud guilt complex that my dad invoked on me.
So, even though I think we both agree your communication isnʼt always entirely insightful, I definitely heard your message as you just willing your self to see me, and then bringing someone along to more or less punish me.
Sorry, doing my best here.
8/16/22, 8915 PM
I wasnʼt bringing him as a chaperone or to punish you in any way. I think it would be helpful to realize very few people are ever out to get you like that. I just know heʼd support me while not speaking for me or trying to take over the conversation. Other than that yeah Iʼm not sure how to unpack all that just now
8/16/22, 10913 PM
If you can expand on him supporting you maybe that would help. If you can.
8/21/22, 5950 PM
Hey, as I always tell you, I support whatever you need to go through, but of course, Iʼm the only one who can look out for my own interest, and our communication channel has obviously been essentially disabled.
That being said, I see youʼve been relatively proactive on TikTok and that also you told me you would pay for last month but then didnʼt.
Iʼm sure you can see how my confusion between the business and our social circumstances is self evident, but I also understand that communication is no longer practical in a way that involves fairness to myself.
I hope you can understand that I truly am not framing this as though I blame or shame you for the communication disconnect. But rather, that in speaking entirely practically, I understand that fairness to me, in fact, likely actually *needs to be
left out, in order for you to process things the way you need to. I donʼt know, but thatʼs the assumption Iʼm leading with. So, unfortunately, I recognize thereʼs really no capacity for sorting out of the things that seem either confusing or inconsistent to me, so Iʼll not longer pursue an understanding. This, out of consideration for you or me.
And, for those reasons, Iʼll ask that you just honor our agreed-upon terms - pending any further conversations we may have that may align the two of us in a slightly more fluid and cohesive way, even if only over text.
Cheers and I hope youʼre well and on the way to all that you want.
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This concludes the text messages Robert Hoffman and Sarah Pitts.